Liang Su was silent for a long time.Xie Zhouwei looked at him uneasily, carefully observed his expression, and immediately said something to remedy the slightest indifference to himself."
So......"
Liang Su took a deep breath, "At first, you followed me because you were afraid that I would go to Gu Qi?"
”Xie Zhouwei nodded, "Hmm." ”"I took the liberty of asking," Liang Su leaned closer to him, "Is there something wrong with you?"
”Xie Zhouwei was stunned for a moment, and then nodded again.Liang Su: "......"
Xie Zhouwei also added, indicating that he is not shy about medical treatment, "I went to see a psychiatrist, but he is a waste, so ......"
Liang Su took a deep breath again, leaned back in the chair, "You said the reason why you followed me in the first place, but what happened later?"
You've got a helper, huh?
”Xie Zhouwei lowered his eyes weakly, "Later......
I had something going on at home, so I asked someone to replace me and took a few photos......
"That day he was drunk and collapsed on the bed, like a black hole appeared above his head, and the sky was spinning, about to suck him in, the mobile phone in his pocket still vibrated from time to time, he was tired of listening, and took out his mobile phone rudely.Xie Zhouwei's eyes froze, and for a while, he smiled meaninglessly, and muttered in a hoarse and low voice, "What a nerd." ”In the photo, Liang Su is in the laboratory, still wearing the spotless white coat, Xie Zhouwei can even imagine the smell of chemicals on his body, but unexpectedly, he doesn't hate it.He even put his phone close to his nose, as if he could smell the person through the cold screen......
Of course, he didn't smell anything, and his lips touched the face of the man in the photo lightly, as if it had been an accident.That night, he held his mobile phone, slept very deeply, there was nothing in his dream, he seemed to step on a cloud, everything around him was soft, warm, no panic, no strife.Later, he fell in love with this feeling of staring at Liang Su, as long as Liang Su was in his sight, he was like returning to the dream of that night, and there was nothing but heartfelt happiness.However, nine times out of ten, Liang Su went to Gu Qi's appointment, but fortunately, Xie Zhouwei was Gu Qi's new friend, so he used the excuse to step in.Although he succeeded in turning the covenant between two people into three people, Xie Zhouwei's anger in his heart for unknown reasons became more and more vigorous.Until that day at the gym, watching beads of sweat stretch from Liang Su's face to the Adam's apple, this anger turned into a secret desire/desire.Xie Zhouwei said slowly: "I realized it that day, it turned out that my thoughts about you were not jealous, nor were they any other messy emotions, but they liked it. ”Once sobered up, Xie Zhouwei actually didn't have too many surprises, he liked Liang Su, as if it was a matter of course, and even this liking became more and more intense with time, turning into love.“…… Stop. ”Liang Su interrupted him, "Didn't you say okay, put the confession aside?"
”"But, no matter how I organize my words, every word I say to you is like a confession."
Xie argued."......"
Liang Su couldn't help but rub his arms, too numb and numb, just like he received a girl's love letter in high school, "Okay, okay, what else are you hiding from me, go on." ”"The days you left......"
Xie Zhouwei closed his eyes, very reluctant to recall the nightmarish days of those days, "I went to your dormitory and saw ......
The letter you wrote. ”There was a hint of sourness in his dark eyes.Liang Su's eyes widened, and he tilted his head in annoyance, and heard Xie Zhouwei look at him seriously: "It doesn't matter if you like boys or girls......
We can take our time!
Even、You can even treat me like a woman, whatever you like. ”Xie Zhouwei has no time to take care of Liang Su's sexuality, whether he says that he likes women, or he sees the love letter he wrote to Gu Qi in the drawer, no matter which sentence is true, it doesn't matter now, Xie Zhouwei looked at Liang Su stubbornly, and said almost morbidly: "You can treat me as a woman and use me." ”"Cough cough-" Liang Su was choked, he looked at the person opposite unspeakably, is he crazy?
This kind of talk......
How can such a thing be spoken.Xie Zhouwei bowed his head again and said, "This time too, I don't feel ashamed." ”There was silence between the two.After a long time, Liang Su slowly spoke: "There are still a few days left to leave school, and many school administrators have not gone to work, so ......
These days, let's go play. ”Xie Zhouwei raised his head suddenly, and the light that erupted in his eyes almost made Liang Su dare not look directly.Liang Su asked, "......
Are you familiar with Country C?
”"But, you can cook!"
Xie Zhouwei took out his mobile phone, his fingers almost trembled in ecstasy, and he quickly searched for information on the Internet, "Country C is more famous for surfing, bungee jumping, and skydiving. ”Liang Su was silent for a moment, "Then let's go bungee jumping."
Have you tried?
”Xie Zhouwei said, "I jumped several times. ”Standing on a high place and entrusting your life on a safety rope is very thrilling for ordinary people, but it is a rare relaxation for Xie Zhouwei, and the moment he falls, all the distractions in his heart are swept away.Liang Su smiled, "Then let's go."
Okay, I'll play with you for a few days, and in a few days, school will start," he paused, his voice a little low, "don't come to me." ”Xie Zhouwei smiled, how could it be possible if he didn't come to him.His idea is actually very simple, no matter where Liang Su goes, he can just go to find him, and it will take a lifetime to find him.The two settled the bill and returned to the school gate, Liang Su said to Xie Zhouwei: "I'll go and put the luggage away first, you can wait for me here." ”“…… I'll go with you. ”Xie Zhouwei spoke.Liang Su pondered for a moment, but did not refuse, "Okay." ”The two carried their luggage into the school, and the moment they walked into the gate, Xie Zhouwei looked closely at Liang Su beside him, fortunately, he was still there, for some reason, he breathed a sigh of relief.On the way, Xie Zhouwei said: "Why don't I come here to study too, I heard that the finance department here is quite famous." ”Liang Su glanced at him and didn't speak.After placing the luggage, the two came to the mountain area of bungee jumping, Xie Zhouwei stood on the edge, put on the safety rope, noticed Liang Su's face was obviously tighter than usual, and said, "Are you afraid?"
”Liang Su nodded and said, "A little." ”…… Actually, it's very.Even if you don't have a fear of heights, you will have palpitations when you look down at such a high place, let alone imagine jumping down later.Xie Zhouwei smiled and said, "Why don't we jump down with our arms, we can do it in pairs."
Moreover, dying with you should be the best way to die that I have never thought of. ”Liang Su glared at him coldly, "Don't go crazy, jump quickly." ”Xie Zhouwei shrugged, "Okay." ”He said seriously, "Liang Su, after I finished speaking, he calmed his breath for a moment, and then jumped down.Liang Su closed his eyes, and the staff saw it and stepped forward to ask, "Sir, are you okay?"
If you're too scared, you don't want to jump. ”"Nope."
Liang Su shook his head firmly, "I'm going to jump." ”Before crossing into this world, he was the boss of the company, and every step had to be carefully calculated, but when he crossed into this world, he wanted to do something that was not so meaningful.For example, I worked hard to study medicine, although I couldn't become a doctor later.For example, this time he jumped the bungee jump, although he didn't have to jump, and he couldn't decide anything if he jumped, but he still wanted to jump.Another example is this trip with Xie Zhouwei.Although I will leave in a few days, I ......
Liang Su closed his eyes and took deep breaths repeatedly, adjusting his overly fast heartbeat.He doesn't look at the jump!
…… Wind.Wind......
Or the wind.Liang Su suspected that he had lost his deafness in that short half a minute, and the rapid fall made his heart beat wildly, until he was picked up on the boat, he did not come back to his senses, and heard the people around him say, "You are crying." ”Liang Su looked at the other side with confused eyes, watched Xie Zhouwei stretch out his hand, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and smiled gently, "None of us dislike anyone this time." ”"......"
Liang Su also touched the corners of his eyes, it was really wet, he quibbled, "It's the wind blowing." ”Xie Zhouwei couldn't help but smile, he heard his heart say: he wanted to kiss him.