My life in Shangjing is very monotonous.Because I was very lonely, I talked less, I had almost no friends at school, I went home after school, and all my extracurricular time was spent studying Feng Shui.These secret techniques may seem jerky and difficult to understand to outsiders, but for me, studying them is the most enjoyable thing.In the days when I was not accompanied by my grandfather and parents, the five elements gossip, yin and yang techniques, feng shui formations, and spell tricks, these were my best companions.They can make me forget loneliness, forget the coldness, and live a full and happy life even if I live alone.The only pain was that I had learned so much and had no chance to do it.Especially when I was in the third year of junior high school, I fell in love with a female classmate in the same class, and that girl also had a crush on me.But in the end, she was chased away by another kid and became his girlfriend.And the sad thing is that the kid's method of chasing this girl is to help her count the eight characters.I watched him soak the girl I liked that day, and watched him fool the girl with the three-legged cat kung fu he learned from the Internet.But that's what shocked the girl, thinking he was so good, and then it wasn't long before they were paired up.I was in great pain during that time, and I wanted to tell the girl that the grandson lied to you, and he didn't understand any of this!
But in the end, I didn't say anything, because my grandfather said that the first time I did something for someone was for the Tang family, and that girl, her name was Li Fei.After graduating from junior high school, I was admitted to the same high school as Li Fei and that kid.When we were in the same class, Li Fei and I were still in the same class, and that kid was in the next class next to us.Soon after, he repeated his old trick again, soaked in another more clever female classmate, and dumped Li Fei.Li Fei was very sad and called me to the playground that night, crying and telling me that the kid had broken up with her.She hugged her legs, crying pear blossoms with rain, and her shoulders trembled slightly.I reached out to reassure her, but after much hesitation, I finally didn't dare.At this moment, she suddenly said, "It's good that I didn't fall for him, at least I'm still innocent......
I suddenly thundered like five thunderbolts, as if someone had pierced my heart from behind with a knife.Li Fei wanted to hint to me that if it was someone else, I would be very happy to hear this.But I'm no one else, after I heard this, I instinctively understood that Li Fei had been ...... by him Seeing that I didn't speak, she turned her head and looked at me cautiously, "Wu Zheng, are you......
What's wrong?
”I don't know what to say because my mind goes blank.After a moment of silence, I managed to squeeze out a smile and said, "No......
It's okay......"
"You don't believe me?
”She asked."
I ......
The letter ......
"I speak against my will."
She didn't know what to say, and the scene was a little awkward for a while.After a few minutes of silence, I stood up, "Don't be sad, I'll send you back." ”She didn't say anything and nodded.I sent her downstairs to the dormitory, and she turned around and asked me, "Wu Zheng, you believe me, Zhang Yi and I really have nothing to do!"
”I want to believe her, too, but ......
At that moment, I wished I didn't know how to do math.She turned and went upstairs.I left school and rode my bike all the way back to my home.After entering the community, I went to the supermarket to buy a lot of alcohol, and went home and drank it alone until dawn.My first love, that's it.In the next two years, Li Fei changed several boyfriends, and I have been unknown, no one I liked, and I was not liked by anyone until I graduated.After graduating from high school, Li Fei was admitted to Beijing University of Science and Technology and went to college.I didn't take the college entrance exam because I knew I didn't have the life to go to university.After reading so many books, it is enough and content.On the day I received the notice, Li Fei called me and said that she wanted to meet me and have dinner together.I hesitated, made an excuse, and excused myself.I don't know how to read minds, but I can understand people's divine light, and once she looked at me and told me that although she has changed several boyfriends, she has always had my place in her heart.It's just that in her opinion, I'm too low-key, I don't talk much, no one can figure out my mind, and I haven't responded positively to her hints.How do you say that sentence, keep cutting, and the reason is still messy.Li Fei wants to make a break with me before entering college life.But for me, it doesn't make any sense anymore.That night, I drank a lot of alcohol myself and got drunk.After I stopped going to school, I became an otaku, and every day in addition to eating and walking, the rest of the time was spent studying the secret techniques of the Wu family.Since I didn't have the opportunity to practice, I tried all kinds of ways to verify it.For example, calculate the weather, when it will rain and when it will stop.Another example is to buy some fruits to go home, and then refine some objects to set up a formation, and use the fruit to test the effect of the formation.After more than a month of this kind of day, the descendants of the Lin family came.I was researching the effect of the six bits on apple rot that day when suddenly the doorbell rang.When I opened the door, I saw a girl my age outside.She was wearing a white T-shirt with a pair of light-colored jeans, her shoulder-length hair was neat, her temperament was pure, and she was very beautiful, especially the big watery eyes, which were very good-looking.I was stunned for a moment, "You are ......"
"Hello, my name is Lin Xia", the girl smiled at me, "My grandfather asked me to come here to find Wu Zheng, the grandson of Wu Siye, is he there?"
”I came back to my senses and said, "Oh, yes, I am." ”"That's great", Lin Xia stretched out his hand to me, "Fortunately!"
”I didn't take her hand, "Come in." ”She was a little embarrassed, but she didn't lose her grace, and smiled slightly, "Hmm." ”I let her into the living room, got her a can of Coke, and then went back to the bedroom, opened my suitcase, and took out the two red cloth bags.Grandpa said, let me pick any one.But I don't want to give any of them.But I couldn't help but listen to my grandfather's words, so I picked one at random, put it on the bed, and put the other one back in the box.Back in the living room, I handed her the red cloth bag, "Here's for you." ”Lin Xia was a little surprised, "You're going to give it to me?"
Don't you ask who my grandfather is?
”"No need to ask," I said, "your surname is Lin." ”"But......" she stopped.I handed her the bag, opened a can of iced Coke myself, took a sip, and asked her, "Do you also learn Feng Shui?"
”She nodded, "Learned some." ”"Really?"
My eyes lit up, "That's great, let's talk." ”She looked at her watch and smiled at me embarrassedly, "It's too late, I have to go." ”"Where are you going?"
I couldn't help but ask.She looked down at the red cloth bag in her hand, "Grandpa passed away, he said that Fourth Master Wu promised to give us the Lin family one thing before his death, let me come to you."
He said that after I got it, he would let me leave Shangjing and go to the south, and I would have to live alone in the future. ”At that, her eyes turned red.I felt lonely for a while, and smiled helplessly, "It seems that we are both the same, we are both treated like this......"
"You are like this too?"
”She looked at me.I nodded silently, took a sip of Coke, and said to her, "Then I won't keep you." ”"Hmm," she stood up, "thank you." ”I sent her to the door, and she turned around and held out her hand to me again, "Shake hands, we'll be friends from now on." ”I hesitated and took her hand.So warm, so soft, so elastic slender hands.She smiled at me and turned to go downstairs.I looked at her back and silently sniffed my own hand.There is still a lingering fragrance.It wasn't until she was gone that I closed the door, took a deep breath, and smiled silly.