The outside world gets noisy.The sound of ticking rain replaced the non-stop music and cheers, and the occasional thunderbolt ran through the night sky like a cathartic outrage.The bar's windows were battered by the rain, and the rhythmless sound almost overshadowed the gentle, melodious saxophone performances.Listening to the sound of the torrential rain, most of the customers who remained in the store at this time were reluctant to go back, or wanted to continue drinking with friends, but they were affected by the sudden rainstorm and showed impatient expressions.Luckily, the bar manager was clever enough to let the saxophonists go to rest, then turned on the music through the bar and raised the jazz sound just enough to outweigh the noise of the rain.Later, the clerks also closed some of the windows according to the manager's instructions, leaving only the windows on the east and west sides of the bar, which can also reduce the noise a lot.These practices have been very effective, and the expressions of the customers who have been disturbed by the heavy rain have changed, and they have once again focused their attention on conversations with friends and lovers.They don't care about the outside world, they just hope that their little world will not be disturbed now.Sitting on the far left side of the bar, one of the guests, Gascoll, was shaking his glass, which made the ice cubes sway at the bottom of the glass, making a crisp crashing sound.Gascoll, who quickly stopped his movements, drank it down, and the stimulation of the alcohol lifted his spirits, but his brain also experienced a momentary dizziness.Gascoll thinks he's a good drinker, after all, he's been exercising since he was a kid.When he was a student, his father used to say that 'everyone who drinks is stupid', and thanks to this, he will do the opposite.He didn't know if drinking would make him stupid, but Gascoll was sure that drinking would reduce stress.When I was a child, I drank it just because I was rebellious, but when I grew up, I found that there was no object of rebellion, so I could only use it to relieve my sorrows and temporarily indulge in a world that I thought was good.What good is it to deceive yourself?
Gascoll asked himself inwardly and asked the manager for another drink.The store manager, who was fiddling with the remote control and debugging it, immediately took out a bottle of wine that was filled with the wine that Gasco was going to drink, and there was less than half of it left."
This gentleman, if you finish drinking this bottle, it will be the third bottle, excessive drinking is not good for your health, please ......"
"I have the money, and I won't make trouble in your store, don't worry."
Gascoll was conscious, he knew what he was doing and what he was saying."
It's not about money......
This is the last bottle, please ask your family to come over after drinking, after all, it is not good for a drinker to go out in this weather. ”Speaking of which, the store manager made a new proposal."
There's a hotel nearby, I can ask my clerk to drop you off, is that okay?""
I'm actually renting a hotel at that hotel, and I'll go back then.""
I see, I see......
If I have any questions, I can contact the person in charge of the hotel there, because I have been friends with the store manager for a long time, and we used to deflate the tires of the teacher's car together. ”After the store manager finished speaking, he operated the remote control again, and it took a while for the screen to be called up.Gascol, who had been drinking directly from the bottle, put down the bottle, and his dizziness increased, and he asked the store manager not far away."
Manager, do you regret what you did before?"
This kind of sudden problem must be bothersome......
Gascoll was also amused by his words and actions, even though he was already an adult, he still wanted to get answers from others.Is it really my own lack of ability?
The manager at the bar thought for a moment about this question, and then he gave a serious answer."
There are definitely regrets, but I think everyone lives with regrets, after all, those things are the choices we made; That's what it means......
The choices of the past create the present, and I'm sure you've seen a lot of these arguments. ”"That's right, what past, what is now, many people like to use the same tone to explain things completely different from themselves, in my opinion, that is not understanding, but an irresponsible statement."
Why do some people think that those famous sayings can be used on anyone?
The great man who said those words went through an ordeal that most people did not go through before he understood the meaning of those words and said them.Isn't it ridiculous to think that you understand the meaning without experiencing it?
Isn't it inappropriate to take them as one's own creed?
Gascoll pondered these questions, and he thought that he had become a troublemaker who liked to pick thorns and make trouble, and his intention was to find the irrationality in the rationality, and then tear it all out and spread it out in front of the world, telling them that it was his own discovery.What about the truth?
Do you want to prove yourself right, or do you want to highlight the mistakes of others?
I don't know, I don't understand, I just thought of that explanation.After another sip of wine, Gascoll felt like he had become timid.Previously, Gascoll had been fighting alone, as his family was completely shattered after he entered high school.However, at that time, Gascoll did not feel much shock, perhaps because he had already joined the relationship with the bad group, so he was not bothered.It wasn't until I heard the news of the funeral from my loved ones that I realized that I had become alone.As a result, he did not go that day, but had a confrontation with another gang, and when he came back to his senses, he found that his face was covered in blood, and he was lying in the open space of the park with a group of people gasping for breath.Then Gascoll got up, fled the scene, and slept under the bridge for the night, and he can still recall the cold of that night.Looking back, when did you start doing something wrong?
The collapse of the family, the failure of school, and the later funeral and work problems all seemed to be disrupted circuits, and the streets ahead were dark and unlit.That was Gascore's life in the past.So he decided to let himself grow, but in the end he found that he still had a timidity that could not be changed.Lydia shouldn't have been on her team at that time, so she might be able to avoid this mission and win other matches in another way.At this moment, Gascoll wants Lydia to live, this relationship is different from love, and it is not friendship, in his opinion......
It's just selfish.It's just cowardice.Because I am afraid of being left behind, I simply leave others behind."
It's really not growing......"
Gascoll relied on his own strength before, but when he faced a strong enemy, he found that it was not so smooth.Is the ability to undo it indefinitely?
No, it just proved that he didn't have a chance to win, that he didn't have to do better.In that case, the first person who might be affected around was Lydia.Thinking like this, Gascoll thought of Gu Wu and them again.Those young men were enemies, but now they are companions and possibly saviors.In the previous battles, they seemed to trust their companions and didn't think they would lose the mission.Of course, Gascoll wasn't complaining about Lydiar's weakness, he just wanted to know the secret of that trust.The young man named Gu Wu, where did his belief in his companions come from?
At this time, Gasco drank all the wine in the bottle, and he wanted to get another bottle, but the store manager was the first to talk to him."
Sir, have you ever heard of 'hypersonia'?""
That's ......"
"It's 'narcolepsy', and it's also my wife's condition, and in severe cases, she even falls asleep on the zebra crossing."
That's dangerous."
I was worried about her, so I quit my job at that time and accompanied her around the clock to do all kinds of things until she filed for divorce.""
You're divorced?""
We divorced ten years ago, and now it's nine years since she died.""
The reason for her divorce is that she doesn't want to trouble you?"
Gascoll is not an idiot, he can certainly see the truth of certain things.The manager who was asked nodded."
Although she uses the amazing statement of 'I cheated', she likes to touch her knees with both hands every time she lies, or she deliberately hangs the corners of her eyes and makes a very angry appearance."
The store manager laughed, presumably recalling the old scene."
I knew what she was thinking, and I didn't want to burden her, so I agreed."
The store manager made another statement: "Of course, I just wanted to fulfill her wishes, so I proposed to her again the day after the divorce." ”"What a strange guy.""
Yes, that's what my relatives and friends have described me, and I think I'm a fool and don't know what she wants."
The store manager let out a sigh, "At that time, she didn't agree, which is a normal thing, after all, no woman will agree to her ex-husband's proposal on the second day of divorce, right?"
Of course, I didn't give up, and her illness was very stubborn, and there was no sign of recovery despite the doctor's advice. ”Narcolepsy may not sound dangerous, but it can actually have a big impact on your life.In addition, it can cause a car accident due to cataplexy, and in more serious cases, it will become 'sleep paralysis', and it will be unable to move like a vegetative person at that time."
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That day......
She fell down the stairs because of her illness. ”"......"
"Finally I learned that she fell because she wanted to get the roses I had given her."
The store manager showed a helpless expression."
So I quit my job again to make ends meet, but that time I ......," the manager continued, and an argument broke out in the bar.Two men are pestering a woman."
Hey!
We've had a lot of drinks!!
”"Do you hear that?!
Stinky woman!
”The short-haired woman who was caught immediately responded, "You forced it yourself, my job is just to chat with you." ”"Don't pretend!
It's just a sell......
"Smack!"
The woman slapped the man in the face and was thrown on top of his seat.One of the men smashed the bottle, wielding a sharp point, and the customers around him did not come up to help, they all knew they had to take the risk."
That's enough, you two."
The store manager was calling the police, but at this moment Gascoll stood up."
It looks like an incompetent subordinate.""
Nosy?
Want to try it?!
”Gascoll pointed to the back door."
You can only let go when you go out."
The two men agreed, and walked out with Gascol.It's really refreshing.When Gasco opened the door, there was an alley outside, and because there were buildings nearby, it sheltered from the direct impact of the rainstorm, but it was still wet all around.As soon as Gascol, who was walking in front, wanted to speak, he had a feeling of vomiting, was he drinking too much?"
Idiot!
I'm on it first!!
”Gascoll, who was curled up, was kicked from behind by a man, and he threw himself on the ground in front of him, wet with mud and water."
I'll do it too!!"
The second kicked him from the side, and Gascoll was kicked in the abdomen, slamming the whole person into the bottles that were piled up near the wall.The pain and vomiting made Gascoll a little dizzy."
What!
Just a drunk?!
”"Damn it!
The woman must have run away!
Go somewhere else and have some fun!
”"No problem!
But let's talk about it again!
”His left hand was trampled, his leg was kicked twice, and then his back was also trampled, Gascoll rolled on the ground like a sandbag, his mouth smelled of rust and mud, the palm of his left hand was also cut by the fragments of a broken wine bottle, his abdomen and legs were in severe soreness, and at the moment of dizziness, Gascoll supported himself with his arms and retched at the foot of the wall.Why not rebel?
Gascoll himself didn't know, probably hoping to sober himself up in this way, as he did at that time......
The rain was cold, and the cold enveloped his whole body, as if the tenderness of the world had been swallowed up by this rainstorm.Crackle!
It was the sound of raindrops falling on objects, this time close......
Gascoll looked up, and there was an umbrella above him."
It's embarrassing.""
You ......"
"Mr.
Gu Wu told me you were here.""
Lydia......"
"I don't know why I didn't resist, but I don't care about these problems, let's go back first."
What about going back?
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Where to go?
Gascoll was pulled up by Lydia."
I talked to them about the 'rescue plan.'"
Lydia stared at Gascol, not minding him soaking his clothes."
Mr.
Gu Wu said that this 'rescue plan' will be successful.""
En......" will succeed.Gascol made assurances on this basis."
Even if it doesn't work out......
I'll make it too. ”With an uncertain future, Gascoll made a choice.