There is always a good feeling that it will come without warning and inexplicably.This feeling is lower than the so-called love at first sight, but it is higher than familiarity, as if the other party's every move is attracting their attention, when the other party appears in their line of sight, they will subconsciously get closer, observe more carefully, and even want more communication.Bai Xiaobai couldn't understand this feeling, but he was experiencing it.In fact, in every sense, she can't be considered a good person to get along with.It's not that she's rude or vitriol.It's her measure.Her background cannot be said to be a scholarly family, but her parents are very top intellectuals, with a good family atmosphere since childhood, highly educated, rational thinking, clear goals, sharp intuition, and financial freedom.Such a woman is the best prey in the eyes of many people, but it also means that such prey is often the most difficult to deal with.Bai Xiaobai is a little cold, this kind of coldness is the surface impression she has left on many people, from childhood to adulthood.When she was in elementary school, she would give her teachers the love letters that boys had written to her.In junior high school, she gradually learned to ignore the courtesies of the boys and casually throw all the snacks and love letters in the drawer into the trash.By the time she reached high school, she had become more familiar with the skill of ignorance.She walks around the campus, will calmly face the gaze around her, and then exclude it all from her own safety.At that time, she really didn't understand why the boy walking across from her would suddenly hug the neck of his companion and press him down when he approached her, and she also didn't quite understand why someone didn't feel ashamed and naïve when someone walked over with his empty hands but made a backward shot.There is also a whistle in front of the classroom door.At night in the dormitory, someone shouted her name over and over again in the girls' dormitory.Countless times it sounded like it was a group fight because of her.When she first entered high school, the top high school where she was located, the group fight was fought almost every day, and when it was the most lively, for Bai Xiaobai's group fight, she could fight several times a day, from morning to afternoon, and there was a decisive battle in the evening self-study.Top high schools bring together not only some top students, but also some top students with excellent family conditions, top studies, and great 'prestige' in the student body.At the most restless age, I saw the most tempting girl, and the pure hormones naturally couldn't be suppressed.And the reason for that group fight is ????????????????
It's all ridiculous.For example, if the 'boss' of a certain group learns that the 'boss' of another group likes Bai Xiaobai, then there is no need to say anything, and the brothers are called to fight first.She's not anyone's girlfriend, she doesn't even know them.But those boring people can really fight for the power of 'liking'.I had the courage to write to her, and took my brother to block the door of the classroom after self-study at night and said that I would invite her to dinner and watch a movie, and if I was a little more subtle, I would give it to a friend to get to know each other, or be a pen pal, and then be subtle, borrow a note, borrow a pen or something.Those who write letters do not accept it, it is not that they do not read it, but they do not accept it.I don't make friends, I don't want to know you.If you don't do pen pals, you don't have time or time.Borrowing a pen, borrowing a note or anything.The attitude is clear, the refusal is simple, and there is no room for illusion at all.And those who blocked the door with her brothers, she didn't see them, so she walked past them, and was unmoved in the face of coaxing, and some people talked to her with a shy face and didn't respond.How far can I get from a classroom to a dormitory?
She didn't say a word, she didn't react at all, and it took five or six minutes to shake off the swarm of flies.In this process, it is not without brains and boldness to use tougher means, but when a certain eldest brother reached out and wanted to put his arm around her shoulder on the way back to the dormitory, but she fell over-the-shoulder and became a concussion, there were fewer people who dared to pay this kind of attention.Then he returned to blocking the door of the classroom every day, following Bai Xiaobai and talking to her cheekily but not getting a response.She thought that after a long time, the flies would feel bored and disperse by themselves, but her attitude made the flies even more itchy, so different gangs fought for the power to 'send Bai Xiaobai back to the dormitory'.The school infirmary is busy.The school doctor is busier.But the school can't do anything to Bai Xiaobai, and it can't do anything.Because she didn't pay attention to the so-called suitors at all, she didn't violate any discipline, and her kind of attractiveness, not to mention boys of the same age, and even some young teachers were a little uncontrollable.The school fights several times a day have something to do with her and nothing to do with her, what can the school do?
You can't fire her because she's too pretty, right?
In fact, it wasn't until Bai Xiaobai went to college that she knew that when she first enrolled in high school, the teacher in charge of admissions at that high school really sent her information back and didn't plan to accept it.The admissions teacher values Bai Xiaobai's grades very much, but she values her appearance even more, the first time she saw Bai Xiaobai's information, just looking at the one-inch photo, the other party knew that this was the most troublesome student, and the first reaction was that this student couldn't ask for it, otherwise something would definitely happen, a beautiful female student could ask for it, but if she was beautiful to this extent, 100% of it would make a big mess.If this high school was not attached to the university where Bai Xiaobai's parents worked, and the influence was there, she would probably not have been able to enter that high school in the first place.Bai Xiaobai spent three years of high school in this way, and then entered college.She started from the fifth or sixth grade of elementary school, to junior high school, and to high school, and finally experienced a lot less troubles.It's not that she's not pretty anymore.Rather, her father was the vice-chancellor of the university, and her mother was also a senior professor at the university, both of whom enjoyed special allowances, and her parents, who were close enough to protect her under their wing, had made it clear that she was resisting something.Then her parents started to get annoyed.Old colleagues and old friends began to propose to their juniors.Students who think they have enough capital have also begun to do everything possible to get close to them.There are many people in universities, and there are more outstanding talents from top universities, and this group of young talents is like crazy, almost one by one to Bai Xiaobai's side, to her parents, and they are tireless.A daughter who is too beautiful is a happy trouble, but when this beauty exceeds a certain critical point, the happiness is not visible, and it becomes a complete trouble.Before and after graduating from college, her parents did not test her tone, and her parents also selected the best of several relatively good candidates for Bai Xiaobai's reference.But Bai Xiaobai didn't think about these at all.Since she was a child, she has never held hands with a boy, never been in love, and never thought about getting married and having children, she likes her life state, relaxed, free, and can do what she wants.After graduating from college, she opened an advertising company, which was not big or small, and her father's connections were here, and after finding a random student to take her for a while, the company was on the right track.She doesn't have too many strong woman attributes, the company has been in operation for a few years, and the brothers and sisters brought out by her father in batches over the years also know that she is a little junior sister, everything is going smoothly, and medium-sized advertising companies also have tens of millions of assets, at this point, Bai Xiaobai stopped expanding and growing, and began to live his life in a more comfortable and tranquil rhythm.She fell in love with photography, she fell in love with travel, and became more and more Buddhist about running the company.Last year, she drove alone through National Highway 318, which many people yearn for, and then walked 219 again, leaving a lot of photos of beautiful scenery and food in the circle of friends who have never taken selfies.She plans to spend more time going north next year, and it doesn't matter where she goes, as long as she's on the road.Marriage, love, this kind of thing, in her mind has slowly become a dispensable concept, parents in recent years more and more anxious about the urge to marry is a trouble, but she still likes freedom more.She plans to go south after her thirtieth birthday, slowly walking through the great mountains and rivers of the motherland, maybe she can go to all parts of the world to see, she looks forward to the beauty she has never seen, the whole picture of the world, the ordinary, the amazing, the roads, the lakes, the mountains and the sea.She wants to keep it all in the camera, and when she gets old, take out the photo album and slowly reminisce.Because she never met the right, right person, she likes to be alone.At the age of twenty-nine, Bai Xiaobai is still stunning and exquisite.But her life has slowly changed from blooming to a state of imminent precipitation.The cold temperament on her body is gradually disappearing little by little, replaced by the elegance of a woman, and the reserve from the bones.She skillfully keeps a distance from everyone, that is a kind of reserved real proportion, not far away, not close, at a safe distance, she can passively become friends with anyone, but she will not let anyone really get close to herself.Li Xiaohei is the first person Bai Xiaobai meets who he wants to take the initiative to contact.Because of this inexplicable affection and familiarity, the initiative she showed made her feel a little flustered and unfamiliar.The reserve seems to have been broken unconsciously.There is also a confusion in the sense of proportion.It's all a little inexplicable.When she was twenty-nine years old, on an ordinary and ordinary day, she met a man who looked extremely miserable, and then in her various performances, Bai Xiaobai saw a somewhat strange self.She couldn't help but want to give the other person a piece of candy.It's just because Li Xiaohei said that life is too hard.She didn't even distinguish between the so-called too bitterness in Li Xiaohei's words, whether it was the complaint of the loser, or whether it was really the case."
Sugar?"
Li Xiaohei shook his head: "I don't want sugar, if I can, I want to drink." ”"Here..."
Bai Xiaobai looked at the surrounding noodle restaurants.The small noodle restaurant around the school is not large, very clean, and has regular business hours, so it is obviously not a place to drink.As for going to the bar...
Bai Xiaobai had never been to that place at all."
Why don't you go to my house?"
In the case that she herself was not mentally prepared, she subconsciously made a somewhat unbelievable suggestion.As soon as these words came out, Bai Xiaobai, who realized how outrageous the content was, suddenly blushed, she only felt that her reserve and proportions were constantly collapsing at an unprecedented speed, she thought she was crazy, and what was even more outrageous was that until now, she didn't feel that there was anything wrong with inviting Li Xiaohei to her house for a drink, what she subconsciously thought was that after she made such a frivolous suggestion, would the other party think that she was very."
I...
No...
I didn't mean that. ”Bai Xiaobai was a little distracted, she didn't know where she felt about her proportions, this inexplicable misalignment and panic made her feel an unprecedented novel experience at the same time."
I see what you mean."
Li Xiaohei looked at her in a daze, this is his fiancée in his previous life, what kind of person she is, of course he knows very well, he even knows even better about the home that he has not been to in this life, Bai Xiaobai.He missed the smell, the pale blue mattress in the bedroom, and even the bed that was still sturdy and didn't creak.Bai Xiaobai bit her lip, she instinctively wanted to ask Li Xiaohei if you want to go, but when the words came to her mouth, the last reason still made her restrain herself.But after the atmosphere was interrupted, there was some awkwardness between the two."
Is it convenient?"
Li Xiaohei's gaze shifted slightly: "I mean...
Go to your house...""
Nothing inconvenient."
Bai Xiaobai shook his head: "I usually live with my parents, but I bought the house downstairs from my parents, but I don't go over much, but occasionally, I will...
Well...
Going?
”"Okay, okay."
Li Xiaohei stammered.Today's harvest has been unimaginable, he came here, originally just to see his mentor and fiancée in his previous life, but now, not only is he sitting at a table with his fiancée to eat noodles, and next, he is even going to her house to drink."
Then I'll go buy wine."
Bai Xiaobai stood up.Li Xiaohei also stood up.My knees still hurt a little, but if you walk slowly, you can move at all.Bai Xiaobai naturally supported him.At this moment, perhaps even she herself did not realize that since she had grown up, this was the first time she had such a level of contact with a person of the opposite sex besides her father, and she herself did not reject it."
Your injury..."
Bai Xiaobai pursed his lips and glanced at Li Xiaohei."
It's fine."
Li Xiaohei said: "It's just a fall, I can walk by myself." ”Bai Xiaobai didn't say anything anymore, just held his hand and tightened slightly.The two of them bought some cooked food and side dishes near the school, and then bought wine in the small supermarket, and bought some liquor and beer at a medium price, and paid for nothing.It's just that at the final checkout, Li Xiaohei took three more bottles of orange juice, and then took out the few dollars left in his pocket.Bai Xiaobai's face turned red again, she wanted to say that she could also drink some wine, but she felt that this kind of rhetoric and even behavior was too unreserved, she looked at the few yuan that Li Xiaohei took out, silently made up the difference, and the two walked along the school and walked into the residential area again.Elevator up.Bai Xiaobai, who took a man home for the first time, looked at the numbers changed in the elevator, surprisingly no longer nervous, and his mentality gradually calmed down.Bai Xiaobai, who lives with his parents, rarely goes back to his home, but his home is very clean, the house is not big, and the three-bedroom apartment of more than 90 square meters is very warmly furnished.Li Xiaohei, who had a knee injury, sat at the dining table, carefully and almost greedily sniffing the smell of this home.Bai Xiaobai, who took off his coat and didn't have time to change his clothes, was busy packing the wine and food he bought back with plates and cups, and his soft and perfect body curves kept dangling in front of Li Xiaohei."
You drink, I drink orange juice."
Bai Xiaobai put everything on the table, raised the cup and touched it with Li Xiaohei.She squinted her eyes slightly, with a smile: "You are not allowed to get drunk, so there is no excuse for drunkenness, I am a black belt in taekwondo, so...
Hmph...""
I don't have any other ideas."
Li Xiaohei shook his head with a smile and took a sip of wine: "Today, thank you...
Your noodles, your wine...""
It's all trivial."
Bai Xiaobai was eating peanuts, she was a little uncomfortable at first when she drank with a man for the first time, but the familiar feeling in her heart continued to increase her favorability, she held her face with one hand, and looked at the other party's face in her sight, although it was dark but still handsome, at least pleasing to the eye: "You seem to be encountering some difficulties now, can you tell me about it?"
”She was cautious in her wording, trying not to sting Li Xiaohei's self-esteem: "I mean...
Well...
I don't know why, but the first time I saw you, it felt familiar, and...
And your name, I like it too, little white and little black...
It's very fateful, so...
I mean, everybody has some difficulties, but difficulties are temporary, there is no need to be discouraged, if you don't think I'm abrupt, we can be friends, friends, we can help each other.I may not be able to help much, but I'm willing to give it a try, don't you think?
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”Li Xiaohei silently picked up his wine glass and took a sip of wine.He is actually not good at drinking, no matter in his past life or present life, so after two sips of wine, he is already red-faced.He looked at the appetizers on the table and laughed for a long time.Bai Xiaobai looked at him quietly.The laughter didn't make her feel uneasy, and she could hear a thick desolation in it."
You can't help me."
Li Xiaohei said softly, his voice was very slow, but he was extremely determined."
If it's really a friend, as long as you have the heart, you can at least help a little."
Bai Xiaobai's voice was soft: "But if you don't want to say it, it's refusing to help, I can't help, and you refusing me to help, it's two different things, right?"
”"Actually..."
Li Xiaohei pondered, "I quite agree with what you just said." ”"Which sentence?"
Bai Xiaobai was a little puzzled."
It's a lifetime of difficulty, it's true."
Li Xiaohei said seriously."
I'm talking about a time, not a lifetime."
Bai Xiaobai was a little speechless, watching Li Xiaohei pick up the wine glass again, she also picked up the orange juice and took a sip, and then continued to eat peanuts.Li Xiaohei took a piece of pig ear and put it in his mouth to swallow, and took another big sip of wine.His eyes were already in a trance: "But for me, it makes no difference, it's a lifetime...
I...
You—" He shook his head, as if he didn't know what to say.Today's intersection was just an accident.And on the other side is self-????????????????
Fiancée from a previous life.He is willing to say everything he can say, and no trace will be left anyway."
Hello?"
Bai Xiaobai screamed."
Huh?"
Li Xiaohei looked at him with a somewhat confused look."
You're so decadent, you're not a man at all, I can't think of anything that would make a man describe his situation in despair, and I don't know what experience would make people say that difficulty is a lifetime.I can help you, but if you don't change your mentality, what use can others help?
”"You don't believe me, do you?"
Li Xiaohei smiled."
You didn't say anything, how can I believe it?"
Bai Xiaobai was a little dissatisfied."
Actually, there is a way to prove that what I said is true..."
Li Xiaohei's tone was a little confused: "For example, if you stand up now, leave the house, and then go downstairs for a turn, and then come up, you probably know." ”Bai Xiaobai looked at Li Xiaohei in a daze, and after a while, she nodded: "I understand, you deliberately broke me away because you wanted to steal something, right?"
”"Not so."
Li Xiaohei couldn't laugh or cry."
Mysterious."
Bai Xiaobai snorted, stood up and said, "Then I'll cooperate with you, go downstairs and come up again, just go." ”She pulled out her chair and walked to the door.When passing by Li Xiaohei's side, Li Xiaohei suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed Bai Xiaobai's palm: "Don't go." ”He wanted Bai Xiaobai to verify something.But countless examples in the past have proved one thing, that is, Bai Xiaobai can't verify anything.He is very grateful for today's accident, and he also cherishes the present time, and does not want this beautiful accident to become a dream bubble in a short period of time."
You...
I...
I'm a black belt in taekwondo, and I'm amazing!
”Bai Xiaobai was a little panicked, looked at Li Xiaohei, and struggled slightly.Li Xiaohei subconsciously let go of the woman's hand and shook his head violently: "Don't go, I was joking just now." ”"I'm going to go."
Bai Xiaobai glanced at Li Xiaohei a little provocatively: "I want to see what you want to do." ”She bypassed Li Xiaohei's side and walked out of the door, which was closed.The restaurant was quiet again.Li Xiaohei jerked out the wine in the glass, sat on the chair in a daze, and let the alcohol impact his reason, his eyes gradually dimmed, and the light became less and less.He knew what the result would be when Bai Xiaobai went out of the door, but he couldn't stop it.Minutes and seconds passed.Three minutes later, the door was opened.Bai Xiaobai walked in and closed the door again.She walked into the restaurant, stood in front of Li Xiaohei, and looked at her with some curiosity: "I went downstairs and came up again, and then what?"
”Li Xiaohei looked at Bai Xiaobai a little blankly, and couldn't react at all for a while, and subconsciously asked the question: "Why did you come back?"
”"Is this my house okay, why can't I come back?"
Bai Xiaobai sat down in front of Li Xiaohei again."
No...
Wrong...
No..."
Li Xiaohei muttered to himself: "How is this possible...
How could you possibly come back?
”Bai Xiaobai glanced at him: "Did you drink too much?"
”Li Xiaohei raised his head and looked at her directly, stretched out his finger and pointed at his nose: "Do you remember my name?"
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”"Do you think I'm an idiot or have amnesia?
Li Xiaohei?
”Bai Xiaobai glared at him."
But...
How is it possible..."
Li Xiaohei leaned back in his chair and muttered to himself, "You have already gone downstairs, how can you come back?"
”Bai Xiaobai became more and more speechless: "Yes, I'm going downstairs, but if I don't come back, where should I go?"
”Li Xiaohei hesitated, looked at her, and said with a wry smile: "You said that you live with your parents, that is to say, you rarely go back here, even if you enter the elevator, you will subconsciously press to the upper floor."
So under normal circumstances, you should go straight to your parents' house after you go downstairs just now. ”"What about you?
You're a big living person, and I'm going to leave you here?
Do you call this normal?
”Bai Xiaobai couldn't understand it.Li Xiaohei took a deep breath and said quietly: "Yes, under normal circumstances, you won't remember me at all." ”As he spoke, there was only calmness, or rather, numbness.Ten years after being reborn, he is not a fool for some phenomena, he has long been aware of them, but he can't say it.Because it's useless to say it.No matter what he says, how many times he says it, no one who hears it will believe it, and he will soon forget it.This is fate, after being reborn, he does not recognize it, but he has to admit it.