A few days later, Sifujin sent someone to invite me out to discuss things in a teahouse, which was just the right time for me to ask about the baby.
"Sister, come here, do you want to tell me about the child?"
I asked a little excitedly.
"The child is fine, but" Si Fujin hesitated to speak.
"If it's the Fourth Master who is the problem, then there's no need to talk about it."
I don't care about anyone else except the baby.
"Sister, now that we are the only two, I can speak frankly," Si Fujin saw that I had been listening, and said, "The child has been hidden by the Fourth Master and is not in the Fourth Master's house."
"Why would he do this" I was angry because I might not see him anymore.
"Does he have to force me to be with him?"
"I can see what my sister is thinking.
How about we make a deal?"
Seeing that there was something in Si Fujin's words, I asked, "What deal?"
"The goddess has no intention, but Prince Xiang has a dream.
As long as my sister agrees to marry someone else immediately, I can send you a portrait of my little brother every year."
It turns out that this is her real purpose, Sifujin, you finally show your true face .
"I said I would never be together with Fourth Master again, so why do you force me to do this?"
I know that this is what I should be like once I lose power.
"Although you have made up your mind, there is no guarantee that Fourth Master will always use children to attract you back.
I am also afraid of what happens."
Si Fujin said, "Fourth Master has never loved a woman so much.
I am afraid that one day, I will lose Si Fujin." " "Sifujin, you are so quick to add insult to injury."
I smiled bitterly.
"If you don't care for yourself, you will be destroyed by heaven and earth.
Don't blame me."
Si Fujin said firmly, as if this kind of thing was nothing at all.
"It is impossible to get married."
I made a decision: "I will become a monk at Yuguan Temple, end the world of mortals, and stay with the Ancient Buddha of Qingdeng for the rest of my life."
"That's fine."
Si Fujin thought that this was a good idea, "I need you to write a letter of determination to the Fourth Master.
If the Fourth Master asks, just say that you asked me to deliver it on my behalf."
"I understand."
I asked someone to bring me pen, ink, paper and inkstone.
Actually, why should I write a letter of resolution so long?
I just wrote this: I would rather be with the ancient Buddha of Changdeng in this life, and I hope that I will never see you again in this life.
Please respect yourself and stop disturbing me.
After I finished writing, I handed the letter to Si Fujin, who took it with satisfaction and said, "Take care of yourself.
I won't see you again."
Si Fujin stood up, opened the door and prepared to go out.
"Fu Jin, don't lie to me about the portrait."
I was afraid that she would try to do something like this.
Sifujin sighed, said nothing, and left.
I packed some things, left a letter to Yingqi, and set foot alone on this mountain road that has not yet been sealed by ice and snow: I am not shrinking, maybe, what I did is just a historical necessity, but I will be here.
I will become stronger and when I am able, I will take my child away.
"Brother Ying, Xiaolan, I'm leaving.
Don't worry about me.
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Maybe I will come back to see you in one year, two years or five years.
Don't look for me.
Live your life well.
There are two letters.
Please help me.
Pass it on to Shi Fujin and Xiao Hai.
The one I worry about the most is Xiao Hai.
I hope you can visit him more often when you have time.
Yingqi put down the letter.
He didn't know whether it was the atmosphere or the heartache.
The veins on his face were very obvious.
He said, "I'm going to find her", which seemed calm but terrifying.
Xiaolan also showed this letter to Master Jiu, who felt that he had lost the whole world: It seems that I still have no weight in your heart after all.
No matter how big the world is, Master Jiu wants to travel all over it, hoping to find Shu Qiao as soon as possible.
After all, life is limited, and the time missed can never be recovered, leaving only infinite thoughts.
After Shi Fujin, Xiao Yu'er read the letter, he lay on top of Master Shi and cried loudly.
Xiaohai took the letter and hid alone in the sweet-scented osmanthus wine, crying silently despite the pouring rain.
When the fourth master saw every word and sentence I wrote, he crumbled the note tightly, and his choked voice was full of resentment: "What an ancient Buddha Ning Bian Qing Deng, I hope we will never see each other again."
The fourth master turned around Come, put this letter on the candle and burn it to ashes.
Two years later, it finally passed so peacefully.
I had no intention of becoming a nun from the beginning, I just wanted to find a quiet place to become stronger.
I put a stick of incense on the memorial tablets of Abier and Fourth Sister, then went out and swept the dust outside with a broom.
There was an open space outside our temple, which was enough for me to sweep for a long time. .
I hung a sandbag in the corner of the wall.
When I was bored, I would kick my legs, whirlwind kicks, horizontal kicks, and downward chops.
When I was tired, I would continue sweeping the floor.
While I was scanning, I suddenly saw someone standing next to me.
I raised my head and saw that it was Master Jiu.
He smiled at me, and I smiled back.
Perhaps because I had been with Buddha for so long, I didn’t have any obvious reaction to even the most basic surprise.
I took him to my meditation room and said, "Master Jiu, please drink some water first."
Seeing Master Jiu looking around non-stop, I said, "It's quite quiet here."
"Oh."
Master Jiu just replied lightly, picked up the tea and took a sip.
"Master Jiu, you didn't tell anyone else I was here, right?"
I asked.
"Don't worry, I only found out by chance and I won't tell anyone else."
Master Jiu knew what I was worried about.
"Yeah."
I nodded, not knowing what to say.
"Fourth brother and thirteenth brother, something happened."
Master Jiu thought I wanted to know how they were doing, but in fact, I already knew that history was like this.
"I know."
I said very calmly.
Seeing that I didn't respond much, he said, "How about you stay at my place and I won't tell anyone else?"
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Seeing Master Jiu like this, I smiled and said, "No, it's pretty good here.
I still like it here."
"Yes."
Master Jiu nodded, knowing that if I wanted to go down the mountain, I would have done so long ago, so there was no force.
"In the future, I will come to see you often."
"No need," I immediately stopped him, "I am a lay disciple now, and I shouldn't have too much contact with ordinary people."
"Then treat me as if I'm here to talk to you about Buddhism."
Master Jiu didn't want to miss him.
"Master Jiu, I know you are very kind to me.
If you come again, I will leave immediately."
I said so firmly, but I just didn't want to hurt Master Jiu.
"No."
Master Jiu blurted out, knowing that I would keep my word, "Then, can I do it once every six months?"
"Master Jiu, why bother?"
I didn't expect Master Jiu to be so persistent.
"Even if we are friends, it doesn't matter if we meet once every half a year."
Master Jiu is right.
"Then once a year."
I agreed.
I don't know why I agreed.
Maybe it was because we were both lost lovers in the world.
"Okay, I will come here every year at this time."
Master Jiu was very happy, like a child.
From being a little stranger and a little awkward at the beginning, we have become friends now.
The time came slowly and I sent Master Jiu away.
The way he was reluctant to leave made me feel a little guilty, as if I owed him something.
Back in the meditation room, I took out the child's portrait and looked at it carefully.
Every year after that, Master Jiu really came as scheduled.
Every time he came, I would play chess, chat, and drink tea with him.
He also asked me to draw a portrait for him.
I really don’t know why he likes to let him.
I helped him draw a portrait and later told me that while he was drawing, he couldn't move around and could only pose so that he could keep looking at me for no reason.
And I also receive portraits of babies every year.
Every time I see the baby, I have the strength to practice Taekwondo, and even the swordsmanship that Yingqi and the others have practiced before.
I slowly try to figure it out, even though I don’t understand it.
But there is a way to win without a move.
If my moves don't have a fixed number of moves, I might still be able to win.
Just like that, another seven years have passed without realizing it.
I sat in the yard with the baby's portrait and looked at it: My child, you are ten years old this year.
In another year, your appearance will not change much, and my mother will come to see you.
After I read it, I looked up from time to time and looked outside.
Maybe I was used to Master Jiu coming every year, but I habitually checked to see if he had come: This year is May of the 60th year of Kangxi's reign, and the world is about to undergo great changes.
Yes, maybe Jiuye is busy fighting against Fourth Master.
Although I know this is impossible to succeed, I am the only one who knows.
I took out the flute that I had been hiding.
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It was fate.
It was given by Master Jiu in the beginning.
Although at the beginning, this flute was brought with me because of my love for my child, but now , but it has a little more meaning.
"Sister."
I heard a call coming from the opposite side.
I stopped playing the flute and looked up.
Although the young Xiaohai had grown so tall and her appearance had changed a little, I still recognized her at a glance.
"Xiaohai."
I stood up, and Xiaohai, who had already walked to me, shed tears excitedly, "Sister, after ten years of separation, you are doing fine."
"Yeah."
I also held back, with tears in my eyes, "Do you blame your sister for abandoning you?"
"No," Xiaohai didn't blame me at all, "Sister has abandoned me once, but from now on, I will not let you abandon me again, because I have grown up, and no matter where you go, I will follow and protect you. you."
"Yeah."
I was so moved by his words that it was okay not to see him, but once we saw him, it seemed that I could never stop seeing him.
I brought Xiaohai to my room and sat down.
"There are only some vegetarian dishes here, so you can make do with it."
I put the steamed buns and vegetarian dishes on the table.
"Thank you, sister."
Although Xiaohai said this, I saw that he was still worried about something.
"Xiaohai, why did you come here?"
I said.
"Actually, I knew that my sister was here five years ago.
It was Brother Ninth who persuaded me not to come.
He said that he was afraid that you would be even sadder when seeing me."
Xiaohai looked aggrieved.
"Actually, even if you don't come to see me, I will come down the mountain to find you in a year."
I looked at my brother who looked aggrieved very apologetically.
"Can you go down the mountain now?"
Xiaohai responded very quickly.
"Why" I asked.
"Because Ninth Brother is seriously ill and his life hangs by a thread, but Ninth Brother keeps calling his sister's name."
Xiaohai seemed to have difficulty saying this.
Master Jiu was sick and his life was hanging by a thread.
Hearing this, I didn’t know why I was suddenly scared.
I didn’t insist on staying.
The reason I persisted for ten years was because Master Jiu suddenly stopped insisting, because the person in front of me is more important.
Xiaohai and I came to Master Jiu's house.
Master Jiu's house was served by some maids and servants with their faces covered.
I hurriedly walked in to see how seriously Jiuye was ill.
"Sister, don't go in."
Xiaohai held my hand.
"Don't worry, I'm fine."
I said and wanted to go in immediately.
"Sister, wait a minute."
Xiao Hai took two pieces of cloth from the tray of the palace maid next to her, "Wrap this around your face."
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I didn't refuse and covered my mouth and nose with a cloth.
I walked in and saw Master Jiu lying there, looking haggard.
"Shu Qiao, Shu Qiao" I walked over and saw Master Jiu calling my name all the time, "Master Jiu, I'm here."
Master Jiu opened his eyes in a daze and was a little happy to see me staying beside him: "I'm sorry, I missed my appointment this year."
"It's okay.
If you don't come, I can come.
Isn't it uncomfortable?"
I looked at his lips and knew how painful it was.
"It's great to see you one last time."
Master Jiu kept staring at me.
"Master, we are going to give medicine to Master Jiu."
A palace maid came over.
"I'll do it."
I took the medicine from the maid's tray, scooped it up and let it cool down.
"Don't stay here, go back quickly."
Master Jiu realized that this was not a dream, but that I had really arrived, and he was a little afraid that I would be infected.
"How can I go back if you don't recover?"
I thought he said that because he was afraid that I would be tired.
"Come."
I handed the spoon to his mouth, but Master Jiu's lips were closed.
"Open your mouth" Master Jiu turned his head away and said, "Xiaohai, take your sister away."
"I'll leave as soon as you finish taking the medicine."
Me.
"Sister, come out with me," Xiao Hai said next to her.
"Brother Ninth feels very uncomfortable now.
You should let the maid give him medicine."
"Okay."
I put the medicine in the maid's tray and walked a few steps.
I was still a little worried.
I turned around and saw that Master Jiu was really drinking the medicine.
Xiaohai took me to a room and said, "Where is this?"
"This is Brother Jiu's study."
Xiaohai opened the door and I walked in.
I turned around and saw that the shelves on the right were all covered with my portraits.
I was a little shocked.
How did he do this?
Seeing that I had been looking at the portraits, he couldn't help but say: "Only Brother Jiu and I can come in this room.
These seven portraits were all drawn after seeing you.
Every time I watched him draw. " I shed tears silently: "How did he get sick?"
"In the process of tracing the murderous path, unfortunately we encountered an infectious agent."
Xiaohai.
I wiped my tears and asked, "Why are you so familiar with Jiuye Mansion?"
"Sister, I don't know.
Since you left, I was all alone in Fourth Master's house, and no one cared about me.
So I secretly ran out to find you alone, and almost starved to death on the street.
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Fortunately, Brother Ninth saved me.
I Just follow Brother Jiu all the time.
"Xiao Hai."
I felt that I really owed Xiaohai a lot, "I'm sorry, I brought you here, but I didn't take good care of you."
"Sister, please stop saying that.
Although I don't know why you left in the first place, I believe you always have a reason."
Seeing that Xiaohai is always so tolerant, I nodded.
"By the way, do you know where Brother Eagle is?"
I asked.
"I know, but sister, why do you want to see him?"
Xiaohai didn't seem to like me going to see him, but I just thought he was curious: "Old friends, we always have to meet."
"Sister, you don't know, but now he is the governor of Sichuan and Shaanxi, and he is from the Fourth Prince's side."
Xiao Hai said something more than words, but he felt a little more imposing.
"It doesn't matter who they are, as long as you don't become theirs."
Although I know that Xiaohai should be the person around Master Jiu now, but I still hope that he will not get into too much trouble with Fourth Master.
A few years ago, the fourth master came to the throne, but he suffered a lot.
"Sister, you don't have to worry, I have my own sense of discretion."
Xiaohai was full of confidence.
"Then do you still want to see him?"
"Yeah."
I nodded.
"Then I'll send someone to take you there."
Xiao Hai.
"Okay."
I went to change my clothes and changed my monk's clothes into ordinary girl's clothes.
I was afraid of being seen by others, especially Sifujin, so I wore a cloak.
A brimmed hat, and a mask just in case
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