The two teased and came home in a blink of an eye.Lin Xi washed his face and went to the hall to talk to Xie's father, what she said was Li Picket's bullying of the members.Father Xie said: "We all know these things, but he has Shang Fang's sword by his side, and it's not wrong to talk about it." ”In the past, it was said that the legal principle is nothing more than people go, but now the troubles in the past few years are gone, and fathers, sons and brothers can become enemies, not to mention the pickets and suppression of members in the countryside in the city?
Lin Xi: "But the above policy also says that the workers and peasants should be united, the countryside should surround the city, and people from all walks of life should be allowed to join in the construction of the countryside, how can they bully the members?"
The family is sick and needs money urgently, and they sell their rations to see a doctor, even if he is not accommodating, how can he still withhold the food?
”The deducted grain was not handed over to any department in accordance with the regulations, but whoever withheld it was taken away as additional income.What is it called?
Enriching oneself under the guise of policy.Father Xie glanced at her and reminded her, "Lin Xi, don't meddle in your business."
Our family has been safe and secure for so many years, and it is all in exchange for prudence and caution.This movement is changing rapidly, and one accidentally provokes a fire. ”Lin Xi nodded: "Dad, don't worry, I know."
I can't figure it out, I think you can stand tall and see far, and you have experience, so I'll talk to you. ”Father Xie was relieved when he saw that she was so well-behaved and didn't look like she would cause trouble, "There are many things you can't see, and you should pretend to be deaf and dumb." ”Who isn't like that?
Although Lin Xi was a little unhappy in his heart, he was very obedient on his face.Naturally, she won't cause trouble for the Xie family, but she doesn't look forward to this work at all.She wants to change to a job that has a positive effect, not so full of negative energy, even if it is a teacher, she can teach children to read.She has no opinion on Father Xie, after all, the times are different, and everyone must be cautious and cautious in order to protect themselves.She just felt a little low.If it was a special small merchant and peddler who was caught and educated, she would not be so uncomfortable, the key was that this member of the society was desperate to exchange rations for money for treatment, he had no experience in speculation at all, and a bag of fifty catties of grain was carried to the city so loudly, and he was anxious to find a rich man in the city to buy it to solve his urgent needs.Who would have thought that it would end up like this.After dinner, she ate two bites casually and went back to the East Chamber.Mother Xie: "What kind of temper is she playing?"
”When Lin Xi arrived at Xie's house, she and Second Sister Xie were so stinging, Lin Xi kept laughing, and Mother Xie felt that she would not be angry and turn her face.But at this time, just after going to work, it looks like a frosted eggplant, and it doesn't look very good.She said to Xie Qiming: "Go and see your daughter-in-law." ”Xie Qiming has been paying attention to Lin Xi, and when he was eating, he saw that she was in a daze and didn't eat a few bites in total.He put down his chopsticks and got up and walked to the window of the east chamber to take a look inside, Lin Xi in the house didn't turn on the light, and his clothes were lying on the kang.She has always been optimistic and positive before, and she shouldn't say herself when others sarcastically mock her, except for being angry with him, she is happy with others.Seeing her so depressed at this time, Xie Qiming felt a stab in his heart, and he couldn't say why, he was just panicked, and he didn't feel it before.He stood outside the window for a moment, then turned and went out the door.Lin Xi in the house lay down for a long time, because Xie Qiming didn't come, she didn't bother to move.She began to think about her parents again, and after a while of silent tears, she fell asleep.After falling asleep, she suddenly dreamed about something about the original owner.The original owner hated her father on the surface, but in fact he longed for his father's love.When she first returned to the city, she tried to please her stepmother.She wakes up early, sweeps the yard, cooks.She originally thought that she had done all this, and her stepmother and father would praise her, but who knew that her stepmother looked at her with a very cold look.When her father went to work, her stepmother told her not to touch her things at home.The stepmother said in a condescending tone that our city is different from your country, and the country may use a foot-washing basin and noodles, and a broom to clean the room, but this is not the case in the city.Especially in our home, the small broom for sweeping the bed, the broom for sweeping the room, and the broom for sweeping the yard are all separated, and all kinds of rags are also separated, and they must not be mixed.She didn't dare to touch anything in the house again.As a result, Dad frowned again, and said how can you, who is an older sister, be so lazy, sit and wait to eat and drink when you go home all day, and you don't know how to help cook and clean up the fire.Whenever this happens, the stepmother hurriedly sends her sister and brother to do things, saying that Lin Xi just came from the countryside, and it is estimated that her grandmother has not taught this, so it is better to take your time.All of this made Lin Xi feel humiliated, and she didn't know what to do, saying that it was her home, but she was uncomfortable everywhere.They were a family of four, and she was like an unwelcome intruder.Even so, she didn't want to leave, humbly praying for her father's love, but was repeatedly disappointed.And her sister is better than her everywhere, and she can set off her everywhere as useless, making her more and more inferior.When I went to the countryside in 68 the year before last, the policy was to go to the countryside with two children in the family.The stepmother told her father that Lin Xi had been in the countryside since she was a child, so now she is asked to stay in the city and let her sister go to the countryside, who knew that her sister suddenly fell ill and needed to be hospitalized.Dad was so distressed that he even complained that Lin Xi was ignorant and didn't take the initiative to say that he would go back to the countryside, which made it difficult for his stepmother.In the end, Dad spent all the family's savings to buy a chance to go to the factory to take the job exam, and in order to show equality, he let both sisters go.Lin Xi's grades were not good, and his grades were naturally not as good as his sister's grades in the exam.Looking at the disappointed but clear look in his father's eyes, Lin Xi became more and more inferior and sad.She always wanted to behave well, so that her father felt that she was not the kind of person who was hopeless, but she still saw that disgusted look in her father's eyes, the kind of silent evaluation that was really better than her sister.In fact, how can Lin Xi have the opportunity to study hard in the city?
When she went to the city from the countryside, she couldn't even speak Mandarin, she couldn't understand others, and she hadn't studied at all in the countryside, so she naturally couldn't keep up with the courses when she went to the city, and over time, her natural learning became worse.In addition, she inexplicably broke out several conflicts with her sister and classmates, and everyone proved it to be her fault, so she was ostracized by her classmates and disliked by her teachers.When she failed the exam, her classmates called her straw bag, and those male and female students who claimed to have a sense of justice would accuse her of being unkind to her sister to her face, etc.When she got home, she wanted to talk to her dad or ask him to help her with her lessons.But my father only has my sister and younger brother in his eyes, and I always feel that she is not worrying, she is spoiled by her grandmother, she has no tutor, no future, and she shows an impatient expression when she can't say two words.During the Chinese New Year, she went to her stepmother's house with her, and she didn't say a few words to her cousins, and when she turned around, her father criticized her for not having a tutor, and she was not ashamed to talk about it.She was so frightened that she didn't dare to laugh when she went out to see her relatives in the future, and she was very restrained, and he said that she was only obedient and not arrogant, and she couldn't embarrass him on the stage.She seemed to be doing everything wrong, and then her father told her to go out less, and even forbade her to make friends, especially friends of the opposite sex.Originally, there was a male classmate in the class who studied well and did not dislike her and was willing to help her make up for her, but in the end, she ......
When Lin Xi thought of this, the whole person entered the emotions of the original owner, his chest was uncomfortably blocked, and tears could not flow silently.In her previous life, she was a delicate girl, loved by her parents, spoiled by her grandparents, grandparents, and grandparents, so she never suffered the taste of being snubbed by her relatives.But she deeply felt the inferiority, loneliness, and desolation of the original owner, and the despair of being abandoned by her own father.She was obviously only eighteen years old, but she was forced to use such means to find a way out of her marriage.After waking up, Lin Xi's heart was congested for a while, and he completely brought in the feeling of being abandoned and trampled.Seeing the old farmer's desperate appearance but no way to kick that Li Jiangang out, she panicked in her heart, and couldn't help but cry more and more sad.It is said that at this time, the original ecology, the sky is blue and the grass is green, to be honest, where is the modern life good?
She had a sense of frustration that although she was ahead of others, she didn't have the opportunity to show her talents.The surroundings are like a thorny and constricted net that will strangle those with personalities as much as possible and make them all the same.She was upset, and with a "squeak", the door opened.Xie Qiming's tall figure appeared in the room, he didn't turn on the light, but walked straight towards her.He went to the kang and leaned over to listen to her.Lin Xi was so nervous that she immediately held her breath, she hid here and cried, in the eyes of others, she didn't know how hypocritical.She didn't want people to know.Xie Qiming originally thought she was sleeping, but when he got closer, he heard her thick nasal voice and knew that she was crying.After he came in, she pretended to be asleep, probably because she was afraid that he would know that he was shy.He sat down at his desk, and the moonlight shone in, shining brightly on her head, reflecting a flash of water.He sighed and whispered, "Are you hungry?"
I brought you meat buns, do you want to eat them?
”Lin Xi bit his lip, but his stomach was really hungry.But she was embarrassed, her eyes were red and swollen from crying, and her voice was hoarse.Xie Qiming didn't have to ask her to speak, he stuffed the two big buns of the lotus leaf bag into her hand accurately, and did not touch her body.Lin Xi: "......"
Although she still wanted to pretend to be asleep, how could she still bear this fragrant meat bun, so she began to gnaw on the meat bun in a stumbling manner.She decided to turn her grief and anger into food!
Hearing her eat so gnashing her teeth, Xie Qiming couldn't help but chuckle.Lin Xi: "......"
Xie Qiming: "Are you going to work tomorrow?"
”Lin Xi: Of course!
What is there to be afraid of a Lee picket?
She ate one and a half large buns in one go, and she couldn't eat the remaining half, so she wanted to put it aside and eat it again tomorrow morning.Xie Qiming handed her a small teapot of water, "Rinse your mouth." ”Then she took the rest of her bun and ate it.Lin Xi was even more ashamed.How embarrassed he is that he always eats her leftovers.Waiting for her to drink water and rinse her mouth, Xie Qiming also finished eating the buns, and his slender fingers tapped the tabletop, "I can't sleep, do you want to get up and talk?"
”Lin Xi: I don't want to speak.I'm mute.Her voice is hoarse, and she is so embarrassed to say something.Xie Qiming knew that she was ashamed, so he rubbed his big hand on her head and said softly: "Don't be sad, everything will be fine." ”Lin Xi: "!!
”He touched her head, the same action as her petting a dog and a cat, it was too much!
She sat up and decided to go to the bathroom.At this time, the table clock of the hall rang the sound of dangdang, and it was already twelve o'clock in the middle of the night.Lin Xi thought that Xie Qiming didn't know what he was busy with when he didn't sleep at night, and he also thought about bringing two big buns back for himself, which was quite humane.She wanted to go back and thank him well, but when she entered the house, she found that Xie Qiming had fallen asleep.He closed his eyes and remained motionless, with a posture of "Lao Tzu is already asleep, don't call anyone", she had to turn off the light, tiptoe from his leg position to climb up the kang, who knew that he suddenly turned over and carried her inside.Lin Xi only felt that the sky was spinning for a while and she lay on the kang, she exclaimed, "Xie Qiming, you hit me again!"
”The voice was hoarse.One night she wanted to go to the toilet and was quietly trying to crawl over his lap when he suddenly rolled over and hit her.How strong he was, he knocked her down in one fell swoop.If he reached out and hooked her waist in time to hook her back, she would have to fall directly to the ground!
Of course, she didn't know that Xie Qiming was deliberately teasing her.Xie Qiming finally heard her hoarse voice, and felt more and more panicked in his heart, feeling that his heart was more hoarse than her throat.He thought that this must be the recurrence of the old disease and not yet healed, so there were some unfamiliar abnormal reactions one after another, and he should go for an electrocardiogram tomorrow to check it.He knew that her throat was uncomfortable and ashamed, so he deliberately pretended to be asleep and didn't talk to her.Just now that he was so amused, Lin Xi's mood improved.She lay inside, listening to his long breathing, feeling the heat from his body, inexplicably feeling at ease, and fell asleep again after a while.When she fell asleep, she naturally turned towards him.Xie Qiming turned over, and the bright and soft moonlight sprinkled on her face, white and quiet.She also sniffed in her sleep, looking aggrieved, which made people pity.He couldn't help but stretch out his big hand, and when he was about to touch her, he paused again, he was startled, what was this for?
Will he want to hug her?
Dream!
He patted her with his big hand to comfort her.Her frowning brow furrowed, and with a soft snap, she began to lean back on him.Xie Qiming: Tsk, the sleep is really bad!
Crying nose and squeamish, what a little trouble!
But he lay there motionless, not turning his back to her as he usually did.The author has something to say: Xie Qiming: If I hadn't sacrificed myself to hug you, you would have to get on the ground!
———— I'll get into V tomorrow, I'll write Chapter V.