I was going to take a shower when there was a knock on the door, "It's me." ”Lu Heting's voice.Song Mian went to open the door, holding the door with one hand, and didn't invite him in, his eyes showed some confusion, and asked him if there was something wrong.Lu Heting took out a book from behind his back and handed it over, "I'll give you this book."
Just as a New Year's gift. ”Song Mian took it curiously."
Yu Hua's "Alive", you can watch it when you have time.The signed version of Oh, don't lose it. ”Song Mian smiled, or asked, "Why did you give me this book?"
”"I want to show you that no matter what hardships life faces, everything can be passed.When people come to a desperate situation, they will always face the sun, because they are already fearless and fearless at that time. ”Song Mian lowered her eyelashes, looked at the book, pursed her lips, and asked in a relaxed tone, "Why do you talk old-fashioned, boy?"
”"I've been through a lot."
Lu Heting didn't feel awkward, and the two of them stood like this for more than ten minutes.Lu Heting told her that his mother died when he was six years old, and he followed his father and grandmother.But because his father had to work, he was taken care of by his grandmother most of the time.But his grandmother also died when he was eight years old.When she heard this, Song Mian showed a sad expression.Lu Heting smiled and said, "In fact, it is normal for people to live, grow, die, go and stay.I couldn't accept it at that time, so I often ran to the panda base to hide and ask my dad to look for me, so as to show that he valued me.Later, I started to get into music and put my feelings into songs.It turns out that all human experiences are a cycle of cause and effect.Without those emotions, I wouldn't be able to write a lot of my songs, so I've become a person who captures emotions and feelings easily. ”He looked at Song Mian seriously and said, "I don't know what you've been through, I just feel that looking at you these days, my state has not been very good."
Sending you this book is an encouragement.Living well, cherishing yourself, and doing what you want to do is already a kind of happiness in itself. ”Song Mian couldn't say what she thought, but Lu Heting's words moved her a little.She clenched the book tightly and nodded, "Thank you for the book, I will try my best to be a person who loves life, Teacher Lu." ”"That doesn't bother you.Rest early and ride tomorrow. ”After Lu Heting finished speaking gently, he turned his head and left.Song Mian closed the door, put the book on the bedside table, and went to take a shower.After taking a shower, she planned to lie down in bed and sleep.Occasionally, there was a sound in the hallway, and then there was silence.In a foreign country, this special moment of Chinese New Year's Eve, the silence is easily expanded.Song Mian sent a red envelope to He Ning and Fang Fang, and kept quietly pinching the phone.The mobile phone screen lit up, and it was Shen Shi's call coming in.Song Mian looked at the caller ID, and her heartbeat was a beat faster.She paused, tapped her fingertips to the screen, and connected, "Hey." ”The voice sounded a little trance-like."
What are you doing?"
Song Mian said, "I'm sleeping." ”"Today is Chinese New Year's Eve.It should be early in the time of country F. ”Song Mian was indeed a little tired today, and her voice was a little lazy, "I'm tired of making trouble in the afternoon." ”Shen Xi shouldn't be interested in listening to the specific process."
Do you still have the strength to get up and open the door for me?"
Song Mian was stunned for a moment, and after a few seconds, she regained her consciousness and asked in a daze, "Are you ......?"
and "Otherwise, I'll find the boss to open the door?"
”She got up from the bed, and when she opened the door and saw Shen Xi standing at the door with the phone, she didn't feel real.In the next moment, his wrist was taken by him and merged into his arms, and the crisp smell of cedar on his body filled his nose, and she was sure that he was really here.Came specifically for her, or did you drop by to see her?
Song Mian didn't speculate, nor did he ask.Shen Shi let go of her, and there was still a little coldness on his body.He lowered his eyes to her, her curly eyelashes drooping and not much emotion.He reached out to touch her cheek, a very affectionate gesture, and asked half-jokingly, "Unhappy to see me?"
Or are you happy and stupid?
”Song Mian shook his head, "It's just that you will come over by accident." ”Shen Xi hugged her gently again and said, "I'm afraid that you won't be safe alone." ”He walked inside, his suitcase straight to the side.He took off his coat and surveyed the room.Small room, you can see it all at a glance.Then his gaze fell on the book on the top of the bed.He sat down on the edge of the bed, reached for it, and opened it.Song Mian was slightly nervous, she was too confused just now to hide it."
This book is too sad for you to read.Or is it work-related?
”Shen Shi flipped the page, closed it and put it down.Song Mian walked over and shook his head, "Someone else sent it." ”After a pause, he explained truthfully, "Teacher Lu sent it." ”"He's there too?"
Song Mian snorted and explained, "I didn't know he was there."
He's just here to pick up the wind. ”"You two are quite fateful."
didn't know the meaning of these words, Song Mian hurriedly said, "It's just a coincidence." ”The warm yellow light hit her delicate face, and her expression was serious, and it seemed to be a little nervous.He beckoned her over.Song Mian took a step forward, and was pulled by him to sit directly on his lap.He wrapped one hand around her waist, wrapped one of her hands in the palm of his hand, and whispered, "I believe in you." ”Flipping through the cover, I actually saw Lu Heting's name.Without waiting for him to ask, Song Mian said honestly.And because it's the New Year, it seems to be coaxing Song Mian to be happier, and there is no need to do anything to spoil the fun.His voice had a softness like jade, which made Song Mian a little dazed.Maybe it's this special day, looking at Shen Xi a little more warm than in the past.She turned her head and looked up at him.The light outlined the outline of his handsome face, and the whole person seemed to be bathed in moonlight.As if bewitched, she leaned up and her lips brushed lightly against his jaw.As she moved away, his chin was pinched by his fingers.He hooked his lips and asked in a low voice, "Do you want to do it?"
”Everything is logical.Song Mian's eyes looked at the ceiling, and the light and shadow imprinted by the light became undulating with the shaking of her body, as if she was in the deep sea, the waves, turbulent, and finally calm.She curled up in Shen Yan's arms tiredly, and her arms rested on his waist and abdomen.Shen Xi only thought she was tired, until she noticed that her chest was a little wet.He kissed the top of her neck and asked, "Why are you crying?"
”Shen Shi's appearance had too much impact on her heart, like giving him warmth without hesitation on a cold night.She admits that this unrealistic emotion should not be there, but she does not hold back."
Huh?"
Shen Yan held her face and raised her head to look at herself.The eyes seemed to be immersed in clear water, shining with crystal clear light.Under the quilt is a slender figure, she looks like crystal glass, revealing a sense of fragility.Song Mian said, "You pressed my hair." ”Shen Shi, "......"