Su Jinchu's questioning made Wen Junning silent.After being silent for a long time, he slowly spoke: "When I woke up, my memory was actually chaotic.Mu Tingnian told me that I hurt my head in a car accident, which is why I did this.He told me that he and I had known each other for a long time, loved each other, and were married.He also showed me a lot of pictures of us together, and I was really smiling in the pictures.And the picture in the photo, I always feel familiar.At that time, I believed what he said, and I didn't think about it at all, he was re-PS the photos of me and Hongze, so that he could take Hongze's place.It took me more than a year to recover from my injuries before I came out of the hospital.He has been taking care of me considerately for the past year, so I am even more sure that what he said is true, after being discharged from the hospital, he found a man, saying that it was my brother, and he said that my name was Lu Wenjun, and I was a person with parents and brothers.It's just that my parents have passed away, but I still have my brother.I know I'm happy to have my brother, but I've always felt a little alienated and unfamiliar with him.And many times I would dream at night, dream of a strange man, dream of two children, and wake up from the dream every time.He told me that I had these dreams because of my injury, so he found a psychiatrist to give me hypnotherapy, and sure enough, my dreaming situation was much better after hypnotherapy.Gradually, I let go of my doubts and doubts, and believed in accepting him.Then we gave birth to Beibei, and I really didn't have that kind of dream.During that time......
It's a blessing!
But in this world, how can there be an eternal secret, an accident made me recall everything.If you haven't experienced it, you won't understand how painful it is when a flood of memories comes rushing together.The moment I remembered everything, I would rather die immediately than live in such humiliation. ”"I haven't been through you, but I can understand your pain."
Su Jinchu gently put his hand on the back of her hand and comforted her distressedly.Wen Junning shook his head: "You won't understand, the Gu family and I are not only my husband's home, but also my home."
Hongze and I are not only my husband, but also my relatives.But because of me, they ruined their family and killed the people I care about the most.I'm sorry for the Gu family, I'm sorry for Hongze, and I'm even more sorry for my two children. ”As he spoke, he slowly rolled up his long sleeves.On the two arms, there are several scars, shocking!"
What ...... are you" "I've killed myself, more than once.Cut my wrists, jumped into the river, rushed to the road, and once found an opportunity to run to the roof of the building and almost jumped, it was Bei Bei who suddenly appeared and called my mother heartbreakingly.I looked at her as if I saw Mei'er when she was a child, and my feet slowly walked down uncontrollably.I'm already sorry for Mei'er and Achen, how can I make Bei Bei as pitiful as them anymore?
Mu Tingnian didn't believe that I would give up the idea of suicide, so he kept letting people look at me and never leave.Gradually, I didn't like to go out, and I stayed in this room all day to reassure him.I also thought about divorcing him and leaving him, but ......
Actually, I once went back to Jiangcheng once, during the Qingming Festival, I saw Mei'er and Ah Chen sweep the graves of me and their father, and heard Ah Chen tell his friend how much his parents loved each other to live and die together.At that moment I dismissed the idea of going back to them, and many times lies were more acceptable than the truth. ”"But now that he knows, you're still avoiding him, and it's going to make him feel ......"
"Do you think I'm an abandoned and irresponsible mother?"
Wen Junning interrupted with a wry smile.Su Jinchu was silent.Wen Junning said: "I understand the truth, but ......
I can't get past this in my heart.So much happened, I couldn't face him. ”"He knows the truth and will not resent you.""
But I will resent myself," Wen Junning said, "you will not understand my feelings, and you don't need to persuade me anymore."
The reason why I let you in and tell you these things is to persuade you to persuade him if ......
If there is still a trace of mother-son affection, don't come to me again in the future.It's good for each other not to disturb each other, and when Mu Tingnian dies, I will take Bei Bei out of the country, and I won't come back in the future. ”Su Jinchu looked at her with a firm expression, knowing that she was not just talking, it seemed that she had already made a decision."
I will relay these words of yours to him, and I will persuade him well.""
You haven't told me yet, why did Mu Tingnian blackmail you?"
Wen Junning asked again.Su Jinchu said: "I said that this matter is not important, you can rest assured, we will not let you see him again." ”"Tell me!
It was probably the last thing I could do for him.In fact, it's nothing to see Mu Tingnian again, I have lived together for more than 20 years, and I am not as fragile as you think.The reason why I don't see him now is just because I don't want to see him, not because I am sad and afraid.Actually......
He has always been very nice to me, and no matter how vicious I say, he has never been angry with me.I love Beibei even more to the bones, and the current situation of me and him is my own problem. ”"Actually, it has nothing to do with Achen, it's my business," Su Jinchu said slowly.After finishing speaking, he immediately said: "You don't have to wronged yourself for my affairs, I will think of other ways." ”"Isn't your business his?"
Wen Junning said, "He loves you so much, to him, your business is his business, even more important than his business."
I haven't done much of my mother's responsibility to him, and if I can help you, I can do a little bit of care for him.To-morrow I will go to him, and I will tell him, that he will tell you all that he knows. ”"Thank you."
Su Jinchu thanked him movingly.Wen Jun was about to speak and stopped!"
What else do you want to tell me?"
Su Jinchu saw it and hurriedly asked.Wen Junning said: "Actually, it's nothing, I just want to tell you."
Mu Tingnian is definitely not your father, although I am disgusted with him, but I can guarantee this that he is not a man who shows mercy everywhere. ”"Actually......"
"What?""
Nothing, thank you."
Su Jinchu shook his head and thanked him again.The matter has been negotiated, and Wen Junning sent her out.As soon as the door opened, Gu Mingchen immediately turned around and looked over.However, Wen Junning closed the door as soon as Su Jinchu went out, and seemed unwilling to look at Gu Mingchen at a glance.Gu Mingchen was sad and sad, as aggrieved as a poor child abandoned by his mother."
What did she tell you?
She didn't even want to see me, how much did she hate me?
”"Achen, she doesn't dislike you, really, I swear."
Su Jinchu defended Wen Junning.Gu Mingchen didn't believe it, and snorted coldly: "If you don't dislike me, why don't you even look at me?"
What Mu Tingnian said may be right, she doesn't love my father, so she doesn't love us either.When she left, maybe she was willing. ”"Achen."
Su Jinchu scolded angrily.Gu Mingchen also realized that he had said too much, but he couldn't pull it