After saying a few words, Ah Luo excused himself to go to see Haisheng, avoided it, and let Dongxiang say something considerate to their mother and daughter.As soon as Arlo left, the room fell silent.Du Wenxiu didn't know what to say.Ask her how she is doing?
Now they are going to be sold to be mother-in-law and servants, how can it be called good.She was injured when she gave birth to a child and was sold to a trader, and now she has fallen to this point, and it is not easy to think about it.What to say?"
You" "I just gave birth to a child, my name is Haisheng, and it will be four months, do you want to see it?"
”Before Qi Sanniang could speak, Du Wenxiu hurriedly interrupted.For some reason, she didn't want to say anything to her.At least, not right now."
Okay."
Qi Sanniang nodded in response, and there seemed to be tears flashing in her eyes.Du Wenxiu turned around and went out and took Haisheng from Ah Luo's hands."
She wants to meet Haisheng."
Arlo smiled happily and wiped a handful of tears from his eyes."
It's time to meet, this is my dear grandmother."
Du Wenxiu's figure paused slightly, didn't say anything, and entered the door.Qi Sanniang carefully took the child, shook it gently, and said with a smile: "It's really similar to you when you were a child."
It's a pity that I didn't even prepare a meeting gift for my child. ”"Do you remember what I was like when I was a kid?"
Du Wenxiu asked lightly.Qi Sanniang paused slightly, and sighed: "I only remember what you looked like when you were born." ”The two didn't speak again, but fortunately, there was still Hai Sheng, which slightly relieved the dull atmosphere.Qi Sanniang hugged Haisheng for a while, and then asked, "What does the child's father do?"
I didn't hear Zhang Yapo talk about it. ”"He's dead."
Qi Sanniang hugged Haisheng and was stunned on the spot.For a long time, she frowned and pursed her lips, looking left and right, her eyelids kept blinking, but she couldn't hold back the tears that were about to fall.She hugged Haisheng tightly with one hand, and picked up her sleeve with the other to wipe the eyes on her face, but she couldn't wipe them dry.She scrambled Haisheng into Du Wenxiu's arms, covering her heart with one hand and her mouth with the other hand that she couldn't close anymore when she was about to cry."
I'm sorry for you," he said, couldn't hold back any longer, whimpered and sat down on the chair, turned around and leaned on the table and cried endlessly.Du Wenxiu seemed to know why she was like this, but she didn't seem to understand.She was silent for a long time before she said, "This is my life, no wonder you." ”Qi Sanniang shook her head: "No, it's me who is not good, I can't live with you" "The merchant bought me back then, and he was okay with me at the beginning, and he said that he would go to discuss with Le's, and it was a big deal to spend more money and bring you out." ”Qi Sanniang cried for a while, vented the resentment in her heart, and reorganized her emotions under the persuasion of A Luo, who came to hear the voice, and then talked about the past."
I was very grateful, but then he got drunk and said that Le's asking price was too high, and if it was too expensive, I was afraid that he would not be able to recover the capital.""
At that time, I was suspicious, so I persuaded him that I didn't have to take the child away, and if I couldn't come, I shouldn't force it."
Du Wenxiu hugged the child to breastfeed, and listened to Qi Sanniang and A Luo tell what they had experienced over the years."
Later, I learned that the daughters born to his own family all chose the people with high salaries to marry when they grew up, or paid him for the goods.""
Once married, he took advantage of the grace of parenting, so that his family's wealth became more and more accumulated, and his daughters grew up in only a few years, so he no longer had to run around to be that businessman.""
Whew."
Ah Luo sighed: "There are such people, who made a fortune by selling their daughters, and God really has no eyes. ”"Fortunately, he didn't force our Xiuniang to take it away, otherwise, I can't say what kind of life I will have here."
Qi Sanniang nodded and looked at Du Wenxiu, her eyes were hazy with tears."
I don't know how Xiuniang grew up in the Du family, but she has suffered a lot of sins, have you ever complained that I gave birth to you?"
As he spoke, he lowered his head and cried again: "I miss you day and night, afraid that you won't be able to eat, dress warmly, and grow up" "I gave birth to you, but I can't protect you."
I, how do I deserve to be a ""Hey, don't you say that. ”Arlo is a concubine with her, and he can understand the pain in her heart.stepped forward and patted her on the shoulder and reassured: "You can't help yourself, how can we manage our own fate as concubines with others?"
”"Although Xiuniang suffered a lot of sins when she was young, she has lived a good life when she grows up and enjoys a lot of blessings, why are you crying, don't cry."
Qi Sanniang cried so much that she couldn't breathe, grabbed her chest and cried incessantly."
But my Xiuniang has only lived a good life for a few days, so she is widowed" Du Wenxiu got up with the child in her arms, startled the two of them, and raised her eyes to look at her."
Now that he has returned, he has lived well.I have a good life now, and I have earned it by myself, I don't have to cry that I have no man, I cry and cry every day, and I can't say that the God of Wealth is unwilling to enter the door of my house. ”Crackling and leaving the next words, Du Wenxiu hugged Haisheng back to the main room.For some reason, when she saw Qi Sanniang, she held back a sullen breath in her heart and couldn't stretch it, and she was so depressed that her heart hurt.Maybe the original body still has a grudge against her biological mother, right?
Although she can't help herself, this world is such a world.However, no matter how transparent the truth is, there is still resentment in my heart, right?
When she was beaten and scolded, when she slept in the firewood room, when she woke up in the middle of the night, when she had a fever and was about to die, did she also complain, why did she give birth to herself?
When she jumped into the river in anger to seek death, did she think about her biological mother?
I guess I've thought about it.Du Wenxiu thought.It had been too long for her to find any trace in her original memories.But the fragments of emotions may be preserved for a longer period of time.She felt resentment, grievance, resentment.She wanted to cry too.But now that he is living a good life, although Lu Fanghai's life and death are unknown, because of his good deeds, he still received the protection of the new county order after Fan Zhao's family left.The business is getting bigger and bigger, and when Yueniangda comes back from the capital and concentrates on taking care of the export business routes, she will only get richer and richer, and with money, life is getting better and better.Isn't this my dream of being reborn at the beginning?
Regarding this biological mother, she is good, and she is good.If she has a side mind, she is also like Xiaohu, who eats and drinks well and worships her, and then keeps her distance.After making up her mind, her heart calmed down a lot.Maybe those previous emotions are just substituted for the original body, I don't know how to face it, right?
Once you've cleared your mind, you'll be fine.Ah Luo and Qi Sanniang cried for a while, but when they didn't see Du Wenxiu come back, they went out to the main room to look for her.happened to meet Du Wenchan, who had completed the deed, and came back and quietly told her about Fang Cai.Du Wenchan glanced at the thin figure on the window of the east wing, sighed, and said to A Luo: "I heard Zhang Yapo say that she has not had a good time over the years, and since she has returned home, we still treat her well." ”"My sister has a knot with her, just wait for my sister to untie it at home, but it has nothing to do with us.My aunt didn't want to bully her sister because she didn't pay attention to her. ”"Look at what you're talking about."
Arlo dissatisfied.