Wang Ai's "brain-body circulation" could not go on, which was Wang Ai on the way back to London after leaving Guangzhou, specifically waking up from a sleep, looking at the lightning and thundering clouds outside the window and suddenly comprehended.Originally, he used the time to learn to think to complete the deep rest of the body, and the training competition to complete the deep rest of the brain, and this set of patterns worked well for a while.However, when he slowly realized that even the best star in the world could not really save the fate of the national football team, he thought more and more about football and used more and more energy, so that the pattern of maintaining "low-intensity thinking" in football was broken, which in turn affected his game form.After sorting out the crux of the problem, Wang Ai began to think about how to solve this problem.Wang Ai, who is a maverick in Chinese football and even in world football, has his unique advantages and his unique dilemma, and he can only solve it by himself.The plane landed at the familiar Heathrow Airport, and there was still a lot of people, many people greeted Wang Ai as if they were on the plane, and some people came forward to say a few words.When the parking lot was finally cleaned, Yan Zhu drove the car that had been stored for more than ten days to pick up Wang Ai, and the group headed for southwest London.It was noon on the 30th when Wang Ai returned, and in the afternoon he went to Cobham to report and participate in a simple training.Every international break is a headache for Chelsea, you can't help but go back, you will definitely play when you go back, and then you will be in poor shape after the game, at least you need to go back to jet lag.So today's training was very easy, Jose led everyone to run a few laps, did some maneuvers and group confrontations, and then went on vacation, and tomorrow the whole team will go to Watford to play away.According to the squad announced by Jose, Wang Ai was placed on the bench, and he allocated the places according to the game status of various international players, including Wang Ai, during this period, plus Wang Ai's previous two consecutive games of sluggish form.Conversely, Andriy Shevchenko, who broke the goal drought in the previous round, was given a start, while Frank Lampard, who did not play for the England national team in midweek, was still in the starting line-up.Wang Ai has no objection to this, even if reporters, including Jamie, are anxious about him, he still has to take the opportunity to adjust himself.That night, Wang Ai sat in front of the bedroom window, boredly refreshing his blog page, bored looking at the click-through rate and replies of the article, which had lasted for half an hour.As soon as there was a knock on the door behind her, Conse walked in with a cup of coffee and put it in Wang Ai's hand."
Didn't play a game?"
Wang Ai looked at Kangsi boredly and asked.Kangsi shook her head and glanced at Wang Ai's notebook, which was unchanged from the last time she went out: "Are you still distressed?"
”"yes!"
Wang Ai's calm expression changed, and he frowned and said helplessly: "I know where the problem is, but I don't know how to solve it." ”Kangsi nodded, leaning against Wang Ai's window with her hands behind her back, waiting for Wang Ai's narration."
I can't throw it away at school."
Wang Ai opened his fingers first: "I am a yellow race, European football has always had a huge potential risk for me, I must have a safe haven."
The state can't point to me, and even if the state helps me, it may not be worth the loss, and this is true for me and the country, so the school is a good place.If I have a controversy and get mobbed, I can shrink back into the school and no one can knock on the door. ”Conse pursed her lips and nodded."
But that's where the problem comes.I can't mix it up when I go to school, right?
At most, I am now copying the PhD program I studied in Germany in England, which saves me a lot of energy, but I must not fail the course. ”Speaking of this, Wang Ai shook his head: "You know how dazzling the aura around me is, and you also know how many people want to drill a crack, I must keep this resume intact in order to maintain my special image." ”"You seem to be very insecure."
Conse interjected suddenly.Wang Ai was dumbfounded, and then continued: "I spent a lot of time in class, and the rest of the time is indispensable for daily training, which compresses my time for other recreational activities, including going to bars with teammates, including participating in social activities, etc., in general, I use my spare time to study, and the training time can be guaranteed."
But in this way, the time is also very tight, especially the energy consumption is very large.I want to achieve more in football, and I can't do without the support of my national team.Now you have been to China many times, and you must know a lot about the problems of Chinese football. ”Speaking of this, Wang Ai took a deep breath: "The problem of Chinese football is not a black whistle of match-fixing, not corruption, or even unfavorable youth training, but an overall systemic problem.I am fortunate and unfortunate to be born in this era, which is the inevitable low tide in the development stage of the country.Luckily, I was able to stand out quickly and even wield a lot of power that I shouldn't have at my age.Unfortunately I was lonely, even my team was lonely, looking at a large group of people, in fact, back and forth.So......
"You are a warrior who slays dragons, fighting against fate. ”Constance summed it up succinctly.Wang Ai smiled: "It's so meaningful."
If I am content with the status quo, I will be able to firmly occupy the top of Chinese football, for a few years or even decades, but if I want to expand outward, it will be very difficult, but people are not reckless, great goals, and even difficult great goals can deeply inspire me.So the question now is, I'm spending so much energy on Chinese football that it's taking away from my mental state when I'm training for games, what should I do?
”"Sister Wen Jun said, you have too many things to worry about, and you can't leave any of them behind, so you are dragging a heavy car forward."
Conse raised her head and muttered, "If that's the case, there's only one way......"
The next evening, Wang Ai came to Watford with the team, changed clothes in the dressing room, and listened to Jose's final arrangement.The two-hour clash between United and Blackburn Rovers came to an end, and although Blackburn had the first goal, United then scored four goals in the second half to briefly open up a six-point gap to Chelsea.A moment later, the starters followed Jose on the field, and the substitutes also stood up one after another, and Wang Ai, who was left behind, did not hurry, but opened the satchel he was carrying, took out a booklet, sat in the empty locker room, and looked down.After flipping through a few pages, Wang Ai's eyes were glazed and motionless.Assistant coach Clark, who was also lagging behind, remained silent and waited quietly.When Wang Ai woke up five minutes later and closed the scroll, he noticed that the cover of the book read: "Tao Te Ching"!
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