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Chapter 44: Why


It was a rare rain in the desert.The temperature in the prison was slightly lower than usual, unlike the outside world, the raindrops fell from the sky, most of the rain had been evaporated before it landed, and the water vapor in the sky was scattered in the air, and only a few raindrops fell on Li Tianlan.Li Tianlan sat quietly in front of the desert prison gate, looking at the sky in the distance, his heart was like water, motionless.When disappointment has become the norm, all the emotions in my heart seem to gradually turn into an almost numb silence.The sky is getting darker.Vast expanse of water vapor rises in the air.The darkness engulfed his figure in the night, Li Tianlan reached out and took off the Xuanyuan Sword that swirled around him, stretched out his hand to rub the delicate blade, his eyes were as quiet as the starry sky in the desert.He would sit in front of the prison gate every day, which had lasted for more than a month, and whenever this time, Xiao Mohai, as the prison warden, would quietly stand near Li Tianlan, sometimes for several hours or even half a day.He always felt that Li Tianlan was waiting for something.But for more than a month, there was no response to his waiting.Xiao Mohai couldn't feel Li Tianlan's anger and loss, but he could clearly perceive that the other party was getting quieter and quieter, and seemed to have completely suppressed all his emotions in his heart.The twilight on the horizon is completely gone.Darkness covers the desert.Lights are lit up in front of the prison gates.Li Tianlan sat on the edge of the light, with his back to Xiao Mohai, his figure stretched long under the light, looking lonely and cold.Xiao Mohai looked at his watch, hesitated, and finally couldn't help but come over, and said softly, "Is Your Highness waiting for someone?"

”"Nope."

Li Tianlan lowered his head and looked at the Xuanyuan Sword that passed between his five fingers, his voice was as flat as water.Xiao Mohai laughed dryly, Li Tianlan has been here for more than a year, but Xiao Mohai has not established a close relationship with the other party, but has become more and more in awe of Li Tianlan, because until now he has not figured out Li Tianlan's temper, and when he gets along, he is naturally more cautious, he looked at the sky in the distance, and said softly: "That...

Going to eat first?

”"Not hungry."

Li Tianlan did not look up."

Today, Lao Zhou in the kitchen has made a few new dishes, His Highness should like it...""

Don't eat it."

Li Tianlan stood up and let go of his palm.The Xuanyuan Sword swirled slowly around him, like a planet orbiting a star."

I'll go out for a walk."

Li Tianlan said.Xiao Mohai was stunned for a moment, and he didn't come back to his senses for a while.Going for a walk?

In more than a year, the farthest road Li Tianlan has traveled is the distance from the dormitory to the prison gate.He never left the prison limits.This was the first time he had said he was going to go out for a walk.When Xiao Mohai came back to his senses, Li Tianlan had already walked out more than ten meters, he hesitated, still didn't say anything, just sighed softly.He still didn't notice Li Tianlan's anger and loss.But I can feel that Li Tianlan is in a very bad mood now."

Dad, where is Your Highness going?"

Xiao Qing trotted over and asked."

Your Highness is not in a good mood, let's go for a walk."

Xiao Mohai shook his head: "Inform the kitchen to prepare a few dishes that His Highness likes, and when he comes back, hurry up and make another one." ”Xiao Qing sighed and watched Li Tianlan's back getting farther and farther away.A gust of wind blew in the desert at night.The rain stopped.The water vapor in the sky slowly floated, and as Li Tianlan walked all the way, there seemed to be a layer of mist between heaven and earth, trance and indifference.It's a beautiful picture.Xiao Qing's eyes were a little obsessed. ......The light behind him faded away, and finally disappeared completely.The white mist full of rich vitality floated, but it did not affect Li Tianlan's vision in any way.As if the illusory white mist blocked the yellow sand blown by the wind, there was silence between heaven and earth, silent, silent and barren.Loneliness with boredom seems to go deep into the bone marrow.Li Tianlan walked forward quietly, his face expressionless.He didn't know where he was going or what he wanted to do.The inner depression has changed from the initial torrent to the deep sea, constantly fluctuating in his heart, and even destroying his state of concentration more than once.For more than half a year, he slept less and less, and the deep meditation on weekdays had almost completely replaced his sleep time, his will continued to condense in meditation, and the way of the sword was also advancing by leaps and bounds.No one knows why.Li Tianlan has never said to anyone that in the past six months, he has dreamed of Qin Weibai countless times.It started as the bits and pieces of the two getting to know each other.The successive dreams were long and clear.From the first acquaintance to the acquaintance, to the commitment to keep together.Every thing, every picture, every word, every look is repeated in the dream, and the figure has really penetrated deep into the soul, and then begins to extend in different directions in the 'facts' of the dream.He dreamed of growing old with Qin Wei.dreamed of turning against Qin Weibai.dreamed of parting with Qin Weibai in life and death.Countless dreams.He would meet many people in his dreams, and in the end, all of them would become Qin Weibai.He dreamed that Qin Weibai gave birth to a son for him, and as soon as the dream turned, the son became a daughter again.He dreamed of standing at the top with Qin Weibai, looking down on the world.I dreamed of passing shoulders with Qin Weibai countless times, and finally became strangers.In the dream, he ignored Qin Weibai's struggles and cursed, tearing the clothes on the other party's body.In the vast ice and snow of the snowy night, the snowy blade pierced into the chest.Confusion.Every dream is crystal clear.Every dream has a different ending.Thoughts turned into longings and flooded up like a tide.Li Tianlan wanted to ask why.He wanted to see Qin Weibai.He wanted to ask why he couldn't see it.He didn't feel like there was anything wrong between the two.The last time they met, there was no gambling and quarrel between the two.And then.There is no then.He had called her before, but every time it was a knight who answered.The knight either said she was busy or she wasn't there.Li Tianlan forgot how many times he called.But Qin Weibai never responded.Gradually, Li Tianlan also fell silent.For more than a year, the man and woman, who were once affectionate to each other, have not been in contact with each other once.Why, he asked the military advisor.But more than a month has passed, and there is still no answer.He was indeed waiting for someone.But for more than a month, he was like waiting for someone who couldn't wait.Why is that?

Li Tianlan stopped and sat down in the desert.He looked up at the sky.There are no lights in the desert.The galaxy shining above the sky is incomparably bright.Li Tianlan was stunned.He wrote the three words Qin Weibai on the yellow sand with his fingers, recalling the bits and pieces of the two together, and the whole person became more and more silent.The clock is ticking.Darkness is passing.The desert was silent, and he seemed to be the only one left in the world.The past seems to have really become a past rooted in memory.Li Tianlan smiled.He didn't know why, but he just wanted to laugh.I've seen torrential rains sweeping across the desert.I've seen the stars cover the moonlight.I've seen twilight chase the dawn.I want to see you, but I can't see you."

Why..."

Li Tianlan lightly tapped the Xuanyuan sword: "Why do you say?"

”The delicate body of the Xuanyuan Sword swayed slightly in front of Li Tianlan, as if shaking his head."

I'm not happy."

Li Tianlan said lightly.Xuanyuan Sword circled around Li Tianlan, as if he was thinking.Its delicate blade shook suddenly.A subtle but incomparably powerful sword aura appeared in the yellow sand, sweeping away a large area of white mist.At this moment, Li Tianlan clearly felt a complex and vague will.It's like a temptation, it's like an inquiry.Xuanyuan Sword was eager to try.Li Tianlan was stunned and laughed.He nodded, "It's fine." ”Xuanyuan's sword suddenly let out a sword roar.In an instant, a furious sword aura erupted above its delicate sword body.The desert of this moment is not lonely.The yellow sand is full of fighting spirit that soars into the sky.Li Tianlan slowly stood up, looked at the constantly shaking Xuanyuan Sword, and said calmly: "Let's make a move." ”