It's as if I really saw the abyss and the end of the world.The endless cold, with a deep darkness, completely enveloped Qin Weibai.", I don't want to see you again."
Li Tianlan said these words in the calmest voice, but it fell on Qin Weibai's ears like a thunderbolt tearing the heavens and the earth.The thunder echoed around her repeatedly, with a sharpness that was even more fierce than Li Tianlan's sword qi.I don't want to see you again...
This sentence may not be the most indifferent, but it is definitely the most heartless.In Li Tianlan's calm voice, it seemed that even the trace of tiredness and boredom had disappeared, leaving only indifference without any emotional ups and downs.I don't want to see you again.Qin Weibai couldn't imagine how disappointed and even desperate this was, so that Li Tianlan could say this.In the calm, almost empty voice of the other party, she heard a suppressed but incomparably strong disgust.This disgust overcame the so-called hatred, cold without the slightest warmth.Qin Weibai began to shake his head desperately.Her long hair was messy from shaking, and tears were flying out.She thought she could redeem all this, she thought she could get Li Tianlan's forgiveness, she thought she could explain it well...
But Li Tianlan's words directly put an end to their relationship.It's a breakup.It's not just a breakup.There is nothing good to gather and disperse.Li Tianlan's disgust separated the distance between the two of them to the ends of the earth at once, and it was a mistake between them from the beginning, so there was no good gathering, no good dispersion, never to see each other again, never to listen again, never to think again.That's it."
I don't want that."
Qin Weibai's voice had become a little hoarse: "Tianlan, don't treat me like this, okay?"
I know it's wrong, I really know it's wrong, you can hit me and scold me, anything..."
Her figure was already a little untenable, and she squatted down tremblingly and hugged her knees."
It's not you who is wrong..."
Li Tianlan shook his head, his heart was unprecedentedly calm at this time.Countless emotions churned in the depths of his heart like a sword, and the pain exceeded the limit, and it seemed to have become completely numb."
There is no right or wrong thing about this kind of thing."
His eyes were a little trance-like, six years, from entering the WTO to the present, from the reincarnation palace master to Qin Weibai...
It's hard for him to comment on all this.It doesn't really matter what's right or wrong.Most importantly, he did not accept it.He couldn't accept the current situation.He knew that he was not the Emperor of Dongcheng, he was just a substitute in this time and space, at least in Qin Weibai's eyes, it should be like this.Her own existence is just a prop that can allow Qin Weibai to vent all her feelings.This prop can be yourself, or it can even be a person who looks like you.Who can say that a person who looks like himself is actually himself?
Li Tianlan has no way to accept this.If he is not the emperor of Dongcheng, then Qin Weibai is naturally not Qin Weibai.The real Qin Weibai is dead.Died in the Snow Country chaos.The current Qin Weibai is just a person who has the same appearance, the same thinking, and even the same memory as that Qin Weibai.But the same person is not a person.An individual is an individual, she is standing here, separated from another her life and death, this is the truth, how to change it?
Qin Weibai, whom he saw in Huating.Qin Weibai, who took pictures with him.The Qin Weibai who gave everything to him...
The one that appeared on the East Island, appeared in Lin'an, and appeared in the Snow Country's Qin Weibai...
Li Tianlan pursed his lips, his breathing trembled a little, and a hint of self-deprecation appeared in his eyes.At that time, that Qin Weibai also regarded himself as a substitute for the Dongcheng Emperor's map, right?
But that woman really left the deepest traces in her heart.It is difficult for Li Tianlan to determine what the so-called love or non-love is, he rarely uses this word, and always feels that the three words I love you are particularly difficult to say.But for Qin Weibai, he really cares, really feels distressed, and really cherishes...
When he didn't know that he was a substitute, he gave his feelings to Qin Weibai.But that Qin Weibai had already died in the chaos of the Snow Country.Li Tianlan laughed.How funny a scene?
He felt that all this could be told as a joke, and it was absurd and a little nonsensical.Dongcheng Huangtu, Li Tianlan, Gu Xianyan, Qin Weibai.Four people, two pieces of time and space entanglement, a bad fate.How to describe the relationship between these four people?
Because of the death of Dongcheng Huangtu, Gu Xianyan regarded Li Tianlan as a substitute, but the substitute fell in love with Gu Xianyan, and with the fall of Gu Xianyan, Qin Weibai came out as a substitute.After the entanglement of the four people in the chaos of the Snow Country, only two substitutes were left alive.The funniest thing is that when the two genuines are dead, the two substitutes are still genuine men or women.He doesn't love her.She didn't love him.Their feelings for each other pointed to Gu Immortal Yan and Dongcheng Huangtu.Li Tianlan and Qin Weibai live together, but what they store in their hearts is the shadow of another person.It's a bit messy, it's troublesome, and it hurts...
It was all a mistake.So it's time to wrap it up.It's long overdue.Li Tianlan shook his head.He didn't accept all this, and he couldn't accept it.If he accepts Qin Weibai's words now, it is equivalent to him treating Qin Weibai as a substitute.It's boring, it's a mess...
It's over, it's over."
Self-soothing and self-hypnosis don't really make sense."
Li Tianlan looked at Qin Weibai: "We should all recognize the reality clearly."
The reality is that I am not the Emperor of Dongcheng, and you are not Gu Xianyan, my feelings are not aimed at you, and your memories are not directed at me.We—" He smiled, and suddenly felt a sadness that was almost suffocating: "We were supposed to be strangers...", he stood up, raised his hand a little overwhelmed, and waved it gently: "Get out, get away...
From now on, none of us know anyone. ”"I don't want !!"
Qin Weibai suddenly climbed two steps and hugged Li Tianlan's legs.Her emotions completely collapsed, and her cry was no longer hidden: "I don't, I don't, you can't abandon me, I don't want to get out...
Tianlan, why do you think so, you can't think like this, please don't drive me away, I don't!!
”"So...
I don't even have my own ideas, do I?
”Li Tianlan's voice was a little indifferent: "In your hearts, I am a substitute, an actor, and a puppet, and I will perform according to your requirements, according to your script, and according to your arrangements, right?"
I have to confirm that I am the Emperor of Dongcheng, I have to accompany you into the play, I don't deserve to know the truth, I can't find the truth, I can't have my own ideas.If I have my own judgment, you have to tell me that my idea is wrong, my idea is wrong, and you want to correct my idea and act with you, right?!
”His voice grew higher and faster, and he spoke faster and faster: "Why?!"
Why can't I be me?
Why do I have to be the emperor of the East City in your heart?!
Bullshit!
You've arranged for me for six years, is that enough?!
Do you want to arrange for me for sixty years?
Lifetime?
What qualifications do you have?
Yes?
You haven't thought about it, when you look at me and think about the Dongcheng Emperor Map, it will be fair to me and unfair to me!
Have you ever wondered?
Ever thought about it once?!
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Even once?!
”Qin Weibai raised his head, his eyes were hazy with tears.Vaguely, she felt the almost crazy hatred and anger burning in Li Tianlan's eyes.Li Tianlan gritted his teeth, and all his emotions seemed to have risen to the top at this moment, impacting his reason.He really wanted to raise his foot and kick Qin Weibai out, to take revenge on everything, and even to destroy the world.He felt like he had lost his place in the world.So what's the point of the existence of this world?
Anger boiled over and on.Li Tianlan closed his eyes.His feet moved, but he couldn't hurt the woman after all.Little by little, he broke his leg out of Qin Weibai's hand and took a deep breath several times.The outpouring of anger was crushed by him with a scorching temperature.Li Tianlan regained his composure and even became more restrained."
It's just a play, whether I'm an actor or whatever, I have the right not to accept it.""
Everyone has their own ideas, and I have my own ideas, so why do you say I'm wrong?
Because I don't think the same thing as you, I'm wrong?
Don't you think that's excessive?
”Qin Weibai's arms were weakly propped up on the carpet, his long hair was scattered, and he was depressed and silent."
This scene is over, I have the right to step down, I want to be sober, I want to be Li Tianlan, okay?"
Li Tianlan's voice trembled, the calm after anger was broken little by little, he looked at Qin Weibai who fell softly to the ground, and his fragile and even cowardly emotions flooded the hall like a tide.There was even a plea in his voice: "Stop torturing me, okay?"
”Qin Weibai's body shook.She bit her lip and bit it out of blood.She burst into tears, but she couldn't make a sound.The man standing in front of her...
He is the strongest in the dark world.He is the Emperor of the East.He is Li Tianlan.His name is Li Tianlan.Li Tianlan stood in front of her and said that he wanted to be Li Tianlan.He asked her if it was okay?
All right?
Qin Weibai bit his lip stiffly.Her voice was like a wail before death.She nodded, tears falling along with blood.She said, "Okay." ”Li Tianlan looked at her.One picture after another flashed in his eyes.That's been the last six years.The image flickered in his eyes, in his mind, in his consciousness.Li Tianlan nodded and said, "Thank you."
Thank you. ”Qin Weibai cried so much that he couldn't speak."
I said the wrong thing."
Li Tianlan said softly: "This is the East Imperial Palace, it's not you who should get out, it's me." ”He turned and walked out of the hall: "I'll get out."
From now on, I will never have anything to do with anything in the East Palace. ”7017k