It's just that now, thinking of this, Long Yixi feels that it is too far away, even ethereal, and it will never be realized.I and her, after all, can't be together, even if I love her, so what?
In the future, face the reality and continue to move forward in this helpless life!
…… After getting off work in the afternoon, He Xiaomei and Hao Lu Zhuo Wenwen went to the canteen to eat, and saw Long Yixi driving away from the construction site.After the three of them went to the restaurant and sat down, they talked about what they had just seen about Long Yixi."
Mr.
Long has returned to the city, will he come to the construction site tomorrow?"
Hao Lu asked Zhuo Wenwen."
I don't know, but I heard a colleague say that Mr.
Long has been very busy recently, he has to be busy with other things, and he may have to go on a business trip, so it should be very likely that he will not come to the construction site tomorrow, right?"
Zhuo Wenwen replied.He Xiaomei listened on the sidelines, not participating in their topic chat, but in her heart, she was very concerned.Today and Long Yixi are considered to have met, and he treats himself like a stranger, and since then......
It should be stranger, right?
…… For the next week or so, He Xiaomei didn't see Long Yixi again, and her mood also settled down during this time, and she didn't miss Long Yixi so much in her heart, let alone have any impulses.During this time, He Xiaomei put all her energy on work, and the work was handled smoothly, and He Xiaomei gradually found that immersing herself in work is also a beautiful thing, relying on her own ability to deal with work, she can experience that sense of accomplishment and add some fulfillment and pride to her life.On this day, in the morning, He Xiaomei returned to the office to prepare for work, and planned to take a look at today's news on the Internet.Opening the news website, He Xiaomei was about to browse the news when the photo of the front page headline attracted her, followed by the headline headline."
The engagement ceremony of the president of AE Group with the woman he loves is about to take place."
He Xiaomei was stunned, looking at the row of words, as well as the photos of Long Yixi and Pei Jiale, the photos were obviously taken from a party they had attended before, and the two of them were dressed very noble and elegant.He Xiaomei looked at the headline and photos for a long time before clicking on the news to watch.After reading the news, He Xiaomei knew that the 28th of this month was the engagement ceremony of Long Yixi and Pei Jiale.Are they getting engaged?
In the near future, Long Yixi will marry Pei Jiale?
Such a fact seems to be a very normal thing for He Xiaomei, they have been together for a long time, and they should be engaged and married, but their hearts are ......
Why does it hurt so much.He Xiaomei's body trembled, turned off the news with a shaky hand, and then hurriedly opened the work file and prepared to start work.But because of the chaos in her heart, He Xiaomei couldn't read the document at all, she couldn't concentrate, and ten minutes passed, and He Xiaomei still didn't understand a paragraph on the document.In a very poor state of work, He Xiaomei tried to take a deep breath to calm down her heart a little, and then got up to pour a glass of water and drink some water to relieve her emotions.After drinking some water, He Xiaomei felt better, but her heart was still very messy, and her mind was either Long Yixi's figure or Long Yixi's engagement.He Xiaomei didn't go back to the desk and sit down, but walked to the window and looked out the window, wanting to stop thinking about Long Yixi in her heart.But at this time, I couldn't control my heart at all, and I didn't want to think about it, but this kind of longing was even stronger, and I even remembered those times eight years ago.Eight years ago, when he was young, he and himself were happy and carefree together every day, and they were very happy in their current life and looked forward to a better future.I thought about it at that time, after graduating from college with Long Yixi, after I stabilized my job with him, I would consider getting married, and give birth to two babies after marriage, preferably a boy and a girl, so that I and Long Yixi have sons and daughters, and the two children do not feel lonely together, I and Long Yixi live a happy life as a family of four, go to see his parents on weekends or holidays, and then go to see my parents, and get together with relatives......
This kind of life is what I simply longed for and hoped for at that time, but it was just ......
The reality is always cruel, so cruel that everyone is overwhelmed, what should not be done?
In the rapid change of the test of personal adaptability and behavior, without any thinking, a choice, a certainty, will change all the fate of the future.qL11 thought that he would be with him for a long time, but after so many years of loneliness and suffering, he knew that he and he were destined to be far away.In the loneliness of a person, in the torment of loving someone, I have been used to it over the years, but I occasionally have a trace of fantasy in my heart, but today's reality has even extinguished this illusion.What will we do in the future?
Watch him be happy, and then quietly leave the city?
Forever......
See each other again?
Thinking of this, He Xiaomei felt that her breathing was painful, as if what she had to face and do next was a matter of cramping and bone-stripping.Suddenly, the crisp ringtone of the mobile phone interrupted He Xiaomei's thoughts and pulled He Xiaomei back from her sadness.After He Xiaomei hurriedly retracted her thoughts, she found that she had already cried.Wiping the tears from her face with her hands, He Xiaomei turned around, hurriedly walked to the desk and picked up her mobile phone, seeing that it was Lichen calling, He Xiaomei quickly adjusted her emotions before answering the phone."
Lichen."
He Xiaomei called her brother's name."
Sister, are you working now?"
He Lichen asked his sister, and his tone was much softer."
Well, but I'm not busy right now, I can talk to you."
He Xiaomei said that she was worried that Lichen would feel that it would disturb her work.After He Lichen heard it, he was not polite, and asked his sister directly, "Sister, do you know about Long Yixi's engagement?"
”"Well, I know," He Xiaomei said, knowing in her heart that Lichen must have watched the news before calling him, "I saw the news just now, Long Yixi and Pei Jiale......
Getting engaged soon. ”"Are you alright?"
He Lichen didn't talk to his sister about Long Yixi's engagement anymore, but just asked her with concern."
Well, I'm fine," He Xiaomei replied forcefully, knowing that Lichen was worried about himself because of Long Yixi's engagement, and continued, "I'm fine, Long Yixi and Pei Jiale have been together for a long time, and it's normal for them to get engaged and married, I'm not surprised at all." ”The smart He Lichen understood his sister's mood very well, and said, "Sister, some people ......
It's time to let go, maybe in this life, after all, fate is not enough, and slowly letting go can be regarded as letting go of yourself. ”The emperor's only favorite wife