Seeing that the brothers were eating snacks, she followed Gava to the side and could watch over at any time: "Master, you have a heart!"
”, thanked the gratefully namaste, and then asked the question in his heart: "Buddha son he......
Have you been in retreat for the past few years?
”Gava's expression became solemn, and he turned his back to look in the direction of the Buddha's meditation room: "After that grand event, he ordered the door to be closed, and no one has seen him since, so I don't know where he is." ”"......"
Su Jian didn't expect to get such an answer, she was stunned, a panic spread in her heart, the string in her head that had been tightened, 'boom' seemed to be suddenly broken, all the strength and calmness could no longer be maintained, even the strength of the whole body suddenly disappeared, and the dark world in front of her eyes, Gava, where are you?
I couldn't have survived without your guidance......
She was dizzy, her body shook, and she fell limply."
Mommy!""
Mommy!"
The child's cries of panic rang out."
Little friend!"
Gava also heard a strange noise, turned around, and exclaimed in surprise when he saw the woman who was so soft that she was on the ground.Su Jian woke up, opened her eyes and saw the familiar roof of the Zen house, the room was silent, she should be the only one, she looked at the wooden beams above blankly, stunned.Exhausted, full of doubts, full of hope to see him for guidance, but the person who pinned all his hopes on was nowhere to be found, all the will and expectations were gone, the world she was holding on collapsed, her catastrophe lasted three years, and it was still not over, she persevered alone, but after seeing her teachers and relatives again, she relieved all her responsibilities, and she was left with her own calamity for fear of harming her children, and when she couldn't ask for it, her spirit and body collapsed......
Like all mothers who love their children, she hopes that the Buddha who exists like a celestial man can give her children protection and blessings, all these years of painful experiences, she is afraid, from the bottom of her heart that they will be hurt again, Doudou has suffered irreversible trauma, she has worked hard to return to the current state, and any one has a case, she doesn't know if she can bear it......
Warm tears slipped from the corners of her eyes, and no one could see her at the moment, and she was weak and helpless to let the tears flow for a long time.Until the sound of soft footsteps sounded, with a 'squeak' of the door opened, she slowly rolled her eyes to look over there, and in the backlight, Gava looked at her with compassion on her face, and pronounced the Buddha's name without sorrow or joy: 'Nan no Amitabha!
’"Little friend, what's wrong?
You don't have to worry about the children, they are right in front of the ashram and are taken care of by the little novices. ”As if knowing her thoughts, Gava spoke in a calm tone.Su Jian lifted the quilt covering her body and sat up: "Thank you for your trouble, I'm much better." ”Because I cried, my nasal voice was very serious and slightly hoarse, and my eyes were unprecedentedly confused."
Mommy!"
A small figure rushed towards her, followed by another small figure, she subconsciously opened her hands and hugged her arms, accompanied by the familiar smell of milk into her nostrils, her eyes finally cleared, she can't be weak, the child has to be protected by her!"
Mommy, are you sick, are you feeling better now?"
There was worry in Doudou's eyes."
Mommy, Mommy!
Just now the master said that you are tired and need to rest, is that true?
”Tintin was frightened, and he didn't know whether to believe what the master said."
It's okay, Mommy is fine, I'm sorry, I'm worried about you."
She carefully comforted the child, and her eyebrows were deeply worn."
Amitabha, little friend, it's a picture!"
Seeing her helpless, Gava sang in a deep voice: "If you see things that are not the same, you will see them as they are!"
”Like a slap in the head, Su Jian's brain 'boom' exploded, clearing the fog, this Buddhist scripture explains that if you want to leave the phase, you must know through the phase, and you can't live in the body.In vain, she has followed the Buddha to comprehend the mysteries of Buddhism for many years, but she has come to this point!
She let go of the two children, got up and folded her salute solemnly: "Master Shegawa mentioned, it is indeed me who is in the picture!"
”There is no more gloom in his eyes, and the sorrow between his eyebrows is gone, and he is clear."
Amitabha, good, good!"
Seeing her realize, Gava nodded in relief."
Master, I want to go to the Buddha's meditation place and walk down the mountain, there is a lot of disturbance, so don't leave it at that.""
Please!"
Again the head of the jaw, she took the child to walk in the place leading to the Buddha's retreat, the familiar path, the fresh air in the birdsong valley, people are refreshed, Ding Ding will always be the energetic one, seeing the two butterflies, she let go of the hand held by the mother and pulled the brother to chase, she followed slowly behind her, in her heart and eyes are their little figures, they grow up healthily, the suffering of the past few years is nothing!
In addition to the meditation room and study where the Buddha lived, there was a case, a machine and a futon under the Bodhi tree, as well as a small stove and tea set for boiling water: "Mommy, what are you looking at?"
”Ding Ding, who had already finished exploring, came over and took his mother's hand, shook it and asked.Retracting her gaze from looking around, she saw Doudou's little figure standing in front of the futon, she squatted down and looked at her little son with a smile: "It's not fun to be so fast?!"
”"Mommy, why is there no one here?"
Tintin looked around with beady eyes, but he didn't see anyone else except their mother and son."
Mommy, is this where you used to be when you were a kid?"
Doudou turned around, slowly walked over to his mother and asked.Here, her heart was unprecedentedly calm, she stretched out her other hand to hold her eldest son, and nodded affirmatively: "Well, when Mommy was a child, she was as skinny as her younger brother for a while, and she fell into the water after a big accident, and it was Master Gava who saved her!"
”"Oh!
It turns out that Mommy is just as naughty as me!
”Tintin had a sly glint in his eyes and smiled happily."
Mommy, you were scared at the time, weren't you?"
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Doudou's thinking is not at the same point as his younger brother at all."
Afraid, not afraid!
Because Mommy believed him. ”Su Jian remembered how she was rescued when she fell into the water when she was a child, and smiled slightly."
Is he the Buddha you are talking about?"
Facing the two pairs of bright eyes, she became more and more gentle: "Yes, it was Master Buddha who saved Mommy, otherwise, there would be no Mommy today." ”"Mommy, what are you doing here?"
Su Jian took her two children to walk on the trail she walked in those years, Hantan, recalling the years of studying with the Buddha, and picked some interesting things to tell them.I was secretly worried in my heart, I don't know if the Buddha is meditating or if he is encountering any difficulties, or if he is also experiencing calamities?!
The mountains are still verdant, the cold pool is bubbling, the cool breeze is blowing, and the figure that accompanied me as a child is nowhere to be found.