Remarks It's over, well, it's over.
The stumbling first book finally came to an end today.
I have imagined countless times how I will feel when this book ends, but now it seems that I only feel calm and an inexplicable smile for some reason.
I don't know how to evaluate this book, whether it is a success or a failure.
Although his grades are indeed so bad that I can only smile bitterly, he is like my child, and every word is drawn by me.
And, he is my first "child".
Just think that I don't want to admit that he failed, hahahaha Looking back on the first pen, this book has been written for a year.
And too many things happened this year, from the dismal ending after it was released to the sudden departure of the editor-in-chief, to the messy events at the time of graduation.
Too many things distracted my energy, and slowly from one day to the next From two updates to one update a day, and then to one update a day, it could not be maintained until the final update was discontinued.
In fact, sometimes I ask myself, is it still necessary to persist?
Why not just give up or start over with a new pen name?
Sometimes it takes courage to give up, but I admit, I don’t have the courage.
I am not willing to accept it, yes, I am not willing to accept it.
It’s not that I’m unwilling because of the dismal results, it’s because I have the persistence and commitment to finish writing.
I have an unshirkable responsibility for the dismal performance of this book.
In fact, I failed to do a good job in the original intention.
Slowly, the abnormal intention led the entire rhythm towards the unknown and out of control.
Moreover, the pattern of the environment also restricted the overall development, which made my subsequent writing extremely constrained, and many plots could not be developed.
However, when I realized this problem, I could no longer look back.
Even so, I still have to keep writing.
Not only do I have to write, but I also have to write with all my heart.
I wrote and deleted, deleted and wrote.
In many cases, it wasn’t actually a break, but that I overturned the previous content and re-wrote it.
To this day, in my archive, there are still useless chapters with nearly 100,000 words, which I once wrote.
Yes, but was abandoned by me.
This is not only my responsibility to myself, but also an explanation to the readers who like this book.
I told Manduo that I would definitely finish it, even if you are the only one reading it, I would definitely finish it, and today my promise came true.
When I saw that the number of background subscriptions could still remain above 10 people, I told myself that you still have these people who have been supporting you and they are waiting for you to write.
At your end, you cannot stop.
Once Stop, you'll be sorry for them Yes, if I stop, I will be sorry for you.
I don’t want to live up to anyone’s expectations.
This is my code of conduct, even if there is no need to persist in this matter.
It is you who give me the strength to persevere, the source of support for my efforts every cold winter night and every hot summer night.
There is also the strong hand of the editor who led me to the path of online writing.
Although he has left now, I have never forgotten my promise to him.
After the dismal launch, I asked you if I still needed to persevere.
You told me that the most important thing for a newbie is to practice.
Only by continuing to write can you accumulate more experience.
Failure may be a good thing, it can make you understand the problem more clearly.
You said you should try to write a million words.
I said yes, even if I can't live up to Brother Lieshou's many recommendations, I will definitely finish the book for a million dollars.
Maybe you just laughed at it, thinking that you were like many other authors who had the same commitment and finally gave up, but I didn't, and I won't.
You don't know the huge impact your leaving had on me.
Yes, I didn't get any recommendations after that, but I am very self-aware.
In fact, the performance of this book does not deserve to be recommended.
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It is precisely for this reason that I am grateful that you are willing to help me, a newcomer with no foundation.
Today this book comes to an end, one million words, which is my promise to you and to myself.
Although you don’t care about me, who is inconspicuous among your many writers, and you are not here now, I am still grateful for your help.
Without you, I would not have the courage to embark on this road of pursuing my dream.
Thanks to the dozen readers who have been silently supporting me, especially to Manduo.
You don’t know how much support you give me with every message and expression.
I really can’t imagine this book without it.
Without you, how will it end?
Or maybe, the pen name Lu Ji will never be seen again here.
Well, having said so much, it’s time to end.
Lu Ji has nothing to say, I just hope that in the next book, I will still have such supportive readers.
The next book will have a completely different tone, a completely different style, and a completely different world.
It will be a story that Lu Ji has conceived for half a year.
An author who refuses to admit defeat will cry out with all his strength.
Thanks again to those who have always supported me, Lu Ji, thank you above.
To be continued
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