Yuan An didn't expect her to be angry and coax him, so she was stunned for a moment.What about repaying the favor, the original intention is not so important.She was there for him, and all the hard work she had done for him, the letters in the box, the great changes he had made, were all established facts.The mood was like a horse galloping towards a cliff, suddenly grabbed the reins, stopped sharply in front of the cliff, let out a long roar, and quickly turned its head.He almost brutally tore open his scar and said, "Am I really okay?
I'll probably be a wretch for the rest of my life.""
Shut up!"
Huo Yuyu glared at him and wiped away her tears with her crossed hands, "I left a letter for you to exercise, just to make you healthier, and I don't know if you can still stand up."
But even if you can't stand up, I still like you and want to marry you, when I go back to Jinguancheng......"
She choked up, "I was ready for a long time, even if you get sick at every turn, even if you don't get better for the rest of your life, even if you don't live long, I'm ready to spend the rest of my life with you like that."
She wriggled her lips, obviously bursting into tears, but she still frowned and said stiffly, "Yuan Yan'an, I'm not coaxing you, I'm serious."
She unceremoniously called him by his real name, with a warning meaning, but made him feel extremely close.In her tears, he threw off his armor, like a hedgehog shedding the thorns on his back, revealing his most unbearable and fragile inside."
What about Shen Hanyan?"
He reached out and stroked her cheek, the mist in his eyes had dissipated at some point, and her face was clearly reflected, and a trace of extremely thin hope was drawn from the light point of his pupils, like the hand of a drowning man crying for help.He asked very gently, "Who do you love more?"
Huo Yuyu's first reaction was doubt.Did she really love Shen Hanyan?
In the next second, resentment surged up.Can't she prove that she's done so much?
But before that anger could erupt, it was completely extinguished by his eyes."
Of course you......"
She choked, thought about it for a moment, slumped down, turned around, her legs flexed, and hugged her knees.With her chin on her knee, she looked at the black tent in front of her and said slowly, "It's not so much that I love Shen Hanyan, it's better to say that I love myself at that time.I'm sometimes a bit brainless, and I recognize a person, even if I go up the sword mountain and the sea of fire, I have to follow him.I also thought that I loved Shen Hanyan very much, because he was the husband I had recognized since I was a child, and he obviously didn't love me when I was in the music room, and I couldn't see it, maybe I could see it, but I didn't admit it.He seemed to be the only thing I could hold on to except to live."
Yuan Yu'an listened, the feeling of not being able to ask for it invaded again, he exhaled and pressed down, scooped Huo Yuyu back into his arms from the exposed cold air, and pressed the quilt behind her.She tilted her head back in his arms, her cold face rubbing against the side of his neck, her eyelashes hardened after being wet with tears, sweeping the pulsation of his veins."
It wasn't until I met you, until I was loved and protected by you, that I knew, ah, it was like to be loved.You will be happy and sad because of my affairs, it turns out that I also have the ability to influence you.I love who I am now.""
Zhiyi, can love be stacked and compared?"
She closed her eyes blankly."
I only know that I don't love Shen Hanyan anymore, not at all.I love you, Zhiyi, I only love you......"
The girl's voice was small, as if she had exhausted all her strength, and she couldn't explain it whether she believed it or not.Silence trembled slightly, back and forth between cold and heat.Yuan Yuan hugged her, feeling extremely despicable.It seems that he is born a bad species, and he is best at driving people into a desperate situation, forcing the other party to be unable to parry and raise his hands to surrender, so that he can steal a trace of secret satisfaction from it."
I'm sorry."
He apologized for his meanness, "Yuyu, I'm sorry."
Huo Yuyu said sullenly, "Why do you say you're sorry?"
He choked up, "I'm bad, I'm always bullying you."
He always puts himself in the perspective of the victim and lets Yuyu heal him, and he lacks love, so he wants to squeeze out all the love of the people who love him.So extreme, so terrible."
Hmm."
Huo Yuyu responded, was silent, and put it into his arms again, "It's okay, I know you didn't do these things with malice.If you feel uncomfortable, I will explain, and if I explain you, you will not feel uncomfortable, and that's fine."
She reacted and asked softly, "Do you mind?"
Yuan An was stunned for a moment, lowered his eyes, kissed the top of Yuyu's head, and replaced "don't mind" with three other words."
I love you."
She was always so accommodating of everything he was sharp about.Maybe she didn't know how powerful her gentleness was.She had said so many comforting words to him, and those words became bricks of gold, and the bricks of gold made a solid shelter, an eternal refuge that belonged to him alone.What he longs for, what he has at the moment, and what he loves him is her.Whatever Shen Hanyan and Zhao Hanyan are, he is the unique one, and he has the qualifications and responsibilities to repay her love more than anyone else."
I'm sorry."
He whispered in her ear and dropped a kiss."
I'm sorry."
He took the words off her soft, fragrant neck."
I'm sorry."
His guilt overflowed, filling the depression above her collarbone.His apology sank......
The statue of Huo Yuyu was fished out of the water and ignited, and he could only respond one by one."
Zhiyi ......"
"Zhiyi ......" - as soon as the year passed, the original Yu'an officially joined the Si Tianjian and was not qualified to go to the pilgrimage to the saint.On the third day of his employment, a carriage departed from Yuan's home, carrying Yuan Hongxi and his wife and Yuan Yuning to Gu's house, when the carriage left the gate of Gu's house, Yuan Yuning was held in the arms of his third aunt Huang, and watched his parents leave.On the afternoon of the third day, Yuan An heard from his colleagues that the Nanlang plague broke out and many people died.Winter plagues, which are tantamount to great droughts during the flood season, are both anti-seasonal natural disasters.As if the officials of the Imperial Historical Observatory had finally grasped the handle, they riveted the folds one by one and handed them to the emperor's eyes, all pointing to the original family's sins a hundred years ago.Coupled with the support of several royal relatives, this incident put the original family on the fire.Yuan Hongxi directly asked for his life and took three imperial doctors south.Yuan Yu'an originally only regarded it as an ordinary thing and didn't care much about it.But one of his colleagues studied deeply and said in a matter-of-fact manner: "The old men of the Imperial Observatory say that all this is karma, and that's right.There is a record in the file of the Hanlin Academy, and a Taoist who is named in the Si Tianjian has made an assertion to the original family.""
What assertion?"
Yuan An grabbed the colleague.The colleague was startled by his cold face, waved his sleeves and said, "The secret of heaven must not be revealed, it must not be revealed!"
You want to know, why don't you go to Hanlin Temple to see it yourself?"
After the duty was over, Yuan Yu'an went to the Hanlin Academy, but standing at the gate of the courtyard, looking at the gold-painted plaque, he stood silently for a moment and turned to leave.Outside the palace gate, Kun Ji was waiting in front of the carriage, and Yuan Yu'an walked out eagerly, with a solemn face.Kun Ji jumped out of the car, and Yuan An coldly dropped a few words and got into the carriage - "Go to the original house."