In the blink of an eye, the filming has gradually come to an end.The film lasted five months, from early summer to late fall.In the final scene, the heroine sits in a messy room.The man she had been waiting for for a long time didn't come, she kept looking at her phone, and then ran to the window barefoot to look out.When your fingers grasp the burglar-proof window, it is like being locked in a cage and cannot break free.Her eyes were silent and deep, full of hope and loneliness.The red nail polish that comes off is a little decadent.After the torture of life, she has long lost her girlish face.Because of the inferior cosmetics on his face, he seems to be more than ten years old.She put lipstick on in front of the mirror, felt bad, and wiped it off again.The lipstick was wiped on the corners of his mouth, like a big mouth with blood open, ridiculous and pitiful.She waited and waited, constantly comforting her son, "It will come."
Mom takes you to a good life.There will be people who will accept you and accept us. ”In the end, what she was waiting for was not a man who could bring her a stable life, but a police officer in uniform.The police shattered all her illusions and told her a brutal truth that was enough to destroy her.Her son died three years ago.She suddenly found herself holding her son's favorite dolphin doll in her arms.Lost in her mind, she threw the dolphin doll aside, muttering that she was going to find her son.Her son must have been left in the garbage by her, and she was going to find it.The police then handcuffed her hands.She began to be hysterical, jumping wildly on the ground, and finally bit the back of the policeman's hand.It wasn't until a few hot tears hit the back of the policeman's hand that her mouth let go, and then she whimpered.The police watched her cry for a long time and did not make a sound.Eventually, she was taken out of her house.A place that can never be called home.Her life was rebellious and absurd.It wasn't until I became a mother that I gradually had the meaning of life.But her meaning was destroyed.She lives in an illusion and has never been able to accept reality.As early as the moment when her son died, the light that belonged to her had completely dimmed, and her life ended completely on that day.When the heroine was taken away, she turned her head to look at her house.The gaze fell on the window, and the sunlight shone in and hit her vicissitudes of life.At that moment she smiled, because in the sunlight she seemed to see her son smiling at her.There was a little warmth in her heart again.The moment she turned her head, she suddenly pushed the police away, hit her head on the rusty handrail, and then rolled straight down the stairs.She rolled, and her body slammed into the wall at the corner of the stairs, and the muffled sound instantly lifted the hearts of the on-site staff.With a click from the director, the staff immediately stepped forward to check.Even if protective measures were taken in advance, Song Mian's forehead was smashed blue.The assistant helped her up, wrapped her in a coat, and put hotel cotton slippers on her feet."
Director, how's it going?"
When she asked, her voice was hoarse.Director Lu couldn't hide his reddened eyes.The first half of this character is annoying.A problem girl, willing to fall, no matter where her life goes, she can't seem to stand a little sympathy.But since she became a mother, she seems to have begun to live like a flesh-and-blood person.But life hit her again and again.Until in the end, she had to face that bleak truth, and people had to sympathize with her.On the scene, people's emotions will change with the ups and downs of the character's life, and even the director is not immune.This is just a testament to the success of character building.Director Lu directly gave a thumbs up, "One pass, it's great."
None of the movements and glances are superfluous, Mianmian, thank you, for dedicating this role. ”Song Mian also smiled.The assistant took her to the nanny's car to treat the wound on her forehead.When the little assistant was treating her wounds, Song Mian turned her face and saw herself in the mirror.Her makeup hadn't been washed off, and her clothes hadn't changed.In a trance, she is still the mother in the movie.She suddenly raised her hand to stop the little assistant's wrist and said, "I'm a little tired and want to rest for a while." ”"But ......" the little assistant saw Song Mian's insistence, and said, "Then I'll be outside, and Sister Mianmian will call me if she has anything." ”"Okay."
After the assistant left, Song Mian looked at herself in the mirror and slowly covered her face with her hands.Her shoulders trembled slightly, and she had trouble breathing.The nanny car made some noise, and someone came in again.Song Mian thought it was a little assistant.She couldn't control her emotions freely, so she simply turned her face away.But a few seconds later, a unique chill enveloped her.The powerful arm held her shoulders together, so that Song Mian had nowhere to escape in an instant.Song Mian wanted to break away, but he hugged him tighter, "I'm alone here, I can cry if I want to."
Isn't it said that there is no shame in being embarrassed?
”Song Mian's voice was muffled, "Who called you here?"
Let's go now. ”The momentum of driving people is not tough."
I'm not at ease.I'm afraid you'll touch the scene. ”From beginning to end, this last scene, Shen Xi has been watching from a corner.It used to be his imagination, and he couldn't really empathize.And this time, he seemed to see her experience in its entirety, even if it was still the tip of the iceberg.He couldn't imagine how she had come over during that time."
You're so shameless, you know what I'm going to do at this time, but you want to come over."
Shen Xian chuckled, "I'm just shameless, it's not that you don't know." ”Song Mian's fingers clenched the fabric of his suit jacket and cried.But it was still restrained.Soon, Shen Xi felt a damp heat in his chest.He gently stroked her hair, a sign of relief.Song Mian couldn't hold back her crying, and she couldn't figure out how much of the impact of this movie was contained in it, or her own life, or because of the person in front of her.Shen Xi has been very patient.He didn't like women crying, and the little sympathy he evoked was something he didn't need.So more often in the past, the unkindness he showed caused Song Mian to learn to lick his wounds by himself, so as not to upset him.At that time, as long as Shen Xian hooked his fingers, Song Mian could do anything for him.She has always been the humble side of love.But she's not asking for nothing, she's just a woman.There is a desire for happiness.Once it was determined that Shen Xian could not give her that, despite the pain, Song Mian still chose to remove him from his heart.She loved him and was by no means an appendage to him."
You go, I'll ......"
She didn't finish her words, but her chin was picked up by Shen Yan, forcing her to look at herself.And her eyes were already red and swollen from crying, like a little rabbit.I haven't seen a trace of softness and weakness in her eyes for a long time, her face is pale, and there is an obvious injury on her forehead, a sense of fragility that makes Shen Yan's heart slowly lock.