"Jing Ye," Gu Yao spoke again, deciding to say all the words in his heart, as well as the words he had always wanted to explain, "I didn't mean to hide it from you, really.""
I know you love me very much, and you care about anything about me, if you know that my condition has recovered, you will definitely be nervous and anxious, I don't want to see you like this, I don't want you to worry about me." ”"We don't live for two people now, we still have children, if you only take care of me and care about me, the children will perceive it, and it will also affect their daily life and emotions, so ......
I didn't tell you. ”Gu Yao said.Song Jingye looked at Gu Yao, his tone was not a trace of gentleness, but it was not very cold, and then Yaoyao's words said, "But you don't tell me, now that I know, I will be more worried, do you understand?"
”"Yaoyao, you are my life, when you are alone and bear all the pain, but I still don't know stupidly, and I still live very chic and comfortable, do you know how deep my self-blame is in my heart?"
Song Jingye said.In fact, I am more angry not because of Yaoyao, but because of myself, if usually, if I had been more aware and saw through Yaoyao's occasional careful thinking, I would not have appeared unexpectedly only today, although I would be very nervous and worried, but at least I would accompany her, bear all the results with her, and do my best to do everything for the woman I love, instead of letting her suffer physical pain and spiritual loneliness alone.Gu Yao looked at Jing Ye seriously, such a feeling, such a self-blame, of course she understands, but ......
I still haven't changed my mind, thinking that it is right that I didn't tell him before."
Jing Ye, don't blame yourself, you are not wrong, it is all my fault, I didn't tell you, I hid it from you, I lied to you."
Gu Yao said.Listening to the little woman's words admitting her mistake, Song Jingye felt even more pain in her heart, held Yaoyao's face with both hands, looked at her seriously, and didn't speak again.Gu Yao saw that Jing Ye's emotions could calm down a little, and continued, "Jing Ye, this time, although I hid it from you, you believe that I have no intention of leaving you, I really don't. ”"I can't do without you, I can't do without our children, this time, I have to work hard to keep myself alive and live more time," Gu Yao said, "Usually I listen to you very much, if you don't let me do anything, I won't do it, in fact, I am so obedient, I love myself more, I want to make myself better, and then live longer." ”The words "Yaoyao ......" stimulated Song Jingye's heart, and Song Jingye's mood at this moment was moved."
There are also those few times, when you want to eat me at night, I know that you are very uncomfortable, and I also know that you have endured it for a long time, and even know that I did not do what a wife should do, but I still refused, I mustered up a lot of courage, convinced my heart, and rejected you," Gu Yao said, "Because I want to survive, I want to pay attention to my body, I want to be by your side with the children forever, Jing Ye, I love you, I love you very much." ”With such an explanation, Song Jingye finally turned red, took Yaoyao into his arms, and said, "Well, I know, Yaoyao, I know everything." ”"Jing Ye, don't blame me, and don't blame yourself, okay?"
Gu Yao continued, "No matter what happened before, we don't have to blame, because I'm fine now." ”"You have seen the results of today's examination, it is much better than before, Weiwei said, as long as I pay attention in the future and do not return within two months, I will be healthy."
Gu Yao said, fortunately, there is such a good result, to add comfort to his heart, and at the same time to convince Jing Ye."
Well, okay, in the future, I will take good care of you, and we will pay attention to the details of our daily life together and spend these two months safely."
Song Jingye said that there may be a recovery of Yaoyao's condition, and after he and Yaoyao were treated abroad, he took this problem into account, but for so many years, Yaoyao's health has been very good, coupled with the busyness of life, and the happiness and warmth of the family, these have long been ignored by himself, or he has always looked forward to the good in his heart, and he did not expect the results he once realized to appear, so now, his heart is contradictory and messy.But fortunately, Yaoyao's results in this examination were good, she was happy in her heart, and some of her thoughts and concerns were not as chaotic as before, and she gradually straightened out her thoughts."
Well," Gu Yao responded, and then said, "Jing Ye, don't be angry, okay?"
In the future, we will still live a good life as before, we don't tell my parents about my illness, and don't tell the children, as long as the two of us know, our family will still live a warm life in the future. ”I don't want my condition to be known by too many people, this time only Weiwei knows, she didn't even tell Nuo Nuo and them, and now that she is getting better, she doesn't want her family and friends to have a false alarm and worry about herself."
Okay, I'm not angry, everything is up to you."
Song Jingye replied that it was too late to love her, so how could he be angry?"
Well...... because the two of them resolved the misunderstanding and understood their respective thoughts, this night, both of them were in a good mood, Song Jingye hugged Gu Yao to sleep, and he was comfortable all night, and he silently made up his mind that every day in the future, he would take good care of this woman and love her more with his whole heart.…… In a blink of an eye, it was Saturday, and in the high-end apartment, Vina slept until she woke up naturally and opened her eyes, and did not get up immediately, but lay on the bed and took out her mobile phone to watch the news.Suddenly, a phone call came in, and Vena looked at the caller ID, it was Mo Song's phone.Immediately, Vina answered the phone, "Hey, Mo Song." ”"Well, what are you doing?"
Mo Song's soft voice came from the phone."
I just woke up and was lying in bed looking at my phone."
Vina replied truthfully."
Don't lie down for too long, you'll have a headache," Mo Song admonished, and then asked, "Are you hungry?"
”"It's okay, not very hungry."
Vina replied that she enjoyed Mo Song's concern and inquiry.may have a deeper and deeper love for him, and more and more dependence on him, and I really want Mo Song to take care of him."
Well, wait until you get up and eat something after washing," Mo Song replied, "I just had breakfast too." ”qL11 Emperor Shao's only favorite wife