"I know it's a luxury," she said, looking at me, "as you said, keep my brother and I won't be able to have any more children."
I didn't have this idea before, but lately, I don't know why, I've been thinking about this all the time, and even dreaming, I'm dreaming that I'm being a mother. ”She paused, sighed, and smiled helplessly, "Maybe, it's me who is too tired" "I know you're tired", I looked at her, "The Guo family is inside and out, it's all up to you to handle it alone, and it's really not easy for you." ”"That's why I asked you to dinner, I want to talk to you", she took a sip of tea, put down the cup, and looked at me, "You just take me as nagging with you, don't take it to heart."
I feel uncomfortable with these words, so it's good to say them. ”I didn't speak, but nodded silently.She took a sip of tea and continued, "Some time ago, I went to Ningzhou and talked to Gu Xiaotong about it, and I wanted to take Chengcheng over and raise him by me.Gu Xiaotong was unwilling, she insisted on taking the child by herself, saying that she would let him come back when the child grew up.I want to treat Cheng Cheng as my own son, but Gu Xiaotong didn't give me this opportunity at all, she was wary of me, and I couldn't explain it.You told me before that I hurt Cheng Cheng a lot, and I want to hurt him more, but now the situation is that it is difficult for me to even see him, how can I hurt him?
”"Gu Xiaotong won't let you see it?"
I asked."
I bought her a house in Shangjing and asked them to move in, but she didn't want to," she smiled wryly, "I went to Ningzhou to see her, but she was wary of me."
When my parents and your brother went, the family was happy, and as soon as I arrived, the atmosphere was immediately awkward.I am Guo Chenlong's wife, now I am like an outsider, I work hard for the Guo family every day, it's okay when I'm busy, I don't have time to think about it, once I calm down, I feel like a joke, especially embarrassing Wu Zheng, do you understand?
”I nodded, "Yes." ”She sighed softly and poured tea, "Now that I think about it, Xiaojun is smarter than me."
She took the initiative to give up everything in the Guo family and handed over this stall business to me.How good she is now, with you loving her so much, and learning the secret art of your family, she is getting more and more beautiful, younger and younger, pink and tender, and it is enviable to look at.I'm good, flying around every day, either to talk about cooperation or to sign contracts or to deal with various bureaus, and when I come home, I'm also alone, I don't even have anyone to talk to, I really don't know what I'm doing this for!
”"Where's my brother?"
I asked."
Don't mention him", she smiled disdainfully, "During this time, I soaked in a female college student, and I went to spend the night with that girl every other day, I haven't seen him for a long time" I smiled helplessly, this is Guo Chenlong.Yang Qian'er was silent for a while, took a deep breath, and held back the tears in her eyes, "There are people outside him, I don't care anymore, anyway, it's not the first time."
But when he had someone, he forgot about his home, ignored me, and didn't want to say a word to me except for asking me for money.Am I that bad, you say?
Am I inferior to Gu Xiaotong, or am I inferior to that female student?
”"Of course you're not bad," I said, "you're good, much better than a lot of people." ”She looked at me aggrievedly, tears rolling in her eyes, and they almost welled up.I smiled faintly, "If you want to cry, cry out." ”This sentence opened the floodgates of her tears.She covered her mouth and took a deep breath, tears welling up instantly.I pulled out a tissue and handed it to her, "And you still want to give him a baby?"
”She took the tissue and wiped her tears.The more I wiped, the more tears I had, and I couldn't stop it."
I don't want to give birth to him, I want to give birth to myself", she sobbed sadly, "My husband is not mine anymore, but the child is still mine."
Even if I have a son and a half daughter, I don't have to be so desperate, I'm too tired, really too tired" I looked at her silently and sighed softly.I can't persuade this kind of thing.Yang Qian'er is such a smart person, and she doesn't need to be persuaded by others.She just felt uncomfortable and had nowhere to vent, so let her say it, and it would be fine.I pulled out a few tissues and handed them to her.Yang Qian'er took it and quickly ran out.I continued to hand it to her.She took it again, took a deep breath, and tried to calm herself.But the harder she worked, the more sad she became, and the crying pear blossoms brought rain, pumping and pumping, which made people feel distressed to watch.I know, she wants me to hug her.But she won't say it.I'm not going to do that on my own initiative.The atmosphere in the private room was inexplicably a little awkward.The waitress came to the door and knocked lightly twice, "Miss Yang, can you serve food?"
”Yang Qian'er ignored it.The girl didn't dare to ask any more, so she had to wait outside.Yang Qian'er tried to calm her emotions, looked at me with red eyes, and asked faintly, "Can't you hug me?"
”My face was hot, and I cleared my throat, "You are my sister-in-law" She looked at me stubbornly, her eyes were a little resentful, as if to say, what happened if you didn't hug me?
Now you know I'm your sister-in-law?
I was embarrassed by her.After about half a minute, I silently got up, sat down beside her, and took her into my arms.She hugged me sadly and sobbed on my shoulder."
Okay", I reassured her, "stop crying, okay?"
”"I can't see hope", she cried, "I really can't see hope" "Actually, this question" I hesitated, let go of her, and looked at her seriously, "It's not impossible" She was stunned and looked at me with tears in her eyes, "I can have a baby?"
”I hesitated and nodded."
Really?"
She quickly wiped her tears and looked at me seriously, "Can I really do it?"
”"Yes", I said."
But my family's ancestral grave is not," she said, as if she couldn't believe it, "is it really possible?"
”"The feng shui of your ancestral tomb is indeed like that", I said, "but if you want to have children, it's not impossible, just change the feng shui?"
”"Change the feng shui", she swallowed her saliva, "Then the fortune of my family" I stared at her for a moment and sighed softly, "Good feng shui is there, as long as you can find the treasure of feng shui, luck is not a problem" She looked at me seriously with tears in her eyes and stopped talking.