"Stop fantasizing, I have no feelings for you for a long time, who would have feelings for a man who is domestic violence?
I'm not a masochist. ”The more she talked, the more aggrieved and angry she felt, and she even stood up and yelled at him."
Every time you drink insults and beatings, it's like a sharp knife piercing my heart again and again, and those scars still exist today!"
She rolled up her sleeves, bruises all over her wrists.Xiao Jun frowned, and guilt arose spontaneously, so he could only apologize again and again in a hurry: "Ziyi, I'm sorry, I was confused for a while." ”Zhang Ziyi wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, sat down again after calming down, and squeezed out a pale and weak smile at the corner of her mouth: "Fortunately, I finally escaped from the sea of suffering." ”Resisting the bitterness in her throat, she tried to show the posture of a victor."
Maybe you don't believe me anymore.""
But I want to say that the sincerity I once gave you was never adulterated."
Xiao Jun's tone was extremely humble, but full of sincerity, because at that age, he really loved Zhang Ziyi deeply.At that time, he had just stepped into the university campus, and he was often ignored because of his introverted and low self-esteem.Others were reluctant to approach him, but it was like this that he was taken by Zhang Ziyi to take the initiative to lend a hand.It was a scorching afternoon, the sun was blazing, but unexpectedly there was a sudden rainstorm.The students scattered in all directions, because of the slight heat in the rain.They support each other and hold umbrellas together.No one noticed Xiao Jun who was trapped in the rain, and he could only run to the teaching building in the rain.Halfway through the run, an umbrella decorated with lace was handed to him.Zhang Ziyi was dressed in a white dress and said to him with a smile: "Classmate, the rain is quite heavy, I will lend you this umbrella first." ”Her friends were eagerly urging her to leave, without even looking at Xiao Jun.Then they hurried away, but he walked for a long time with the lace umbrella in hand.It was because of this umbrella that the pouring rain seemed to have become less difficult.However, later Zhang Ziyi forgot about this umbrella and forgot about him.But Xiao Jun has a deep love for her, and has been silently paying attention to her since then.He found that Zhang Ziyi was particularly enthusiastic about Ji Lin'an, and he couldn't help but feel sad in his heart.After many inquiries, I learned that she already had someone she liked.After being depressed for a while, he learned that Ji Linan and Jian Huan had come together.He seemed to see new hope and decided to muster up the courage to go to Zhang Ziyi.Changing from his inferiority complex in the past, Xiao Jun began to learn to dress and match, and quickly became the focus of the campus with his good foundation.Xiao Jun pursued Zhang Ziyi with great fanfare, satisfying her vanity.Although she is still reserved on the surface, she is already ecstatic inside.Especially the envy and jealousy of the classmates around her, which made her even more proud."
It's so annoying, I can't get rid of him."
Zhang Ziyi pretended to complain like this many times.Later, when he was about to graduate, Xiao Jun heard that Ji Linan and Jian Huan had broken up.Then, he noticed that Zhang Ziyi's attitude gradually turned cold.He guessed that she went to Ji Lin'an again.For a moment, anger and reluctance were intertwined, and he had an argument with her for the first time."
Since you already have me, why do you want to go to Ji Lin'an?"
Xiao Jun roared angrily.Zhang Ziyi seemed to be frightened and reacted a little sluggishly."
It seems that I haven't agreed to be with you yet......"
Xiao Jun apologized to her, and Zhang Ziyi left angrily.The two fell into a cold war, and Zhang Ziyi was still looking for Ji Lin'an.Until she graduated and left school, she still did not get together with Ji Lin'an.Xiao Jun changed various ways to please her, and Zhang Ziyi finally let go of Ji Lin'an and agreed to his pursuit.After graduation, Xiao Jun successfully returned home to inherit the family business.Zhang Ziyi was even more satisfied with this, so he proposed to her.The wedding was grand and luxurious, which greatly satisfied Zhang Ziyi's face.However, after marrying Zhang Ziyi, he did not feel at ease.He often suspected that Zhang Ziyi still had feelings for Ji Lin'an in his heart.Does she really not love him?
Choosing to marry him just because he was rich and good to her?
This suspicion grew day by day, making Xiao Jun feel more and more inferior.On weekdays, he naturally does not show this mentality.However, when he gets drunk, he reveals his truest side and thoughts.The inferiority complex and dissatisfaction in my heart turned into anger and was completely vented on Zhang Ziyi.The memories came to an abrupt end, Xiao Jun's eyes were full of sincerity, and he whispered: "That's why I will beat you every time I get drunk." ”In fact, Xiao Jun said this just to prove that he was not a domestic abuser.However, the suspicion hidden deep in his heart made him brutal and terrifying.But he forgot that those fists did indeed fall on Zhang Ziyi.As a victim, now hearing his defense, Zhang Ziyi only felt a strong nausea, sneered, and her tone was full of ridicule and disdain."
It's ridiculous that you yourself don't want to be honest with each other, but instead choose to be suspicious, and then pour out the anger of this doubt on me."
Whether she has others in her heart is not a reasonable excuse for Xiao Jun to commit domestic violence.Obviously, there is a violent element in his nature, how can a normal person choose to vent his emotions by drinking and violent."
So, can't you let go of him in your heart?"
Xiao Jun gritted his teeth and asked.His gaze was firmly locked on Zhang Ziyi like iron tongs, unwilling to miss any slight changes in her face.Zhang Ziyi inexplicably felt a burst of weakness and spat angrily."
Shameless!"
After speaking, she resolutely got up and left.Xiao Jun was instantly engulfed in anger, and suddenly stood up and wanted to chase after her and beat her.He roared with a twisted face: "Slut, I am so good to you, you still miss him!"
”"You hateful slut, I'm going to teach you a lesson!"
Approaching quickly, the fierce look seemed to tear her apart.Seeing this, the police hurriedly intervened, grabbed Xiao Jun's limbs, and forcibly escorted him back to his cell.Although Xiao Jun was unwilling, he continued to curse in his mouth.In fact, the conversation in the prison room has long been in the ears of the police.Therefore, their attitude towards Zhang Ziyi also increased their contempt."
Ms.
Zhang, please leave."
Their tone no longer had the same respect as before.These people have always despised those who are unfaithful.Although Xiao Jun's domestic violence behavior is indeed wrong, in their opinion, the woman in front of him is not good.Zhang Ziyi closed her red lips tightly, looked embarrassed, and hurriedly left the police station.Deep down, her hatred for Xiao Jun is even deeper, and at the moment she is even more angry at the fact that she has destroyed her reputation.After the divorce, Zhang Ziyi successfully divided half of the Xiao family's property.From then on, even if she didn't work, she could live without worrying about food and clothing.Comfortably slumped on the couch, she had put aside the unpleasant experience in the police station for a while.Raise your eyes and look out the window at the night, the night is as deep as the sea.At this time, it was already one o'clock in the morning, and a thought suddenly sprung up in Zhang Ziyi's mind.Then he got up and changed into a tight black sundress.Soon after, she came to the door of the apartment where Ji Lin'an lived."
Knock-" Zhang Ziyi stood outside the door, knocking on the door continuously.At the same time, he shouted: "Is the discipline master here?"
Can you open the door for me?
I'm scared. ”The last sentence ends with a pronounced tremble, which looks pitiful.But she shouted for a long time, and there was still no response from the house.Zhang Ziyi naturally refused to give up, and cried loudly.