Xu Qinglian tilted her head: "It's not from you, but from myself, it seems to be ......
Eh, if you were born again, what would I be like on another plane?
Do you remember?
”Wang Ai looked at Xu Qinglian's face, in the dappled afternoon sun, it was so dreamlike, but it was within reach.Wang Ai couldn't help but stand up and walk over and touch her face.Xu Qinglian watched silently, waited, and was touched like this, and only after a long time did she hear the man say: "At that time, I didn't have foresight, and I didn't have the perseverance I have now, so there is a huge gap between me and you, and when I met you in college, I didn't even dare to pursue you."
But you're the white moonlight of me and many of my classmates, so I've been paying attention to you.About a few years after graduating, I heard that you had become a lover for a businessman who was not very rich. ”"Lover?"
Xu Qinglian lowered her head and laughed, her face flushed with laughter: "Isn't it the junior?"
”Finding that the man was looking at her with concern, Xu Qinglian waved her hand: "I'm fine, I just want to say, if there is no you, assuming that you didn't go back to the past and knew me in elementary school, and tricked me into going home, I am still the original trajectory, then, this result is very reasonable, I will definitely do this." ”Wang Ai was a little interested: "Can you tell me what the psychological motivation is?"
”"Broken things will only get more and more broken, and they can't be put back."
Xu Qinglian still had a smile on her face, but her voice had already cooled down: "If I was sent to a pedophile home by my father, and there was such an encounter, how could you make me believe in marriage and love?"
My personality, you know, has a very tense relationship with my family, and I don't want to communicate with my family at all.In such a situation, I have no way to tell and ask for help, but to endure and flee silently, how can you make me believe in the rules of love in the world?
”"So?"
Wang Ai squatted in front of Xu Qinglian and held her hands with both hands.Xu Qinglian laughed, bent down and kissed Wang Ai: "So, I should use that way to test the boundaries of the world, just like a person in a parallel time and space, normal people fall in love and get married normally, and I am a person from the same material world and different spiritual worlds, and there is a code of conduct in my world in my world." ”"Little San's Realm?"
Xu Qinglian smiled: "Go, go back to your place, you still think what's wrong with me." ”Wang Ai returned to Xu Qinglian's opposite: "Go on, this is an interesting philosophical topic. ”Xu Qinglian thought for a while: "Adolescent time will affect a lifetime, in a sense, people after adolescence are repeated again and again in their life course and mental journey.Since I'm crooked at the root, I've deviated from this world, and I can't go back unless someone tries to pull me, even if I know intellectually what is right, what is right, but I instinctively follow the habits of my youth.That kind of imprint is profound, indelible, and will drive people to repeat themselves voluntarily and involuntarily.But one is passive, the other is active. ”Wang Ai nodded when he heard this, signaling that he understood, but Xu Qinglian didn't want to say any more: "Now I, it was you who pulled me out, and it took a lot of effort to pull me back on track." ”Wang Ai shook his head: "That's because what happened in the past didn't happen, just a sign of danger, when you faced the choice of being sent to your uncle's house by your father and going with me, a pen pal, you chose the right one, you were very brave and decisive." ”"There's another level to this."
Xu Qinglian said with a smile: "There are both external and internal reasons for the occurrence of things.My father's wrong choice was external, but my personality was internal.If I can get along with my father, I don't have to be stubborn and have to leave, if I get along with my father, my father won't know that I'm angry and send me away.So, you solved the external causes, but the internal causes are still at work, and I still have the initiative to go the wrong way. ”Seeing that Wang Ai was worried again, Xu Qinglian was happy again: "Don't worry, the two things of marriage and childbirth, and the two passes are my tempering for me, and they have completely changed me."
Some of my misfits in the past year can actually be regarded as a general outbreak of internal causes, besides......
You always coax me, my family treats me very well, always communicates with me, and I have no place to repeat the days when I was a child.And when I realize this problem, I will take the initiative to maintain this external environment, and constantly reshape and consolidate the new me. ”Wang Ai looked at her for a long time, and Xu Qinglian smiled and let him look at it, accepting the scrutiny of his soul.Under the big tree, there was a lingering and silent surge, and the sound of footsteps sounded from the side of the road, and Leonie took the phone and swayed all the way over: "Oh, you have to endure it for a few more days." ”Wang Ai and Xu Qinglian turned their heads together and glanced at the lion, and the lion grinned and didn't care: "I called just now, and I said that I would come back later." ”Wang Ellio thought for a while: "It's very thoughtful, who came?"
”Leonie sat on a wicker chair beside Wang Ai and picked up a peach from the table: "Athletics Center." ”Xu Qinglian frowned, Wang Ai blinked and asked, "Athletics Management Center?"
”"Hmm."
Leonie didn't have time to speak while eating peaches, but replied "yes" with big eyes.Wang Ai and Xu Qinglian twisted their heads back at the same time, and the two who frowned slightly looked at each other, and Xu Qinglian asked tentatively: "Asian Games?"
How many days have passed?
”Wang Ai looked at Leonie again: "Did you say anything?"
”"I didn't say it."
Leonie shook her head with the half-eaten peach and said, "It's very polite on the other side, it should be a secretary or something, right?"
I told them that their director was going to talk to Dr.
Wang Ai on the phone, and after about 20 minutes, I agreed without paying attention or thinking too much. ”Wang Ai snorted: "It's all a superior unit, not to mention such a big leader, it is interesting enough to tell me in advance and let me be prepared." ”As he was talking, Shi Wenjun, who came nearby at some point, interjected: "It should have something to do with today's newspaper, right?"
How many articles have you published in China Sports News?
”Wang Ai's eyes were blank: "I can't remember clearly, maybe five or six, right?"
”Xu Qinglian said with a smile; "Your identity as an expert in the football industry is becoming more and more solid, and in the early years, you still relied on the only doctorate identity, but now it is different."
Shi Wenjun sat opposite Leoni, leaning on the back of the chair and pressing his elbow on the armrest: "The corresponding level of the deputy minister of the youth department is the deputy department, and it is time to rise one step according to seniority after so many years."
The Steering Committee for the Development of Football Culture of the Chinese Football Association is equivalent to what you proposed, although you are only an ordinary member, everyone knows that you are the founder, and this committee should be at the department level. ”Leonie finished eating the peaches and put down the peach pit casually: "So, the leaders of the field management center in the main hall should be polite to the department-level cadres of the foot management center because they are not in charge?"
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