Unlike the whispered cheers from the outside world, Wang Ai knew that his problem had not been solved.The road ahead after the breakthrough of both glory and technology, and the psychological burnout of long-term competition continue to weaken his interest in the green field.He can't imagine the disappointment of himself, his friends, the fans, the football world and even the country if he can't hold on one day.Because according to his own estimates, this autumn's Olympics will be another peak for him, and it is bound to produce more serious psychological problems.No matter how strong his professionalism is, will this burnout support him to play for another five years at most, and retire at the age of 26?
Even the most powerful Chen Tao and Zhao Xuri are the gang, and if they leave themselves, they will run rampant in Asia at most, and they will still be a dish in the World Cup.The fans and the country will be extremely disappointed.Sitting in the back seat of the lovely Fiat, Wang Ai looked at the moving scenery outside the window silently, with a calm expression and an indifferent gaze.Different from the excitement of bidding farewell to Lao Liu just now, Zhao Dan, who was driving, and Kang Si, who accompanied him, were silent and did not speak.As people close to Wang Ai, they clearly know what kind of psychological torment this partner and leader is facing.If you lose interest in your work, it's terrible, and it's basically concluded that you can only repeat it over and over again.For people who need to work to make a living, it may be a reluctant compromise, while Wang Ai does not need football to make a living, and there is a habit of scholars who constantly seek new changes and breakthroughs, so this kind of compromise may seem nothing to others, but it is very uncomfortable for him.They all agreed with Wang Ai's self-deprecation that "I am the disease of wealth", his situation and predicament that ordinary people cannot understand is just because others are not in his position.From teenagers to young people, every step he took dragged Chinese football to a new level, and in the indomitable advance, the banner of Chinese football also withstood the huge reaction force that his teammates and friends had never endured.After he has achieved close to the extreme in physical fitness, technique, consciousness, vision and other things at the level of pure football, psychological problems that have never been paid attention to have been swept in, making Kangsi, his only assistant, Zhao Dan and Yan Zhu, the perennial work partners, helpless.Out of respect for Wang Ai, they have not yet asked their superiors for help.If he asks for help, it cannot be ruled out that his superiors will consider sending a world champion over, but this is also a medicine with a difficult cure, it can be better or worse, and his psychological problems are extremely complicated because of his multiple identities.Obviously, with the current state of Chinese football, it is not advisable to take risks, and it is better to treat him conservatively, to watch him slowly decay, and to pray for a ray of light, than to adopt radical measures.What if?
Chinese football can't afford to lose, there is no second him.The car drove to the door of his house, and Wang Ai patted Kangsi's head before getting out of the car: "Don't worry, I'm fine." ”Kang Si bared her teeth in response, and when Wang Ai entered the house in a chic manner, she slapped the steering wheel violently: "I decided, find the big tiger for help, now she is the only one!"
”Zhao Dan, the co-pilot, pushed the car door: "I'm going to see the wiwi." ”At noon the next day, Wang Ai, who resolutely took advantage of the club, was told when he sneaked to the base for a nutritious lunch: Three days later, he entered the squad in the Italian Cup, Wang Ai nodded to Mancini's assistant to express his gratitude, and did not say much.After the afternoon training, Wang Ai slipped to the door of his house, embarrassed, and the people in the room were shouting wiwi.The mischievous kitten had been honest for a total of two hours when he came to Wang Ai's house, well, plus a few minutes, and those few minutes were the reprimands he received after accidentally scratching Kangsi.Playing between cats and cats, unless they touch the face with bare skin, the paws are not very closed, and when playing with people, they often don't understand at first, which is not good without training.But in addition, it was simply lawless, this morning when Wang Ai was going to go to the morning exercise, it and Wang Ai competed for running shoes, and Wang Ai even picked up the shoes without letting go of his "hand", and also made a terrible cry, and finally called its summoning beast - Kangsi.Finding that the two Wiwis were at war, as the assistant of the two Wiwis, Conse was in a dilemma, and the last solution was to take out another pair of sneakers, and said eloquently: "Wouldn't it be good for each of you to have a pair?"
”Wang Ai ran out in a fit of rage, hey, he ran faster than usual!
Pushing open the door, a bunch of people really surrounded the sofa, well, the sofa in the living room was also occupied by the little guy, fortunately, the physique was not big, seeing Wang Ai come back, a bunch of people turned their heads, Wang Ai unexpectedly found Xu Qinglian and her left and right protectors: Tang Peony, Liu Dingxiang."
Why are you here?
Is school about to start?
”"yes, Wiwi."
Xu Qinglian nodded calmly, but the smile in her eyes was undisguised.Wang Ai rolled his eyes: "How is it, this house is not bad, right?"
”"I've heard about it a lot of times, but I've finally seen it.However, others are quiet in the middle of noisy, but you are still in the quiet. ”Xu Qinglian said funny: "I said I live in Milan, but who would have thought that it was dozens of miles away from Milan?"
”"It's convenient."
Wang Ai sat on the sofa with his butt and looked down at Iwi staring at him, Wang Ai immediately got started, Wiwi meowed up and fought with Wang Ai's left hand."
Beware of wiwi biting you.""
It's over, isn't it?"
Wang Ai looked down and rubbed his fingers against the kitten holding his palm to make various attack movements: "It's still sensible, and it knows that I'm playing with it."
Besides, cats are not stupid, they are so much different, I really want to think that I came to the real place, and I ran away early. ”After laughing for a while, Xu Qinglian didn't tell Wang Ai that she was supposed to come in two days, and it was Kangsi who told her.After dinner, Wang Ai led Xu Qinglian to the third floor and visited the new study and bedroom, which was much more luxurious than Cobham's in terms of furnishings.It's not that Wang Ai is extravagant, but that the Italian art style is like this, even the cheap products taste better than those in England, and the previous owners still left something behind."
How many days can I stay this time?"
Wang Ai sat on the chair in front of the desk in the bedroom, looking at Xu Qinglian who was looking at him not far away."
Three or four days, school is going to start over there."
Wang Ai nodded: "Go to bed early, you still have jet lag, I'll go to the study for a while, don't wait for me at night." ”"Hey!"
Xu Qinglian shouted at Wang Ai behind her back, and when Wang Ai turned around, she approached: "You're in trouble, aren't you?"
Why didn't you tell me?
”Wang Ai frowned: "You were called by Kangsi?"
”"Don't blame her, I was supposed to be here too."
Xu Qinglian shook her head: "She is your assistant, she cares about you, you should tell me." ”Wang Ai looked at his girlfriend calmly: "You can't solve my problem, why should I block you?"
I'm just tired, but I'm not weak, and I don't need the comfort of capitalism's 'you're right'. ”Reborn at the top of football