"Children make choices, adults want both!"
Zou Qianen smiled and answered quickly, her innocent appearance really looked like a silly white sweet in an idol drama.Ye Fanshuang hooked her neck and covered her mouth: "I didn't ask you baby, you stop for a while, I'm talking to your sister Crispy about serious things." ”"Hmm......"
Zou Qianen broke away from her and wiped her lips, "Paste my mouth with neck cream." ”Ning Suyi watched them make trouble, with a mask-like mask on her face, so that people couldn't distinguish her expression, only those eyes were extremely dark and cold.She leaned sideways on the dresser, a dark brown silk nightdress wrapped around her graceful body, and in this retro-style room, she had the style of a noble lady of the Republic of China.Ye Fanshuang was not so easy to dismiss, Chong Ning Suyi raised his chin: "What about you, if you really want to choose one, who do you choose?"
”Ning Suyi finally spoke: "Be a boyfriend?"
”"Ahh"I'll choose you."
Ning Suyi smiled and narrowed his eyes."
It's boring."
Ye Fanshuang lay down stupidly, took out her mobile phone to process some information at work, knowing that Ning Suyi's mouth was comparable to a stuffy oil bottle, she didn't take the initiative to speak, and she couldn't pry out half a word.Ten minutes passed, Ning Suyi went to the bathroom to remove the mask and wash his face, and sat in front of the dresser to take care of his skin.After the age of twenty-five, the collagen on her face is no longer the same as before, especially if she does not sleep well all year round, and she must take care of it carefully.Xu felt that the atmosphere was too quiet, Ning Suyi went to bed after completing the skin care process, and took the initiative to speak: "I should have told you that I was kidnapped when I was a child, right?"
”Ye Fanshuang lost his mobile phone: "I said it." ”Zou Qianen knows this matter in more detail than her, she and Ning Suyi had a small relationship, she went to visit Ning's house during that time, but unfortunately she didn't see Ning Suyi herself.Ning Suyi leaned on the head of the bed, his fingers stroked his long hair slightly, and his voice was very soft, like a sleep in the night: "Since then, in addition to the problem of not daring to be alone in a closed and dark space, I still have a little resistance to contact with the opposite sex."
I don't mean disgust with the opposite sex in the traditional sense, it's the uncontrollable ...... at the physiological level" Hearing this, Ye Fanshuang got up from the bed and stared at her tightly with her eyes, which startled Ning Suyi, and the rest of the words were stuck."
You ......"
Ye Fanshuang opened her mouth, dumb, and didn't say a word for a long time."
Don't be startled and disturb my train of thought."
Ning Suyi's eyes were still unwavering, and she knew what she was thinking, "I wasn't substantially violated, I was eight years old at the time, and I had a sense of self-protection."
Moreover, the gang kidnapped me mainly for money. ”Ye Fanshuang was calm, but still had some difficulty in spitting words: "No wonder, you never played with boys in high school." ”"But if I don't say, will you perceive my 'weirdness'?"
Ning Suyi looked at her.Ye Fanshuang shook his head, this was the first time he had heard Ning Suyi talk about his "illness".Judging from her daily performance, she really can't find any problems, at most in the eyes of others, she is a cold beauty who doesn't like to be close to people.Ning Suyi spoke again, becoming more and more calm: "This is still the result of seeing a psychiatrist for three years, and when I first went home, it was more serious, and when I saw strangers, I would stand up my hairs all over my body and want to dodge." ”From the first sentence she said, Zou Qianen held her breath, and now she breathed a sigh of relief, her chest rising and falling: "You haven't said anything before." ”"I didn't tell you anything if it wasn't important.""
It doesn't matter!
Your heart is too wide. ”Zou Qianen shouted, she couldn't believe that this "disease" happened to her, and she could still live a good life."
Does Jing Chi know?"
Ye Fanshuang asked."
He knows."
Ning Suyi's heart also floated a lot softer when he said it, like a pile of ruins piled in the corner being picked up, and after the dust was flying, there was complete silence, "At that time, my mother was afraid that I would be stimulated, so she stopped many friends who came to visit, but she couldn't stop Jing Chi.You know, I have eaten and lived with him since I was a child, and our relationship is not ordinary. ”Ye Fanshuang was silent.Ning Suyi would not rashly mention the past, she wanted to say that there must be a reason for her.Sure enough, after a long period of silence, Ning Suyi dragged a pillow and hugged it in his arms, his tone was not heavy, but it was not easy: "I don't want to be single for a lifetime, it would be too miserable."
If I'm looking for a partner, I want someone familiar to me, at least not so resistant.If Brother Jing Ting really likes me, I might be willing to give it a try with him. ”Ye Fanshuang only felt that something was wrong: "What about Jing Chi?"
Really don't think about it?
You also said that if you want to find someone you are familiar with, compared with Mu Jingting, aren't you more familiar with Jing Chi?
”"Frost, don't say it, I'm going to be angry if I say it again."
Ning Suyi said, "I don't have that kind of heart for him, and I don't want the friendship we have accumulated since childhood to be tainted with other impure things." ”"You already have that in mind for Mu Jingting?"
Ye Fanshuang was a little aggressive."
I also said it, it's a try."
Ning Suyi shrugged his shoulders, "Of course, I will confess my situation to him in advance, and if he can't accept it, I won't force it." ”Ye Fanshuang was completely speechless, and couldn't say a word of persuasion.Obviously, even if she wanted to give it a try, Ning Suyi would never consider the reason for Jing Chi, not because she didn't trust him enough, on the contrary, she cherished the relationship with him too much, so she didn't want to mix any impurities in this relationship.I really don't know whether to sympathize with Jing Chi or sigh.is obviously the most familiar person, but he is the farthest person in love.The topic of conversation tonight was dull, and neither of them wanted to get up and go to sleep in the guest room, so they all squeezed into Ning Suyi's bed.She could not drive them away, so she warned them in disgust that it was better not to make a little noise at night, which would interfere with her rest, and she would kick them under the bed without mercy.Late at night, Ning Suyi turned on the table lamp and turned off the top lamp."
I light up the lights when I sleep at night, so if you can't stand it, you still go to the guest room to sleep, or wear an eye patch."
After Ning Suyi finished speaking, he pulled the quilt and fell asleep.Ye Fanshuang touched her back: "Actually, think about it, Mu Jingting is not bad, tall and handsome, a few years older than you, more stable, and good to you." ”If Jing Chi heard this, he would definitely scold her for being a "ruthless and unrighteous wall grass".Ye Fanshuang is Ning Suyi's friend after all, and her heart is naturally more inclined to her, although she is happy to see Jing Chi can achieve a good result with her, but if she can't, she still stands on Ning Suyi's side, respecting and supporting all her choices.Ning Suyi turned over and looked at her: "What I said tonight, don't shake it out, I have to wait and see for a while before making a decision." ”Ye Fanshuang: "Am I missing an eye?"
I'm going to tell Mu Jingting about this?
”"Sleep, sleep, and go to work tomorrow morning."
Ning Suyi half-propped himself up, took out two new eye patches from the drawer, took them apart, and threw them to them, "Stop talking." ”Ye Fanshuang put one arm on his forehead and sighed faintly: "I can't sleep when I hold things in my heart-my breakfast for a month." ”Zou Qianen chuckled: "I'm still thinking about breakfast." ”"Don't say it, I'll invite you to eat, starting tomorrow, order a month's breakfast and send it to your company, right?"
Ning Suyi was speechless and died at her."
No, I don't eat unearned food."
Ye Fanshuang shook his head, his backbone was very hard at this time, "I owe it first, and then I will talk about it later." ”——After this night, it rained incessantly in Ningcheng.The weather forecast APP is opened, and when you look down from above, the pattern is all a dark cloud that has not stopped for a week.The temperature really dropped a lot, and Ning Suyi changed into an autumn suit.If you wear a shirt and trousers alone, you can always wear a long trench coat when you go out.She has been busy again during this time, Ning Yiyang has never been engaged in this industry in the end, let alone joined as a manager as soon as she came up, many things he can't cut, and Ning Suyi has to come forward to make decisions in the end, which invisibly increases her trouble.If you want her to say that Ning Yiyang might as well start as a manager of the business department, and then slowly rise up after getting started.Naturally, she couldn't say these words in front of Ning Yiyang, let alone in front of the old man, and only slandered a few words in her heart when she was too busy.On Thursday night, Ning Suyi worked overtime until more than nine o'clock before going back, it was pouring rain outside, and the sky was thundering and rumbling, suddenly thinking that it was still in the middle of summer.Jing Chi sent her a message at a quarter past nine, asking if she needed to pick her up.She said no, Uncle Xu would drive her, and there was an umbrella in the car so that it wouldn't rain.After arriving home smoothly, Ning Suyi first sent a WeChat message to Jing Chi to report his safety, and then closed the curtains in the living room and bedroom, found a set of pajamas and went to the bathroom to take a bath.An autumn rain and a cold, the temperature has dropped frequently in recent days, she may have a little cold, her throat is dry and sore, remember to take two anti-inflammatory drugs after taking a bath.Ning Suyi reminded herself.The ceiling light in the bathroom flickered suddenly, like lightning in the dark night sky, without warning.Ning Suyi's hand holding the shower gel paused, and a wave of uneasiness surged in his heart.This emotion lasted for three or four seconds, and the vision suddenly darkened, and the entire bathroom was shrouded in darkness, turning into an airtight tin box, looking out through the frosted glass, the bedroom was equally dark, as if as far as the eye could see.Ning Suyi clenched his fists and found that his palms were wet and cold, I don't know if it was the water droplets that hadn't been wiped off, or the cold sweat that broke out, maybe both.She tried to adjust her breathing, trying to calm herself, whether she lived alone in the UK or now, she had saved enough electricity bills, and there should be no arrears and power outages.Occasionally, when there is a power outage due to force majeure factors, she also has emergency measures, following her memory to pull the bath towel and wrap it, touch the cold wall with her hand, and move out step by step.His steps were very vague, and every step was extremely difficult, and his forehead was covered with sweat, which slipped to the corners of his eyes, and his eye sockets were sore.The house leak happened to rain overnight, and he was about to walk to the door, Ning Suyi tripped over something, fell to the ground, and knocked his knees on the cold and hard tile floor, and felt pain in a moment.Now I really don't have any strength at all.Ning Suyi leaned his back against the wall, his neck leaned back, and breathing seemed to be a difficult thing.It was quiet, and all she could hear was her own panting, louder than louder, and she felt like a fish caught thirsty on the beach.Just when Ning Su thought that he was going to suffocate in the claustrophobic space, a bright light flashed outside, and in the next second, a familiar voice came: "Crispy, where are you?"
”Ning Suyi forcibly opened his mouth and spit out two words inaudibly: "Bathroom." ”------ digression------ Brother Xiaochi came so quickly!!