Tong Mai's symptoms of forgetfulness became more and more obvious day by day, so obvious that she felt infinite panic and anxiety passing through her heart.
Especially after talking to Xiao Sha and Sister Fen on the phone just now, Tong Mai's shock became more and more intense, and she was really worried that one day she would not remember anything.
I don't remember Xiao Sha, I don't remember Luo Luo, I don't remember Huo Yize, I don't remember everyone around me.
Even though Huo Yize was putting pressure on Dr.
Yu, increasing the research and development team to study the toxins in her body, he still could not appease Tong Mai's heart.
Although Dr.
Yu was able to save Huo Yize's life, Huo Yize's life was at the expense of the senior's life. cost.
If her situation requires the cruelty of sacrificing one person to survive, then she would rather leave alone quietly without disturbing anyone.
For Jiang Chengyi's departure, she has already sinned heavily.
If she still has to bear the burden of another life, Even if I live, I will not be happy, and I will even be condemned by my conscience all the time.
At the same time, she could also understand Huo Yize's original mood.
He couldn't predict the future and didn't know how long he could live, so he tried his best to arrange everything for her and then left alone.
Where is she?
Is she going to do the same thing?
What can she do for Huo Yize?
Apart from cooking delicious food for him in different ways, acting like a spoiled child and causing him trouble, she can't think of anything else she can do for him.
But if you leave to escape and never see each other again, the reluctance in your heart will emerge thickly.
But if she becomes Huo Yize's burden, she will no longer be able to stand by his side and shine with him, and her already strong inferiority complex will emerge even more unbridled.
For a moment, Tong Mai's thoughts became extremely messy.
The quiet island, the tranquil sea, the hardworking and simple people in the town, everything here, she must not forget, it is deeply engraved in her mind.
Tong Mai closed his eyes, trying to remember it firmly, and also felt the unique and beautiful atmosphere here.
In the past, when Huo Yize asked her and Mrs.
Huo to leave, she instinctively didn't want to leave and just wanted to stay by his side.
However, now she not only often forgets some of the things she has done, but she will even be in a state of confusion.
He hurt others and bit Huo Yize, as if he had gone crazy, but then he acted like a normal person.
Obviously, this is a side effect of toxins in the body No one can predict what situations will await her next.
Assuming that from now on her existence is to harm others, then what is the meaning of her life.
The more Tong Mai thought about these things, the more confused she became.
Even when SA was approaching behind her, Tong Mai was completely unaware.
Her brows were furrowed tightly, and layers of uneasiness and pain enveloped her: " ange” A very familiar title, but it no longer came from Jiang Chengyi's mouth, but Ah Sa was calling her.
This call successfully brought Tong Mai back to her senses.
When she turned around and saw Ah Sa, she was a little disappointed.
She even I hope Jiang Chengyi is back After all, apart from him, few people would call her reads like that.
"Asa, are you okay?"
Tong Mai saw the solemn expression on Asa's face, which was heavy.
He clearly had something to say to her.
In fact, she also had something to say to him.
While she could still remember the things she had experienced with Ah Sa, she wanted Ah Sa to relieve the grudge in her heart, forget the past, and start a new life.
She could easily see that. , even if sa comes back, he is still unhappy "It's nothing, I just want to see you" was a very straightforward reply, without any pretense or concealment, but the more frank it was, the more awkward it made the situation.
Looking at her from a distance, she stood meditating on the beach.
Her sleeveless vest and long skirt reached her ankles.
Her petite figure looked taller.
Her curvy and exquisite figure was graceful and delicate.
Her long black hair was blown by the breeze.
Her fair and delicate skin exudes a radiant luster under the sun, with no trace of flaws.
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She is like a goddess, which makes people fascinated.
Her fresh and stunning beauty is an excellent weapon to make men irresistible.
Not only her beauty, but also the stubbornness and perseverance permeating her bones, as well as her tenacity of not bowing to fate, will involuntarily attract people's attention.
But now, the Tongmai I saw seemed to have lost its toughness and became a bit depressed.
Sa's eyes have been staring at him for a moment.
If it weren't for the fact that his body was stained with too much blood and burdened with too much fate, or he was just an ordinary person in the organization and had never experienced the identity of a professional killer. , at this moment, whether it is Huo Yize or any other man, he will really do whatever it takes to be with her regardless of the consequences.
Tong Mai looked a little embarrassed under Sa's direct gaze: "Sa, I have something to ask you for."
Sa was a little surprised, but kept silent and continued to wait for her to speak.
Putting aside the embarrassment, Tong Mai just wanted SA to get back on track and said seriously: "Don't take any more murder cases.
No matter whether the other person is a good person or a bad person, we have no right to decide other people's life or death.
Every life has its own existence."
The meaning of it is that what you did in the past may have been forced by life and had to be done, but in the future, can you stop being a professional killer?
No matter what job you do in the future, you can't look back."
Thinking that his last murder had been closely watched by Interpol, if he committed another crime, it didn't mean that he would be so lucky and escape the disaster every time.
Being a killer is like being on a thin line between life and death.
Life and death are so close that you are caught off guard.
Whenever Tong Mai thinks about this matter, her nervousness will intensify, and panic and horror will follow.
Sa didn't answer, but still stared at her with his deep eyes.
Seeing her hurt and sad, Sa wished he could kill AU with his own hands, but killing AU is not that easy, and one must be quite mentally prepared.
However, hearing her concern for him, warmth flowed through sa's body.
The next second, he couldn't control his emotions and held her hand.
She escaped reflexively: "sa" was shocked by sa's behavior.
Don't know what he wants to do However, sa didn't allow her to resist, so he followed the trend and brought her into his chest: "sa, don't do this."
Tong Mai struggled.
Even though she was grateful to Sa, the person she loved from the beginning to the end was Huo Yize.
She knew this very well and didn't want Huo Yize to see it and make him jealous.
Huo Yize once asked her to put herself in his shoes and think about it for him.
Yes, if he was intimate with Yin Yuqi or other women, she would also feel very uncomfortable.
Therefore, she is now more and more considerate of his feelings and considerate of him.
"If this is your request, I will agree to you.
As long as you say it, as long as I can do it, I will definitely agree to it.
But can you also agree that no matter what difficulties I encounter, I will not be discouraged or depressed?
This is not Like the angel I know, in my eyes, you will never give in to fate."
Sa's words were obviously talking about her current physical condition.
Everyone was worried about her, including herself, as if she had fallen into an abyss, unable to find an exit, and could only be trapped to death in it.
In fact, Tong Mai could not help but smell the smell of death getting closer and closer to her.
The closer she got, the more frightened she became, and the more frightened she became, the more chaotic she became.
Listening to this, Tong Mai squeezed out a smile from the corners of his eyes, a light but sincere word: "Thank you", the two words were so sincere that it made Sa's eyes sore, and it seemed that he had exhausted all his gratitude to Sa, thanking him for the 1,000 pounds.
Thank you for your kindness, thank him for sacrificing his life to save me, and thank him for enlightening and encouraging me now.
But the word "thank you" is not what sa wants to hear: "I don't want to hear thank you's words, I just want to hear you say: I will be good at readings."
Even if his love for Tong Mai will not change, even if he will not be able to control himself and use him as much as he does now, his sense of proportion and principles will still remain.
He and Huo Yize, in Tong Mai's heart, Sa can accurately interpret: one is the most important and irreplaceable person in life, and the other is a very important friend.
Therefore, if friends want to transcend the distance between life and death as lovers, it is a bit far away.
After sa relaxed a little bit on Tong Mai's strength, Tong Mai also took advantage of the situation and pushed him away, widening the distance between the two.
Although sa was disappointed with her resistance, but fortunately her resistance reminded him: " I'm sorry, I didn't mean anything else.
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In fact, I was just worried about you."
Hesitation's explanation was always that he didn't want to put any mental burden on Tong Mai.
"Sa, I will be fine, and so will you.
I hope you will be fine in the future, be safe, healthy, and happy.
Don't think about the past or the future.
Just enjoy the present."
Tong Mai sincerely hopes that Sa can have his own happiness in the future and meet a girl who can relieve his heart knot and melt his coldness.
sa smiled, but this smile was not a truly happy smile from the heart, but a slightly sad smile.
After all, words like happiness, joy, and enjoyment have nothing to do with him.
After "Wheat" Huo Yize got off the boat, he saw Sa and Tong Mai looking at each other.
From Sa's eyes, he could still feel his deep attachment and reluctance to Tong Mai.
But he said that he believed in her, believed in her unconditionally and without reason.
He jumped to her side, held her slender waist domineeringly, and hugged her into his arms.
Sa didn't want to see their intimate behavior, so he made excuses to see what was going on. left: "A and I went to Qiao's house to have a look."
Although Lin Meili called back to report that she was safe, they still had to bring Lin Meili back together.
After sa left, Huo Yize's eyes kept focused on her: "What were sa and you talking about just now?"
I didn’t want to be so petty as to ask about this trivial matter, but I still asked: