How many times have I dreamed back in the middle of the night, and how many times have I woken up in the early hours of the morning.The same dream has been tormenting and haunting Derius like a maggot attached to the bone for more than twenty years.Each time he had the same dream, Derius's guilt and remorse for his time in Saint-Cyr intensified.Sometimes, as long as Drrius closes his eyes, a pair of blood-soaked eyes suddenly appear when he is hazy, and these blood-red eyes that are dozens of times larger than normal eyes are like the size of a human head, completely enveloping Derius in the dark.At the same time, countless cries came from all around the darkness, and Derius almost choked.Whenever this happens, Derius wakes up and sits alone in the darkness of the night, bursting into tears.The early winter morning is very cool, and the inside of the cemetery is always dark compared to the outside due to the large number of trees.Bekrasu was also emotional, choked up and unable to speak for the time being.He knew that Derius was crying behind the tomb, and that so many years of psychological torture had overwhelmed Derius.Separated by the "Tomb of Saint Cyr, the Tomb of the Soldiers and Civilians of Saint Cyr", this memorial form of tomb also bears witness to the very different second half of the life of Bekrasus and Derius, who were once known as the "Shocking Twin Wonders".Bekrasu calmed down his emotions, continued to look down at the surface of the tomb, the rough lines, and said in a deep voice: "Back then, when I rescued you, I told you that you were at fault in Saint-Cyr, but the failure of the entire Saint-Cyr cannot be blamed entirely on you personally, you have to live, not only for your military talent, but also for yourself."
I promised you that one day, the higher-ups will give you a fair account and clear you of the blame that does not belong to you.For this you have to be patient, and you have to live well.Because when you are called the "Shame of the Shocking Land", wouldn't it be a stain on the Shocking Mansion!
”"I know that in your heart, you infinitely agree with the identity that you used to be a student of the Shocking Lan Mansion.You've always been proud to be from the Amazing Mansion.In that case, don't you want to erase some of the stain that you brought to the Shocking Mansion?
”"Now that the situation is difficult, the Holy Spirit Continent is defeated again and again, retreating and retreating, so regarding your affairs, I admit, the chances are very small.But that's why you hate me?
Do you even hate me for saving you in the first place?
”"You were determined to kill a million Black Riemans, and the moment I left the front line and returned to the Shocking Mansion to teach, I also determined that I would dedicate the rest of my life to the cause of military education, and I would accompany at least 100,000 outstanding young soldiers to the battlefield.And isn't what you've accumulated in your military career the best teaching material for them?
”"Now it seems that we have all failed.This era is an era when ambitions are difficult to achieve.The external enemy is so powerful that it is desperate, and the internal enemy is full of problems, and there are constant divisions and estrangements. ”"The last time I saw you, I told you that your life is mine from now on.The reason I say that is because you still have value in you, and you can't just die casually. ”"That day, a group of fishmen ambushed our student team members here, and you finally shot it too.Ouyang Jing asked me in private, and I covered it up, and when I learned that you were also involved in dealing with the fish-man who ambushed our students in the cemetery, I knew that what was deep in your heart had not changed. ”"Your identification with the Shocking Lan Mansion and your concern for the situation in the Holy Spirit Continent made you still can't help but make a move at a critical moment.You have many advantages and disadvantages, but there is one thing, you are the kind of idealist who is born with a heart for the world.You regard the world's major events as your mission.At this point, you can fool others, you can't fool yourself.If it weren't for that, you wouldn't have felt guilty for Saint-Cyr for more than twenty years. ”"The Sword of the Storm" is always the "Sword of the Storm".Even if this sword rusts and becomes rusty, you can't ignore the sharpness that is hidden by black and yellow rust. ”"Now, there is a new situation in the Shocking Mansion and even the current coalition government, and I think with your ability, you also know what is going on.""
I'd like to ask you to strike again, to help me keep an eye on a guy who you know is.He is in this cemetery at the moment, doing the same work as you. ”"When I saved you, I didn't think about anything in return.However, if you think that my request this time can be regarded as a reward for you, then you can think about it!
”"The contemporary holy prophet who played the Heavenly Tower has also come to the Jinglan Mansion, this incident is very involved, the young man who was sent to you is now very sensitive, looking at the entire Jinglan Mansion, the only one I can believe is you.""
Please look at the three words of Jinglan Mansion, and please also look at your own heart, and help a little.""
I've talked a lot today," Bekrasu put his hands behind his back and let out a long exhale, "Honestly, it's been a long time since I've spit out like this."
I just asked, I won't force you, you decide for yourself. ”Bekrasu stretched out his hand and swept the body of the "Tomb of the Soldiers and Civilians of Saint-Cyr" a few times, probably trying to clean up the fine dust that he had just slapped out with all his might.Eventually, Bekrasus' figure disappeared into the shade of the trees.Behind the tomb, the figure of Derius flashed, and the tears on Derius's face were clearly visible.