Gu Yao slowly got up from the ground, then stood up with the table next to him, and stood in place for a long time before moving to the bathroom step by step with difficulty.Tian Lai Xiao said that he wanted to go downstairs to find Jing Ye before, but this time, he had to look at his face first, had there been any changes from before?
If the change is too great, he doesn't dare to go downstairs, because Jing Ye will appear, then he will worry about something.When she came to the bathroom, Gu Yao looked at herself in the mirror, her face was a little yellow, but everything else was fine.It's just that because I'm too thin, it looks like the whole person is a little weak.Gu Yao looked at herself in the mirror for a while, then washed up, then left the bathroom, poured herself a glass of water in the bedroom, and sat on the sand in the bedroom after a few sips.Gu Yao sat on the sand, her mind gradually fell into contemplation, and she also remembered the last time she fainted in the hospital.The last time I fainted in the hospital, I thought it was because I had been sitting in the Nono ward for a long time that day, and I didn't take it seriously, but today's fainting scared me, because ......
I was worried that it was my previous heart condition......
Root of the disease.Although he once took a lot of medicine, had a lot of surgeries, and even accompanied Jing Ye to treatment, and the doctors said that he was healthy at the beginning, he knew very well in his heart that his health at the beginning did not mean that he would be healthy for a lifetime, and the condition that was cured at the beginning did not mean that he would never do it later, because there were too many uncertain factors, and his body was very clear.The illness has tormented me for so many years, even if the advanced treatment plan and treatment process and perfect results do not mean that my condition is treated from the root, and there will be absolutely no aftermath after that, these ......
There are no guarantees.So......
Gu Yao closed her eyes and remembered the sharp pain just now, which was too similar to the pain a long time ago, so she had to believe and face some facts.A tear overflowed from the corner of Gu Yao's closed eyes and flowed down her cheek.Gu Yao was sad, but not because of her own pain, but because of Jing Ye and the children.I thought that when I was in good health, I would be by Jing Ye's side for a lifetime, and I would guard the children with Jing Ye for a lifetime, but ......
Now it seems that what I thought I had before would not come true, how could I accompany Jing Ye with my body like this?
How to accompany the children?
I love Jing Ye too much, since I was a teenager, I started to fall in love with Jing Ye, and I have been at this moment, and even every day when I am conscious in the future, I will love him, love him very much, and only love him alone.I didn't want to leave him, not for a second, but ......
My illness seems to be starting to start little by little, what will happen after that?
I don't know if it's going to be worse than before, right?
If you don't think about it too much, you should be able to ......
At some point, leave Jing Ye, right?
Gu Yao thought of this, and immediately shook her head, not daring to continue thinking about it.After that, Gu Yao thought of the children again, Yiyang and Xiaoxuan were still so young, they were not yet adults, and they really wanted to accompany them until they became adults, and when they had the ability to fly alone and pursue their dreams, they would let go again, even if they were ...... at that time, they would leave them, and they were a little satisfied in their hearts, but ......
Will you be able to make it to that point?
There are still more than ten years, can you survive on your own?
Yiyang's personality is very gentle, I don't know if he will be bullied by other classmates or senior boys among boys in the future?
Xiaoxuan is very cute and sensible, but after all, she is a girl, and she is not at ease Xiaoxuan, even if she grows up and becomes an adult in the future, she will not be at ease, because children are always children in their hearts, and they need their own love and care."
Jing Ye, Yiyang, Xiao Xuan......"
Gu Yao cried and called out the names of the three people she loved the most.Tears flowed more down the corners of her eyes, Gu Yao had no way to control her emotions at the moment, there were too many thoughts and worries in her heart, and when she thought of the beautiful picture of the family, and then thought about the possibility of the future, she felt ......
Heartache.Gu Yao sat on the sand for a long time, until the tears dried on her face, she restrained her emotions, went to the bathroom again to wash, and then tried to adjust her mood and went downstairs.When Gu Yao went downstairs, it was almost noon, Song Jingye would accompany the children to watch TV, Song Yiyang sat next to his father and watched TV very well, but Song Xiaoxuan was not.Song Xiaoxuan sat on the sand for a while, then slipped down the sand, got tired of being in her father's arms for a while, and then went to stay with her brother for a while.Until she saw Mommy going downstairs, Song Xiaoxuan hurriedly ran to Mommy again, and didn't forget to say coquettishly, "Mommy, come and hug me, I miss you so much." ”Hearing her daughter's coquettish voice, Gu Yao's heart was very warm, and after her daughter ran in front of her, Gu Yao squatted down and hugged her daughter, lying on her daughter's shoulder, "Mommy also misses Xiaoxuan, just now Mommy misses Xiaoxuan very much." ”After listening to Mommy's words, Song Xiaoxuan was happy, hugged Mommy with two little hands, and said happily, "Hehe, Mommy, I'm so happy." ”"Well, our Xiaoxuan will always be happy, because Mommy loves Xiaoxuan, Dad loves Xiaoxuan, and my brother loves Xiaoxuan."
Gu Yao said to her daughter in a somewhat childish tone."
Well, I'm the happiest in our family."
Song Xiaoxuan said happily.After that, Gu Yao didn't say anything, and after hugging her daughter for a while, she let go of her daughter, and then took her daughter's hand and went to the living room.Gu Yao walked to Song Jingye's side and just sat down, he was grabbed by Song Jingye's big palm."
Tired?"
Song Jingye asked Gu Yao beside her, knowing that she had been busy with housework upstairs, so she asked her this time, feeling a little sorry for her."
I'm not tired."
Gu Yao shook his head and said with a smile, the expression on his face was very good, and he didn't want Jing Ye and the children to see any flaws.After that, Gu Yao remembered what Nuo Nuo called in the morning, which would say to Song Jingye, "Jing Ye, Nuo Nuo called me and said that after Wei Na and Shaoqin checked her body today, they decided to let her be discharged from the hospital tomorrow. ”qL11 "......"
Song Jingye was shocked, but he was happy in his heart, and said, "This is great, if my sister-in-law goes home, their family can be together, and Zikai doesn't have to work so hard." ”"Well, yes, Zikai has been working too hard lately," Gu Yao continued with Song Jingye's words, and then continued, "And I also said to Nuo Nuo, when Nuo Nuo is discharged from the hospital tomorrow, let Nuo Nuo rest at home for a few days, and then when we are free, we will take the children to visit Nuo Nuo's family." ”The emperor's only favorite wife