The saint didn't say anything after the phone call, but just said that His Majesty was in Huating and would come over soon, and then left the sick room.With Lixi's awakening, whether she is going to leave or staying, in fact, is not what the saint is most concerned about, he has been sitting in the sanatorium for nearly two years, he is really a little tired, and with Lixi's awakening, his task is almost completed.The deputy palace master of the East Imperial Palace, sitting in Tiannan, spent a certain amount of time to complete the handover with the military advisor, and was in charge of the intelligence and hidden forces of the Eastern Imperial Palace with the assistance of the military advisor.This is the future he is looking forward to more than sitting in a nursing home.He walked out of the room and closed the door.The moment the door closed, he glanced through the gap.In the sight, Lixi sat up, reached out to hug his knees, and quietly looked at the night outside the window, not knowing what he was thinking.The saint shook his head and smiled.The door closed, and the world seemed to fall silent.The night outside the window is quiet and deep, although the winter is cold, but tonight there is no wind, frost, rain and snow, the street lamps in the sanatorium are on, blending with the moonlight, reflecting the light in the night, quiet, soft and empty.Everything in sight is like an oil painting completely frozen in darkness.It's a little heavy, but there's an indescribable lightness.He sat on the bed and looked out the window.It seems that she has not completely woken up from more than two years of coma, she is a little dazed, there seem to be two personalities in her mind, one is reminiscing chaotically, the other is thinking blankly, the pictures of the first few decades of life are constantly flickering in her brain, not a coherent world, imaginative, about the father who will no longer meet, about the daughter, about Kunlun City, about the Li family...
Countless pictures, countless smiling faces, countless mockery.Ups and downs, ups and downs.Those may be very wonderful stories, some endure humiliation, some are tender, some are overwhelmed, some are intentional, and some are discouraged.The images that shone in my mind began to line up little by little, in order.Thinking quietly, reminiscing about his life.She did not have amnesia, she remembered many things, and she looked at people who played an important role in her life force in her memories, but she did not find her place.Muddy, the walking dead...
What have you been doing all these years?
Or maybe something I did.The past is like the wind, but the memories are like a tide, and the thoughts are just the beginning, and the endless past has completely submerged her in the next moment.She saw Gu Xingyun and the Gu family who were forbearing.saw the arrogant and reckless Li maniac back then.saw Wang Tianzong, who was silent and a little wooden back then.saw Li Honghe, who stood at the peak and guarded Zhongzhou and the Li family wholeheartedly.Everyone is alive in their memories.Everyone has meaning.What about yourself...
In more than 50 years of life, what is the meaning of one's own life, except that it has become a tool used by others to achieve certain conspiracies?
This question may have been answered long after the treason case of that year.More than 20 years have passed in a hurry, and I know that today, I am finally sure that the only meaning of my life may be to stab the sword into the man's chest back then.Countless laughter, beauty, longing, expectation and promise have all come to naught with the sword of that year.Blood flowed from the blade.He laughed maniacally and fell.Everything since then has been a pale that she doesn't want to think about.Lixi took a breath lightly, seemed to feel a little cold, and subconsciously hugged himself tighter."
You're in a bit of a mess."
I don't know how long time passed, and in the extremely quiet room, an indifferent voice suddenly sounded in Lixi's ears.Lixi, who had been completely immersed in the memories, was suddenly shocked, and subconsciously raised his head.Li Tianlan stood beside the bed and looked into her eyes.His expression was calm: "How do you feel?"
”Li looked at him in a daze, and after a while, he shook his head and said, "It's okay, it's not very good, it will take some time." ”Li Tianlan nodded, did not choose to sit down, but said in a calm voice: "Say it." ”He stood on the edge of the bed, motionless.The black trench coat wrapped around his body, and the intricate golden lines on the trench coat shimmered in the light, soft, slight, but each ray of light was like the sharpest sword light.Li Xi quietly felt that kind of breath, laughed at himself, and said softly: "I know the East Emperor Palace, but the East Emperor Palace has become the East Emperor Palace, and now you are really qualified to be called Your Majesty." ”Li Tianlan did not speak."
How is she?"
After a moment of silence, Lixi continued to ask.The question is somewhat abrupt.But Li Tianlan is basically sure who the other party is talking about.The corners of Li Tianlan's mouth twitched: "You care?"
”Lixi hugged her body tightly and leaned against the corner, such a posture may look a little delicate and pitiful to others, but on her, there is a kind of lifeless sadness: "You want to say, I'm not worthy?"
”Li Tianlan narrowed his eyes, his expression was still calm, but his voice became a little cold and hard: "She'll be fine." ”"Thank you."
Lixi whispered: "If...
No, forget it. ”Li Tianlan nodded: "If it's okay, I'll go." ”"I thought you had something to ask me."
Lixi smiled self-deprecatingly again: "Do you already know, or...""
What do I ask you?"
Li Tianlan looked at Lixi quietly: "Ask if you are my mother?"
”Lixi's palm clenched suddenly, as if he was a little nervous: "Am I?"
”"What do you say?"
Li Tianlan laughed.Li Xi stared at Li Tianlan's eyes in silence, those eyes were smiling, and there was no emotional smile."
Yes and no."
She said softly.Li Tianlan nodded and snorted."
When did you find out?"
Lixi asked."
After the chaos is over, when I returned to Youzhou, I asked a lot of people about Mormans, but...
It doesn't matter, I don't know anything yet, I don't want to know anymore, it doesn't matter. ”"Escape?"
Lixi's eyes were a little deep: "I don't want to forgive them, or rather...""
You're thinking too much."
Li Tianlan smiled: "I don't hate anyone, and there is no such thing as forgiveness, I don't want to know, they don't seem to want me to know, things have come to this point, but there is no need to break it, just know it, I have suffered a lot since I was a child, but my grandfather is very good to me, I don't have any resentment in my heart, not at all."
Moreover, there are some things that don't need to change in the first place.It doesn't matter if my surname is Li or my surname is Dongcheng..."
He was silent for a while, and said lightly: "Everyone is together, they are all a family, is there any difference?"
”Lixi silently lowered his head.Li Tianlan waited for a while, and just when he wanted to leave again, Lixi spoke, but he was talking about a topic that had nothing to do with his life experience."
Actually, back then, I thought I really liked Gu Xingyun, and even loved it."
She spoke softly, her voice like a dream.Li Tianlan raised his eyebrows."
So maybe I'm really a water-based poplar woman, my father was bent on getting on the throne, luck is such a thing, in fact, it really exists, he can see that the Gu family's luck is strong, according to what he said later, even if there was no treason case at the beginning, the Li family was doomed to fall...""
So in the days when the Gu clan was low in his voice, I was sent to Kunlun City by him, and at that time Gu Xingyun was not as good as it is now..."
She thought about it, and suddenly found that she had no specific impression of Gu Xingyun over the years, and couldn't help laughing again: "At that time, he was very simple, although he was a little ambitious, but it was all in the ordinary category, and he didn't have so much resentment later, I think he also liked me at that time, the kind he liked very much, but later, I appeared next to Li Fanatics...""
At that time, in fact, Li Fanatic didn't necessarily have to get me, he only saw me occasionally in the Gu family, smiled and said I am very beautiful, and didn't even ask my name, but at that time the Gu family was a dog, that is, lying on Xuanyuan Terrace to Li Fanatics's house, logically, that night, I went to Li Fanatics's bed, although I was a little reluctant, but I couldn't resist, Gu Xingyun resisted, but I was broken an arm and a leg, at that time Gu Dongqing told me that to serve Li Fanatics well, we must make him satisfied, Otherwise, he would make Gu Xingyun's life worse than death. ”Li Tianlan did not speak.He didn't have much impression of Gu Dongqing, but he seemed to have heard of this name, it was the previous patriarch of the Gu clan, Gu Qianchuan's uncle, when he was the patriarch, Gu Xingyun's lineage was not outstanding, and Gu Qianchuan's lineage was the orthodoxy of the Gu family.Li Tianlan thought of the information he got from the Liu family in Huating, as well as the piece of He's bi, and thought about it for a while.The detached voice said unhurriedly: "At that time, although I was with Gu Xingyun, but my body was very clean, Li Fanatic looked very satisfied, as if he had a new toy in his hand, I could be said to have used all my strength to tie him to my side at that time, about four months later, I walked into Li Fanatics' circle of friends at that time, and saw Wang Tianzong and Lin Fengting, as well as Xia Zhi. ”"A year later, I met Li Honghe, the god of war in Zhongzhou at that time.""
The day after I met Li Honghe, I returned to the Gu clan by myself, you can't imagine what kind of emotions I felt in my heart when Gu Dongqing, who used to be high up to me, bowed to me, I saw Gu Xingyun, Gu Dongqing is indeed a good dog, I am afraid of what will happen to me and Gu Xingyun, and I have been staring at it closely throughout the meeting.""
I made a request to them, I can stay in the Li Clan, but the Gu Clan must do their best to cultivate Gu Xingyun.""
Stay in the Li family..."
Li Tianlan's tone was inexplicable."
It's true that I'm staying in the Li family, you may not believe it when you say it."
Lixi smiled.Her voice was a little mocking: "Gu Dongqing is really a good dog, he is not only waging his tail and begging for mercy to the Li family, but also has an almost perverted loyalty, you haven't heard of it, it is loyalty." ”"Li Fanatic just said that I am beautiful, he can send me over that night, if Li Fanatic was not talking about me at the time, but his daughter, or his wife, Gu Dongqing can also send them over, in those years, I stayed by Li Fanatics, her only requirement for me is to serve Li Fanatic, take care of his daily life, and other requirements, nothing.""
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At that time, the day after I saw Li Lao, he was able to bend down and salute me, not only me, you should know that at that time, Situ Cangyue, and the current phantom sword master of Shushan, Yun Qinxi, were also the women of Li Maniacs, Gu Dongqing was already a master of the invincible realm at that time, and when he saw them who were still young, he would also grovel, in the eyes of others, it was servile, but for the Li family, this kind of loyalty was undoubtedly liked by the Li family and his son, so at that time, they could almost be said to have complete trust in the Gu family.""
Go on."
Li Tianlan didn't know what he was thinking, and said quietly."
In those years, I have been following Li Maniac, occasionally meeting the Gu clan and Gu Xingyun, everything that happened later..."
She shook her head and quietly recalled: "After Gu Dongqing fell at that time, Gu Qingfeng became the patriarch of the Gu clan, everything changed..."