Do you want to understand the meaning of life?
yes/no】。
——no。"
Personally, there are some things that are incredibly stupid from the start, like what we're doing now; Our purpose in itself is to escape from this ridiculous fate, because everyone knows how bad it is, and what is the result?
But in the middle of the action, we deliberately transfer it to others, so it seems that we are no different from the 'wicked', do you understand?
”When Anasta and Hiiragi Hiiragi went out with some of the members of the team, the black young man who stayed inside the base came to the room where the wounded were resting, and he sat on the chair next to the bed and talked to the other party while smoothing the fruit.The wounded man lying on top of the bed glanced at the person beside the bed, and the bandages that had been wrapped around him had been removed a lot, and he would soon be able to move freely."
Tamar, are you denying what we're doing now?
But what other ways do you solve the problem besides this method?
Maybe there are really no evil bastards in the world, but the question is who can give them the happiness they have never obtained?
”Because there is no happiness, because there is a problem, so they will think about taking it, snatching what does not belong to themselves into their own hands, even if it is at the expense of the interests of others.The black-haired young man known as 'Tamar' did not stop shaving the fruit, and he also explained his companion's response."
I'm not denying what you've done, I just don't agree with the correctness of it; The world is very extreme, either all 'wrong' or all 'right', there is no such thing as half of the way, after all, real life is not a scientific experiment, so for us who are involved in the task, there is only one correct result of the 'Schrödinger equation'. ”"What are you talking about......
I didn't go to college like you did. ”"No, it has nothing to do with whether you have a degree or not, it's just part of the joke I read on the internet; In short, the 'Schrödinger equation' says 'uncertain', that is, there is no clear definition, but in reality, there is only one result, isn't it?
”"Yes......
Either we win, or they win, and the win-win ending is nothing more than a beautiful illusion. ”It was in this way that the black-haired young man named 'Tamar' temporarily stopped speaking, and he cut the peeled apple into pieces and delivered it to the wounded.When he saw the apple in front of him, he didn't taste it immediately with a bandage on his face.Since there was no movement, Tamari looked at the apple, then at his companion, and then said in a somewhat mocking tone, "I'm sorry, but I won't make the apple into a rabbit, or will I let the other female members take care of you?"
”"I'm not interested in women, and it's not for that reason.""
Sorry again, I'm personally interested in the opposite sex, so what's your reason?
Could it be that the wound has opened because of the reason you stopped?
”Shaking his head, the wounded man finally picked up a piece of apple with a toothpick, put it in his mouth, and lay back on the bed again, and then explained the reason."
When I saw Apple, I wondered if I had made a mistake at that time......
As you did before, it's a standard process to remove the skin of the apple, then cut it into pieces and dig out the core. ”"Yes, but in the eyes of experts, the skin is very nutritious, and the polyphenol content is about 25 times that of the pulp, but for us it is more delicious to eat without the skin."
After Tatari finished speaking, he ate another piece, staring at the injured person, and urging the other party to continue.The sweet and sour taste of apples spread in his mouth, and the wounded man, who had exhaled heavily, spoke again."
Process......
I didn't follow the process when I was fighting the guy called Frieza; To put it bluntly, I panicked at that time, because the enemy was very strong, so I subconsciously put myself on the weak side, thinking only about how to escape, not how to defeat the other party. ”"There is no place for self-blame for the results of instinct, not to mention that instinct is a mechanism to protect oneself, even if some people always say 'control instinct', but they don't know how useful instinct is when their lives are in danger."
Tamari brought the plate with the apples to the other party again."
What's more, aren't you the one who survived now because instinct made you escape?
In that case, there is nothing to worry about, and the result of living is correct. ”"But......
I thought about it, and if I fought Frieza seriously, I would have at least a little chance of victory, instead of running away so embarrassed. ”"I've met Frieza before, and I'm sure you all know that Frieza was chasing your aura at that time, trying to kill you.""
I know this, maybe it's because I have exchanged a lot of skills......
In order to make himself stronger, he gambled on luck and drew a lot of powerful skills, but it was difficult to use them at the same time, which required strong enough mental power. ”It was for the above reasons that he was unable to use all his strength in battle.The wounded man understands his own shortcomings, and this weakness is also one of the sources of his failure to defeat the other party and only know how to escape.Seeing through the thoughts of the injured person, Ta clapped his hands gently, and with a smile on his face, he began to wipe his hands with wet tissues, and then said, "I used to be a weakling, an out-and-out weakling, of course......
At this point, I don't have enough power to be useful in these missions. ”"No......
No, Ta, you're not weak, it's just not time yet. ”"Not then?
Don't comfort me, my abilities are just consumables, so it's not 'it's not time yet', it's 'I'm not doing anything at all' and I'm on standby. ”"At least you drove Frieza away before.""
Well~ At that time, I was also worried that I would be killed if I didn't say the right thing, but fortunately, that guy Frieza was a little rational, not as 'monster' as he looked."
With that, Tamar decided to continue with what he had just said."
I'm weak, so I want to find a way to become stronger, in other words, it's a bit like 'finding the meaning of life', but I'm not interested in 'the meaning of life', after all, no matter what kind of life, there will be bad things that are difficult to accept.""
What are you talking about......"
The wounded man lying on the bed could not understand, and in his eyes, the person in front of him was just saying something incoherent.Tatari is not angry at his peers' incomprehension, because he knows that there are many people who can't understand him.This sentence may sound a bit arrogant and withdrawn, but Tamar does not need too much understanding from others, and just wants to maintain a relationship with a certain distance, so that it is easy to separate in the future and reduce the influence of outsiders."
It's easy to understand, I rejected the 'meaningful life', that thing is bullshit to me, worthless.""
So what do you want?""
What do you want?
This question is as problematic as the one I just had, and I've already got a part of what I wanted, you know?
I found a way to become stronger, but someone became my way. ”"Other mission participants......"
Tamar stood up from his position with a look of affirmation in his eyes.He intended to leave and did not continue to disturb the wounded man's thoughts."
Actually, the world is like a desert island right now, right?"
Hearing the wounded's speech, Tamar, who was about to turn around, stopped, staring thoughtfully at the leather shoes he was wearing.Followed by......
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Tamari sat back in his original position, mimicking the gesture and bringing the plate to the wounded.When the injured man reached for the apple, Tatari said, "Indeed, this world is like a desert island, and if you add a shrinking safe zone, it will become a survival game; In this desert island with limited scope and limited resources, both we outsiders and aborigines are trying to find ways to keep ourselves alive, so ......
Snatching became the most efficient behavior. ”Saying this, Tamari thinks that kind of action is not reasonable, but it is necessary."
We're going to rob the ordinary people of this world of life, and we're going to rob the future of the other mission participants until we don't need them anymore, right?
My friend. ”Speaking of which, Tamari eats up the last piece of apple.Tamar, who was sorry for this move, tried to cut the second one, but the injured person refused."
Tatar, even if you win, your desire won't go away......," coughed the injured man who looked out the window."
I trust Boss Anasta, but sometimes her actions are too risky and tend to cause a lot of anger.""
What do you think?""
Nothing special, if you can......
I hope to be able to take out a powerful enemy and reduce the pressure on everyone, even if it is the same death. ”"Frieza for example?""
Perhaps......"
The wounded man could not give an accurate answer, because he was not sure, and the strength of the enemy was not something that could be defeated by victory."
In that case, I will support you, even if it is not time, I will support you.""
Thank you......"
"It's just that I don't think the success rate is high."
Ta's words are very realistic, after all, neither of them is the main force in the team, and the real main force is those members who can carry out skill associations.Those members are not strong on their own, but once they cooperate, it is like adding fuel to the fire, and they can burn even more.Hurried footsteps sounded, there was a knock on the door of the room, and Tatar, who knew that something was unusual, walked outside."
You have a good rest, I'll take a look.""
Call me ...... if there is a problem" "If there is a problem that needs to be called to you, I believe it must be troublesome."
Tatari didn't continue to talk nonsense, he opened the door and walked outside.Arriving in the hallway, Tamari was relaxed, and after talking to his friends in the team, he relieved a lot of stress.They all don't think they're an important role, but that's why they have to be serious and do their best.When the strong are advancing, the weak have to run as hard as they can."
Brother Ta, the members of the various patrol units have not responded, it should have been every two minutes, but now it has exceeded that time.""
Everyone?""
Yes."
Although Anasta, who is currently the leader, went out with Shichiki Hiiragi and some of the fighters went to kill the soldiers, there were still a group of people who stayed in the stronghold to rest, after all, they had fought with the army before, and the raid on the meeting at that time caused heavy casualties, so they still had to wait for the wounded to recover.There are indeed people in the team who have healing abilities, but they can't heal all of them because of their low level and lack of magic power, so they need to rest enough to complete the next battle.According to Anasta's plan, the crowd will cause conflicts in the world, so that the powerful countries in the world will send troops over, and once there are more and stronger troops to disrupt the situation, I believe that those who participate in the mission can also be contained.But if you find out now, it will be very troublesome.So ......
"arranged for all the staff to start retreating. ”"Don't you need to ask Sister Anasta about it?""
I can call the shots as a proxy after she's gone, so don't waste time, if the enemy does find it, you'll have to leave."
At least for now, there is no need to confront them head-on."
I'll ask you again, is it all missing?""
Yes, we've been in contact a few times, but there's no response.""
Those patrol officers are all a group of three troops, theoretically speaking, they will not be solved so simply......
"In addition to retreating, someone needs to break off."
However, the person who is cut off has a high chance of becoming a victim......
"The tricky person who comes to the door, no matter who believes in it, has enough strength." ”What to do......
Looking at the members of the troop who had moved into action, Tamari pushed open the door that had just been closed.The wooden gate made a crumbling sound due to the previous earthquake and the fact that it was being pushed open vigorously, but fortunately it did not fall."
I'm leaving."
In the face of Tamary's sudden speech, the injured person who sat up slowly did not understand a little, after all, everyone was talking about other things a moment ago.Tatar, who didn't ask for the other party's understanding, continued, "I may need your command next, so give me a quick time and change my clothes." ”"You don't need to say it......
I'll get up right away, too. ”"I'll take a look outside.""
There are enemies?""
The odds are high."
Tamari took a moment to look outside."
Sister Anasta said that I don't need to use my abilities now, but I think it's time now, like me, who is usually weak, I really want to become strong at this time, and become a hero......"
"Ta ......"
"I will find a way to take one person."
Saying this, Tatari had a confident expression."
Let's try to take a step towards victory."