Song Mian actually didn't understand his heart at first, but he had already followed Shen Shi into the car.At first I thought it was going to the hospital.Until a familiar place comes into view.Song Mian knew that the person was in a villa in the western suburbs.This place is no stranger to Song Mian.By the time we got to the villa, it was already a little light.The sky is white, and the climate in the morning is even colder, and the coolness will sink into the bone marrow.Sitting in the car, there was suddenly a tacit understanding that no one moved.Shen Xi may have regretted that he shouldn't have brought Song Mian into his private and gloomy world, Song Mian had no way to guess.Song Mian's mood is also contradictory, she has been curious about his world since she was with Shen Xi from the beginning.But she was well-behaved and sensible, and she didn't dare to upset him at all.But when she was given the opportunity, it was not difficult for her to be unmoved.For example, Shi Yue.Like his mother now.Shen Xian's gaze was flat and kept looking at the villa, and finally turned his head to look at Song Mian, looked at it for a moment, and then said, "If you don't want to, we can go." ”It's not so much that Song Mian wants to leave, it's more like a kind of self-escape from Shen Mian.He was almost killed by his own mother not long ago, and it takes a strong heart to face him now.Song Mian stretched out his hand and held his wrist, there was no selfishness in the love between men and women, just out of a little relief."
Are you sympathizing with me?"
Shen Yan said coldly.Song Mian was in a trance, and the next moment he wanted to withdraw his hand, but he was held down by his other hand."
It's been rumored outside that I killed my mother with my own hands and buried her in the garden to make fertilizer."
His tone was extremely cold, and it was obvious that the gossip was ridiculous.Song Mian remembered that Xu Wubai and Ye Lanqing had come to her with the so-called Shen Xian's fierce information, so that she could know what kind of demon Shen Xi was, and even did not hesitate to take the title of murderer.She couldn't say that she had fully believed them.But he had doubts about Shen Shi.This suspicion also made her feel a little ridiculous now."
She tried to kill me countless times, but she couldn't kill me.Later, when I grew up, I personally sent her to a psychiatric hospital abroad.That's the place I actually control.From nurses to doctors, and caregivers, everyone is my person.She locked me in a cage for more than twenty years.I locked her up for more than a decade, and it sounds fair. ”Song Mian's mouth opened and he couldn't speak.Shen Shi looked at her and asked, "Are you afraid of me?"
Do the same to your own mother. ”Song Mian didn't answer.I just don't feel eligible.She still didn't know what Shen Xi had experienced when he was young that caused him to hate his mother so much, so she was not qualified to say whether it was right or wrong.In particular, it is easy for her to reflect Shen Xian's experience on herself.If Ye Lanqing kept hurting herself, physically, mentally, what would she do.She looks like a house cat, but in fact, she has a bit of a wolf in her bones.It has something in common with Shen Xian's wolf nature."
She had lung cancer.In a psychiatric hospital, her only mental solace was smoking.It's like when you smoke, you remember that you're not a psychopath.In addition, in such a world, she will blur her normal concept. ”"She had surgery more than two months ago.But a serious postoperative infection occurred.She had little left to live, and I brought her back. ”However, the momentary soft-heartedness did not change back to the motherhood of a mother.She still wanted her son to die, even though the disparity in power between them was so great that she couldn't do it anymore."
I realized that she had always been crazy.There is no help.A madman begs a madman. ”He said these words calmly, but Song Mian's heart was surging because of these words.She should have given him a hug by now, but restrained.After a while, Song Mian said, "Take me to meet her." ”Shen Shi looked at her.Song Mian added, "It's all here." ”Before entering the room, the pungent smell of disinfectant water came.Shen Xi just walked to the door.When Song Mian was about to take a step in, he grabbed his arm, "It's here."
She could pounce on you at any moment. ”"I'm not afraid of her."
Shen Yan withdrew his hand.Song Mian walked in.The scrawny woman was lying quietly on the bed, with a needle on the back of her hand and dripping.The back of the hand is bruised and purple, and the eye of the needle is clearly visible.She had an oxygen tube in her nose and a device next to her to monitor her condition at all times.If it weren't for Shen Xian, she would have been deceived by the first impression and sympathized.After all, it was a woman on the verge of death.Although she is very thin, looking at the outline of her face, she can also feel that this is a beautiful face, and the bone is still there in the end.And Song Mian could tell at a glance that Shen Xian looked like her.The woman seemed to feel someone, and suddenly opened her eyes, and a pair of eyes seemed to have claws, and she would catch someone, and she grabbed Song Mian at once.Song Mian was obviously taken aback, but quickly recovered.The position where she was standing just blocked her vision, so that the woman couldn't see Shen Yan's figure."
Who are you?"
The woman asked.The voice is very weak."
I'm Song Mian."
Song Mian introduced herself.The woman looked at Song Mian and said, "I recognize you." ”Song Mian was slightly stunned."
You're a star, aren't you?"
Song Mian nodded."
Are you Shen Shi's woman?"
Song Mian was stunned for a moment and didn't answer for a while.The woman suddenly laughed, and then said in a cold tone, "The people of the Shen family have harmed me all my life.The men of the Shen family are all affectionate, and there will be no results between you and him.Get out of him before it's too late. ”"Tell you, he killed his own father with his own hands.Hahahaha......
"The woman coughed violently as she choked on laughter.Soon a paramedic rushed in, and Song Mian was squeezed to the back, and then exited the room."
Let's go."
Shen Xian glanced inside and pulled Song Mian away.Sitting back in the car, it was as if I had returned to the real world, another form of rebirth."
Song Mian."
Shen Shi suddenly called her.Song Mian turned his head to look at him."
Stay with me as you did before."
This is Shen Xian's most direct heart at the moment.Although he didn't know what the source of this emotion was, he knew that what he wanted to see most when he was down was her, and he easily found comfort from her.These are sufficient.It's good to simply go back to the past, as before, she made a fuss, still by his side, and kept it as it was.Song Mian couldn't tell her emotions clearly.Shen Shi dissected all his wounds and the most secret corners of his heart in front of her without hesitation.This is not an easy thing for Shen Xian.For Song Mian, it was also extremely shocking.If it were before, the relationship between her and Shen Xi would naturally go further.But now, Song Mian didn't want to collapse the wall built in his heart in an instant because of his little sympathy."
I don't want to."