Although Liu Qingmei's voice was very small, Qin Hai could hear it clearly.
He sighed secretly in his heart, it seemed that as he guessed, Liu Qingmei really hated him, and even refused to accept his apology.
That's right, a woman like a lady of heaven was forcibly taken away by him at the most beautiful and delicate age, like a delicate flower was rudely destroyed by him, the pain must be unimaginable to ordinary people, and the hatred of Liu Qingmei in his heart must be higher than the sky and deeper than the sea.
A word of sorry, how can she resolve the resentment in her heart.
Not enough, far from enough!
If it were a different person, if it weren't for Liu Qingmei's tolerance and kindness, maybe he wouldn't have waited until a few years later to block him, but would have taken revenge back then.
Thinking of this, Qin Hai suddenly made a decision in his heart, and then looked up at Liu Qingmei.
Liu Qingmei's eyes were a little dull, her face was very pale, compared to when she was in the ward before, she now seemed as if she had just had a serious illness, and her face had completely lost that freshness and agility.
Qin Hai's heart suddenly hurt badly, since he met Liu Qingmei, especially since he reunited with Liu Qingmei, Liu Qingmei always seemed to be so confident and calm, elegant and generous.
He had never seen Liu Qingmei like this, and he now had a strong urge to stride forward and take Liu Qingmei into his arms and soothe him softly.
But he can't do it, at least not now, because the reason why Liu Qingmei became like this is all because of him, all of which he caused it.
Liu Qingmei hated him so much, how could he accept his comfort!
Not only that, if it weren't for knowing that he was going to appear here, if it weren't for coming to block him, Liu Qingmei would have been dating by now and was enjoying the sweetness of love.
It was his appearance that completely broke Liu Qingmei's peaceful life, reminded her of the painful past again, and fell into pain.
What does this mean, it shows that as long as he is still here, as long as he can still hear from him, this pain will continue, and even accompany Liu Qingmei for the rest of his life.
The most important thing he should do now is probably to disappear from Liu Qingmei's sight as soon as possible, and then never reappear, and never let her hear anything about him.
Qin Hai suddenly regretted very much in his heart, regretting that he shouldn't have been impulsive and used his appearance after the disguise to resurrect him, a person who was already dead.
Maybe the explosion at the beginning should be his best destination, so that the pain in Liu Qingmei's heart can never be touched again, and she can live peacefully forever.
Taking a deep breath, Qin Hai said: "It's not just an apology, I was young and confused, and I made a big mistake, and the damage to you is definitely not something that can be made up for with an apology."
Although I have been regretting it all these years and want to go to you, I have never been able to muster up the courage to face you. ” Qin Hai suddenly smiled self-deprecatingly, "Others say that I am the Lord of the Stars and the Lord of Darkness, but in fact, I am just a coward, a coward who does not dare to admit that I have done something wrong, and I dare not take responsibility. ” "But not anymore!"
Qin Hai took out a small knife he was carrying, and looked at Liu Qingmei calmly, "Sister Liu, even if I repay a little interest on this knife first, when I finish my work, I will give you a thorough explanation!"
” As soon as the words fell, the knife in Qin Hai's hand suddenly turned around, and then stabbed hard at his thigh.
"Stop!"
Liu Qingmei suddenly took a step forward and rushed over, and then stretched out his hand to grab Qin Hai's arm.
But the moment she touched Qin Hai's arm, she stopped again and put her trembling hand back down.
Liu Qingmei stared at Qin Hai, her breathing suddenly became short, and she even bit her lip hard, as if she was trying to endure something.
But not long after, she suddenly turned her back to Qin Hai and said, "You go, I don't want to mention the past anymore, you don't have to apologize to me, and I don't need to." ” Qin Hai looked at Liu Qingmei's back with some surprise, he didn't expect Liu Qingmei to forgive him so easily, and at the same time, Liu Qingmei's kindness made him even more guilty.
"Okay, I owe this knife first, and I'll pay it back to you when I'm done!"
Qin Hai turned around and left, because he knew that if he stayed here for one more minute, Liu Qingmei would be in pain for one more minute.
For Liu Qingmei, he is definitely not a person who should appear.
"Wait a minute!"
But as soon as he took a few steps, Liu Qingmei's voice came from behind him again, and Qin Hai had no choice but to stop abruptly.
Liu Qingmei didn't turn around, just like Qin Hai, the two stood opposite each other.
"I just want to ask you one question......
Why did you do that in the first place?
” Qin Hai was suddenly stunned, he didn't expect Liu Qingmei to ask him this question.
In fact, he has asked himself this question countless times, why he suddenly lost control that night and violated Liu Qingmei like crazy.
Is it because Liu Qingmei is too beautiful, so he will be smoky and do that kind of thing to her?
Is it because he is too stressed in the face of the enemy's pursuit and his emotions are out of control?
Or is it because of Liu Qingmei's stubbornness and persistence that fueled his anger, and then caused him to lose control in a series of coincidences?
Before he was reborn, Qin Hai had never found an accurate answer, and even a few minutes ago, before he met Liu Qingmei, he didn't have an accurate answer.
But just now, at the moment when he was distressed after seeing Liu Qingmei's sluggish and godless appearance as if he had withstood a heavy blow, he suddenly knew the answer.
In fact, Liu Qingmei has long been in his heart, and even from the moment he saw Liu Qingmei, Liu Qingmei was already in his heart.
He likes Liu Qingmei, and he doesn't realize it himself.
Not only that, but back then, like Zeng Rou now, he was ignorant of love, didn't know how to love, and didn't know how to express love, so he had the madness of that night.
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He now knows the answer, but alas, it's too late.
Could it be that he told Liu Qingmei now that he forced her to do that kind of thing because he liked her?
Qin Hai closed his eyes and sighed softly, the corners of his mouth showed a hint of bitterness, and he said softly: "I was too young and impulsive at the time, and I did something wrong when I was confused.
Sister Liu, don't worry, I will definitely give you an explanation!
” After finishing speaking, Qin Hai strode forward.
At the same time, a crystal teardrop fell silently from the corner of Liu Qingmei's eye.
It turns out that just because of youth and impulsiveness, just because of a moment of confusion!
It turns out that she has always been amorous, and she has always been unrequited.
Although she was already in tears, Liu Qingmei bit her lip tightly, and then covered her mouth hard to prevent herself from crying.
Finally, when Qin Hai's footsteps completely disappeared from her ears, she slowly squatted down and finally burst into tears.
In many years, she had never felt so hard and never been so miserable.
The river breeze blew, as if it was also whimpering with Liu Qingmei's cry.