"wheat" She was still murmuring in a low voice, and it could be heard that the voice calling her name contained strong emotions, and there were endless words that she wanted to say.
Only when she was asleep, when she couldn't hear him, did Huo Yize have enough courage to tell him what was in his heart: "I'm sorry, it was my bad behavior that made you take away the child.
I won't I blame you, I just feel sorry for you that you have done so much for me, but I can’t compensate you properly.”
He still clearly remembered how afraid she was of going into the hospital when he first met Xiaomai.
But in order to give birth to Luo Luo, and for the sake of their child, he worked hard to overcome his inner fear, and even more resolutely gave birth to Luo Luo.
This was enough for Huo Yize to love her for the rest of his life, even though sometimes she would be so angry with herself that she would almost die. , but still love deeply.
"If I'm not here anymore" He didn't want to say this, but he had to say it after all, and now was the best time.
He could take this opportunity to say goodbye to her, clearly and thoroughly remembering her sleeping appearance.
Tong Mai, who had his eyes closed, immediately stiffened when he heard this.
What does it mean to be gone?
Why did she sound like she really meant "farewell"?
Her heart almost stopped for a moment.
"I hope you can be as brave as before and live a happy life with Xiaosha, Luoluo, and grandma.
No matter where I am, you will always be in my heart."
Even if one day I stop breathing, you will still be in my heart Tong Mai couldn't bear it any longer, and suddenly opened his eyes, staring at Huo Yize with confusion and pain.
Huo Yize was caught off guard by the fact that Tong Mai was not asleep.
When he regained consciousness, he immediately turned his head away. , not letting her see his already wet eyes, and his body also slightly retreated from Tongmai, panic rising involuntarily.
I thought she was asleep, so I told her what was in my heart, but I didn't expect Did she hear it.
"Now that you're awake, grandma is waiting for you to play chess with him."
Huo Yize tried to soften his voice, at least it didn't sound so sad, full of grief and reluctance.
But Tong Mai was looking at him intently at this moment, with strong uneasiness in her expression.
The uneasiness that had been condensed in her heart finally broke out at this moment, and she couldn't care less about what they were saying just a second ago.
After putting aside the relationship and saying it was over, at this moment, she just wanted to find out what irreversible thing happened to Huo Yize.
Huo Yize found it difficult to face her and turned around to leave, but Tong Mai grabbed his arm excitedly: "Why do you say such things?
How could you be gone?"
Tong Mai keenly sensed the meaning of this "absence".
It's not like they're about to break up, nor like he's going to abandon her and choose Yin Yuqi, but A fact that she didn't want to think about, a fact that made her heartbroken.
Huo Yize was silent, with millions of regrets deep in his heart.
How could he be so impulsive just now and say these things that he shouldn't have said?
But Tong Mai didn't allow Huo Yize to be silent.
He had to tell her the truth.
"You didn't say that?
You didn't say that?
I'll ask A Jin.
A Jin always knows what's going on, right?"
Suddenly, Tong Mai thought of A Jin.
If A Jin followed Huo Yize, it would be impossible for him not to know about him. .
After finishing speaking, Tong Mai lifted the thin quilt and determined to find out the true meaning of his words today.
"Wheat, don't make trouble unreasonably" "What is unreasonable trouble?
What do you want me to do before you are satisfied?
Do you have to wait until you are really gone and disappear?
Only when I silently accept the fact that you left can you be satisfied?"
Tong Mai said in a voice More important than a sentence, he was approaching Huo Yize step by step.
She is now looking at Huo Yize with eyes that are serious, focused, and distressed, as if she realizes that she cares too little about him.
Not only does she not care, she only knows how to lose her temper, and willfully mistakenly thinks that he and Yin Yuqi are rekindling their old relationship.
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Got it Yes, just as Huo Yize said, if he really loved Yin Yuqi, then everything would not be in this situation today, and he would not provoke her.
However, she always doesn't trust him so much.
He must be very sad when she doesn't trust him, right?
She has also been misunderstood before.
The pain of being unable to explain and being stuck in the mud should be similar to what he feels.
Thinking about this, Tong Mai's self-blame became more and more intense.
Both of them were silent, only the pain was flowing in the air.
With tears in her eyes, Tong Mai hugged Huo Yize's waist from behind, finally showing weakness.
Maybe this was not a sign of weakness, but she could deeply feel it at this moment.
Huo Yize's difficulties were due to her making him so sad.
When Tongmai was close to his spine, Huo Yize's heart was overwhelmed with pain, and the pain spread freely.
Wheat, what do you want me to do to you?
Should you let me go or not?
Even if you don't let me go for the time being, sooner or later, I will have to let you go.
Huo Yize's tears were also surging.
He was not even close to dying yet, but he had to perform "life and death" so early in the morning.
He felt terrible.
"If you promise to be a good father and you will watch him grow up healthily, I will give birth to the child."
Tong Mai's slightly choked voice came from behind Huo Yize.
Although the words were trembling, they still spoke volumes about her.
Extremely determined.
When she went to the hospital in the morning, she sincerely wanted to remove the baby, but when she got to the operating table, she was reluctant to do so.
Just like when Luoluo was in her body, she was equally reluctant.
The arrival of the child was a part of her life.
Thinking of the little lives gestating and growing in her belly, she had the responsibility to keep him alive.
If he goes down, he has no right to take away his little life on his own initiative. "" Hearing this, Huo Yize was shocked.
She means the child is still there.
Huo Yize turned around in slow motion and looked at Tong Mai with red eyes in disbelief.
Joy and surprise surged into his heart.
He didn't know what to say for a moment.
There was gratitude and love under his deep eyes.
"Don't you want this child?"
Tong Mai continued to ask, driving away Huo Yize's lingering doubts.
"Yes, of course, thank you, Mai, thank you."
With countless thanks strung together, Huo Yize was very excited and hugged Tong Mai tightly, a little too hard.
The previous pain of losing the child finally relaxed and disappeared.
"But can you tell me why you said you weren't here?"
She didn't allow him to be away.
Even though she had quarrels and said breakup countless times, in fact, she couldn't live without Huo Yize.
If she could leave Huo Yize and let go of Huo Yize, she would be a child today.
Already for this, instead of still falling out with him from time to time here.
Huo Yize gently stroked away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and the curve of the corners of his lips was extremely heartwarming: "Because I'm going to the United States the day after tomorrow."
In fact, how many times did he want to tell Tong Mai personally about his current situation, but every time he couldn't open it.
How could he tell her in person: He was going to die and he could no longer go on with her?
If she found out, she would probably cry so hard that she would be so sad that she died.
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Huo Yize didn't want to see her like that, so he could only hide it for a while.
"Go to America" Tong Mai exclaimed, frowning and staring at him, as if she wanted to see clearly whether he was lying to deal with her.
"Yeah" he nodded and continued: "There are some things to take care of over there."
I hope this matter can be solved, and I hope Dr.
Yu can extend his life a little longer.
Tong Mai didn't ask him what he was going to do, but held his arm tightly.
A charming smile appeared on the corner of his face, and he said coquettishly: "I'll go read it too."
No matter where he went, she would follow him.
Where to go?
Moreover, before Huo Yize said this, she had already decided to go see Li Xianning.
Let's drop in together.
Furthermore, does this count as a tacit understanding?
Obviously, Tong Mai's mood has improved a lot, but the uneasiness is still there.
Huo Yize's face was solemn, and he definitely didn't want her to go with him.
Doesn't it mean that everything will be revealed once she goes?
"You are inconvenient now.
You can rest here for a while.
Grandma and Lao Xi will take care of you.
I feel more at ease."
Huo Yize was worried, not only because he was afraid of his condition being discovered, but also for Tong Mai's safety.
"Don't worry about me, but I don't trust you.
I don't care what reasons you have for not wanting me to go.
In short, I just want to follow you, follow you all the time."
She said coquettishly, grabbing Huo Yize's arm harder and rubbing into his arms.
Huo Yize, even if I don't ask now, I know very well that you must be hiding something important from me.
If you don't tell me, I will find out on my own.
If I follow you every day, I don't believe you can't find out anything.
Huo Yize's eyebrows were always tightly knitted, and it was easy to see Huo Yize's embarrassment: "This" He originally wanted to discuss this matter carefully, but he didn't expect that Tong Mai would cover his lips tightly. , she didn’t want to listen to his nagging and finding various reasons why he didn’t want her to go to the United States.
Her tongue playfully imitated Huo Yize's past strength and dominance, tumbling around inside his lips and licking the walls of his mouth.
The smooth and soft touch came, and Huo Yize's desire was instantly drawn out hotly, and his face couldn't help but His body became scorching, and bursts of electric waves stimulated every cell in his body.
Because Tong Mai was pregnant, he could only suppress the excitement in his body, but now she was actively playing with fire.
Reason told him that he must stop it now; but every inch of the skin in his body was clamoring, and his desire urgently needed to be solved quickly.
The strong arms firmly clasped her slender waist, forcing her body to tighten even more.
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