Looking at the humble rental house that I had been staying in for a year, and looking at my parents lying on the bed, I burst into tears and said loudly in the air: "Dad, Mom, I'm sorry, I can't continue to accompany you, I'm sorry!"
But my voice is getting quieter and quieter, and my body is becoming more and more empty, and I think I'm really going to disappear, and even my soul won't exist, and any reincarnation or reincarnation will have nothing to do with me, because some people are afraid of my powerless soul......
I tried desperately to grab something, but I couldn't, and finally, a strange light appeared in front of my eyes, like a glowing forest, and the scenes of the past were quickly replaying above the forest.Eventually, I couldn't hold it anymore and closed my eyes, letting the force tear me to pieces.
——The streets of Haicheng are full of traffic.I looked out the window at everything and still had a sense of unreality.I didn't even expect that after my soul lost consciousness, I would be reborn.And the first thing I did when I was reborn was to find the girl's current place of work and observe her like a voyeur.Because, even if she was a ghost in the previous life, I couldn't see her face to face.I'm too curious what kind of girl it is that takes away the man I've loved for nine years.With that in mind, I withdrew my gaze and looked at the corner of the wall.Directly in the direction of the counter, a young girl in a sky blue apron is busy brewing various drinks in this restaurant called "Afternoon Garden".She is about 1.6 meters, weighs no more than 90 pounds, is white and thin and loves to laugh, her thick black hair is tied in a high ponytail, and her eyes like a crescent moon smile is very infectious."
Ma'am, do you need to refill your glass?"
She walked over and asked me with a bright smile.I was so out of shape, I just looked at this young girl and fell into a trance, fortunately I am also a woman, otherwise I might be taken for a pervert or a pervert."
Okay, it's still black coffee."
I smiled politely, and my voice was faint.Soon, the girl brought me another cup of bitter black coffee, she didn't leave immediately, but hesitated for a moment and began to meddle, "Madam, you have already drunk two cups of black coffee, although it is very refreshing, but it hurts your body too much, or ......
Next time?
”She is very kind and outgoing, and her voice is as crisp as a wind chime, and the ding-dong is very pleasant.I glanced at the black coffee on the table, then picked up my bag and got up, "Okay, let's check out." ”The girl was very happy that I listened to this persuasion, she immediately ran to settle the bill, and finally told me, "Madam, you spent a total of 87 yuan today, is it cash or mobile phone payment?"
”I silently checked out and walked out of the inexpensive restaurant."
Ma'am."
When Xiao Li saw me coming out, he nodded respectfully and opened the car door for me."
Let's go home."
I smiled and commanded him.The car started smoothly, and I closed my eyes in the back seat, and I always thought of the young girl in the restaurant just now, the youthful and brilliant face.Is that her?
The girl who made Jin Han break with her family a year later and divorce me at a huge price.Young, beautiful, innocent, kind, cheerful......
These beautiful adjectives are all suitable for her.Her only weakness is that she does not have any family background, and the gap between her identity and Jin Han is too big.Xiao Li suddenly spoke, "Madam, today is your wedding anniversary with Mr.
Jin. ”I opened my eyes faintly, and there was a moment of trance.Do the math, the time of my rebirth is the fifth year that I have married Jin Han, and every year before that, on my wedding anniversary, I would be busy all day, preparing candlelight dinners and wedding gifts, although before marrying him, I was also a kitchen idiot who didn't touch the spring water.This year, I was twenty-seven years old and he was twenty-nine."
I know."
I rubbed my temples, which were a little uncomfortable, "Don't remind me. ”Probably Xiao Li noticed that I was different from previous years, so he reminded me.But why has it always been me?
Why do I have to love that man?
In my last life, I thought about this problem before I died, and for Jin Han, my family was ruined in the end, and I only got a miserable end.In contemplation, the car had stopped at the door of Jin Han and I, this was the wedding gift given to us by our parents back then, a manor villa with an inch of land, covering an area of more than 1,000 square meters, luxurious and atmospheric.To my surprise, Jin Han's car was also parked at the door today, and he came back.My feelings are very complicated, people who have died once, after being reborn and see the culprit, what kind of expression should be appropriate?
I thought I would hate Jin Han, he forced me, a wife who has been married for five years, to a dead end for the sake of a woman, and also killed my innocent father-in-law and mother-in-law.My mother's house was wiped out at his hands.Even after I died, he didn't even want to give me a ride, and he was extremely ruthless.But after I really saw him again, I found that I didn't have such a strong hatred, but more of a relief that Jin Han gave me a chance in the previous life and proposed a peaceful divorce, and the compensation was that he would give me a part of the Jin family's shares, which was enough for me to squander my life, but I didn't want to, I didn't get a trace of his love for nine years, and the other woman only used one year to make him fascinated and make everyone the enemy.So I tried all kinds of ways to redeem him, step by step to the break, confrontation, life and death.Now, these things have not happened, and instead of hating, I want to change the ending of self-inflicted suffering."
What are you doing standing there?"
Jin Han sat in the living room, casually crossed his slender legs, the cigarette on his fingertips had burned out, he skillfully pressed into the ashtray, and then raised his eyes to look at me, his eyes were as flat as ever.On the day of the wedding, Jin Han told him unabashedly that we were only a cooperative relationship, long-term roommates, and he had no feelings for me."
Nothing, I just didn't expect you to be home."
I bent down to change my slippers, Hermes elephant gray slippers, simple design, steady color, except for the comfort of wearing, there seems to be no other good-looking place.I remembered the girl in the restaurant who wore a blue apron with a small red flower smiling face pinned to the apron, and no one else had it on the apron, but she did.In contrast, all my clothes are expensive and monotonous, unchanged simplicity, unchanged dullness.Suddenly disgusted with the slippers, I tossed them aside and walked barefoot into the living room.Jin Han saw me walking barefoot, his brows furrowed slightly, and a trace of surprise flashed in his eyes, "Don't wear shoes?"
”"Well, if you don't want to wear it, you won't wear it."
I sat down across from him and replied very flatly."
It's strange, what's stimulating?"
Jin Han actually laughed, it is rare to ask in such a brisk tone Stimulated by your future true destiny, I thought to myself.I looked down at my white feet, which looked a little dry because they were so thin.Xiang Qing is different, although she is thin, her skin is firm and elastic, unlike me, who is purely skinny and bone-like.Five years of lonely marriage has caused me a lot of problems in my body, and I have no interest in eating, so I am getting thinner and thinner, and I am more and more like a white bone spirit."
Jin Han.""
Huh?"
Jin Han was looking at his phone and didn't raise his head.He is wearing a black shirt and trousers, with excellent texture, a slender body and a perfect head-to-body ratio, which makes him have a full handsomeness, coupled with a smooth face shape and delicate and deep facial features, it can be called the dream of hundreds of millions of girls.I withdrew my gaze from my feet and stared at the man opposite, my voice a little hoarse, "Let's get a divorce." ”As soon as the words fell, I heard Jin Han's sneer.He threw his phone on the sofa, looked at me with a familiar and cold look, and asked, "Shu Wanyi, what tricks are you playing?"
”"I'm serious."
I sat upright and met those oppressive eyes openly, "It's been five years, you won't fall in love with me anyway, let's let each other live." ”In another month, Haicheng will hold a large-scale business symposium, where Jin Han will meet Xiang Qing, who is working part-time to welcome guests, and fall in love at first sight, and will not hesitate to take possession of her.With such a strong story, I won't act as cannon fodder for their legendary love in it.What I want to do, what I can do, what I should do, I have done it in the previous life, and I have also got the final result, in this life I will not turn myself into a joke again and push the Shu family into the abyss.I decided to withdraw before Jin Han and Xiang Qing met, and gave the first step on their bumpy love path.It may be that my eyes are really serious, Jin Han's face suddenly became gloomy and difficult to look at, he has always had a bad temper, as long as someone upsets him, he will never show mercy."
Hehe, has my Jin Han become someone else's toy now?"
He laughed, but there was a chill in his eyes, "You were the one who had to marry me five years ago, and now it's you who want to divorce, Shu Wanyi, what about you playing Lao Tzu?"
”Five years ago, the Jin family and the Shu family had a good relationship, so they matched the two of us.With Jin Han's character, it is impossible to be so obedient, and the turning point is that the grandfather of the Jin family is seriously ill and forced him to marry me.This is a very humiliating thing for Jin Han, but fortunately, he doesn't have any beloved Bai Yueguang, and he just happens to be gradually taking over the family business, and he needs the help of the virtuous inside, so he and I will be together for five years.I smiled a little sadly, "Do you still want to continue this nominal marriage with me?"
”"In name only?"
Jin Han seemed to be pondering these four words carefully, and then raised his eyebrows and asked sarcastically, "Oh, do you feel lonely and empty?"
”"No, I'm just ......"
I'm juggling out my words.Jin Han had already gotten up and came to my side, he leaned over, his hands on both sides of the sofa, and his arms were connected into a circle, trapping me inside, his voice was a little seductive, "Why don't you contact me when you're lonely?"
Still getting divorced, is the desire so strong?
”Jin Han likes to smoke, and there is always a faint fragrance on his body, mixed with the smell of tobacco.Of course, he never hugged me, and I had sniffed his coat before.At this point, I was surrounded by the complex and enchanting smell, and it stands to reason that I should have been excited, and my face was crimson from congestion, but in reality, I only felt depressed now.I'm a guy who is ready to go, and anything that shakes me comes up, and I feel unlucky."
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I'm not here for this!"
I tried to explain that after so many days and nights, I had long been used to loneliness."
Really?"
Jin Han straightened up, he didn't have any interest in me in the first place, and the ambiguous teasing just now was just to embarrass me, so he wouldn't lose control.I am a twenty-seven-year-old married virgin who exudes resentment rather than a charming fragrance."
Shu Wanyi, I know that today is our fifth wedding anniversary, but I haven't been interested in this, if you want to divorce me with this kind of thing, I advise you not to toss."
Jin Han stood in front of me, looking at me condescendingly, and his voice returned to coldness."
I don't need to start tossing until this year."
I also stood up and looked up at Jin Han, "You think about it, now my use value should be almost used up, you need freedom more than me, don't you?"
”After saying that, I went up to the bedroom on the second floor without looking back, and I didn't want to say more.There was a rough sound of the door closing downstairs, and then the sound of the car's engine sounded outside the window, I knew that it was Jin Han who left, but this time I was very calm.At this time, my mobile phone rang, and it was my friend Deng Jing'er calling."
Yiyi, come out and get up, Haiyun Song go!"
Deng Jing'er's loud voice suddenly dispelled my depression, she was about the same age as me, but she had always been single.After I got married, I rarely went out to play, and I was able to refuse nine times out of ten invitations from Deng Jing'er, but she was still very persistent."
Okay!"
I agreed, so happy that there was a long silence on the other side of my phone."
Today is your wedding anniversary with your family Jin Han, are you sure you want to come out to play??"
Deng Jing'er finally spoke again, her tone full of doubt and shock.