Xu Wei nodded."
There's dinner in the room, I'll take you to eat."
Xu Wei did not refuse, and followed Song Yiyang to dinner.may be really hungry, Xu Wei has a good appetite, and Song Yiyang's appetite is not bad, and the two rarely talk when they eat.When Song Yiyang was seven minutes full, he put down his chopsticks and picked up a tissue to help Xu Wei wipe the oil stains on the corners of his mouth."
Eat slowly, the rest is yours."
Song Yiyang said, worried that she would choke.Xu Wei enjoyed Song Yiyang's care and responded.After the two finished eating, Song Yiyang asked Xu Wei, "Continue to rest, or ......"
"I don't want to sleep now, I want to see the scenery." ”Xu Wei said, walking to the floor-to-ceiling window.Song Yiyang took her thoughts, but went to get his coat, walked behind her, and draped the coat over her."
I'm not cold."
Xu Wei said, taking off his coat.Song Yiyang put his hands on Xu Wei's shoulders to stop her movements, "Wear it even if it's not cold." ”There are no windows in the room, and there is no air conditioning, but the temperature in this place is already lower than that of Westport, so it is still necessary to pay attention to keeping warm.Xu Wei had no choice but to listen to Song Yiyang.The two sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, looking at the night scene outside, which was not as prosperous as Xigang, but the faint lights were extraordinarily bright, and there was a kind of quiet beauty.Song Yiyang took Xu Wei in his arms and chatted with her about the past."
Do you remember when we went on an outing with our classmates that summer?"
Song Yiyang asked."
yes, yes."
At that time, he and Song Yiyang lived in the same room, which was closer and happier than now.At that time, he and he were both carefree people, enjoying each other's company, cherishing every minute of the two together, and being very intimate.Song Yiyang kissed Xu Wei on the cheek and said, "I hope our relationship will return to that time." ”Back to the time of love, she was close to herself, dependent, and loved herself without any worries.And he is only good to her, giving her his whole heart, taking care of her, caring for her, and only seeing her.Xu Wei shook his head, "I can't go back." ”Hearing Xu Wei's answer, Song Yiyang was not surprised, and knew very well what the reason for her refusal was."
I'm sorry."
Song Yiyang apologized.Xu Wei didn't speak, looking at the scenery outside the window.Song Yiyang sighed in his heart, leaned on Xu Wei's ear, and said seriously, "Wei, from the beginning I met you, to now, the thing I regret the most is that time......
I let go of your hand, I didn't take care of you, I didn't do my duty. ”When it comes to the pain of the past, Xu Wei's heart is not as painful as before, after all, there is some pain, it has been painful for a long time, and it hurts a lot, so he doesn't feel so much."
Don't you regret loving me?"
Xu Wei asked.He should regret that he loved himself, if he hadn't loved himself, those things that would not have happened after him would have happened, then his college years, his college years, were beautiful and bright.And now, he can find someone he likes to marry and have children.You can also find a suitable person to live under the bondage of marriage.Song Yiyang shook his head and replied, "I don't regret it, I don't regret it in this life." ”When Xu Wei heard Song Yiyang's voice, there was no throbbing in his heart.Thinking of the past and the bits and pieces on the university campus, Song Yiyang continued, "At that time, I felt that my life was full because of you, and because of you, I felt that life had a different meaning. ”"Liking you and falling in love with you is an important and long-term thing in my life, and I will never regret it in this life.Song Yiyang said.Xu Wei just listened quietly and didn't want to speak.In fact, both of them knew that they were sincere to each other at that time, and it was really good to pay.Xu Wei knew very well in his heart that Song Yiyang had been good to him, took care of himself, and regarded himself as life, but ......
After all, he abandoned himself and left himself.Maybe, some people disperse while walking, and they and Song Yiyang are such people, right?
The picture of the child gradually appeared in Xu Wei's mind, and the defense line against Song Yiyang in his heart gradually relaxed, but he knew very well that he did not forgive Song Yiyang."
Yiyang."
Xu Wei suddenly called intimately."
Well, I'm here."
Song Yiyang immediately replied, feeling happy and happy in his heart, because such a title is too rare."
Do you want to ......
Our children?
”Xu Wei asked.Song Yiyang almost didn't hesitate and replied, "Yes, I miss him very much." ”"I miss him too," Xu Wei said, "if he can come to this world, he will definitely be the person I love the most, whether it is a boy or a girl, I love him, and I will give him all my love." ”Xu Wei's heart ached, thinking of the child who had no chance, at that time, he didn't have Song Yiyang's company, not to mention, he was abandoned by Song Yiyang, and when he didn't know what to do, he didn't have time to test the child's gender, so he ......
That's gone.Song Yiyang felt very guilty and regretful in his heart, put his face against Xu Wei's face, and said seriously, "If I can go back to that time, I will definitely not abandon you, I will do my best to give you and the child the best care and companionship." ”Song Yiyang thought that if at that time, he didn't think too much, didn't think about what would happen to his parents when he knew, and wouldn't think about what his grandparents would think about after they knew, he only needed to think about how to accompany Xu Wei, how to let her give birth to a child smoothly, and spend her life with her.However, at that time, I didn't do this.Xu Wei shook his head, looked at the scenery in front of him, and said to Song Yiyang, "However, there is no if in life. ”In fact, I also thought that at that time, if Song Yiyang did not leave him, he and Song Yiyang would have to face not only himself and his children, but also the accusations and decisions of the two parents, as well as the eyes and ideas of friends and classmates, and he and Song Yiyang would have to bear a lot."
Well," Song Yiyang responded, and also said a fact, "What we think now, we couldn't think of at that time." ”Just like the cowardly self at that time, when encountering things, he did not make the best choice, but chose to escape and choose to stay away.Xu Wei didn't speak, took the initiative to lean into Song Yiyang's arms, closed his eyes, didn't let the tears in his eyes flow out, and muttered helplessly, "How can I forget you?"
How......
Talent......
Don't love you?
”The last three words were too soft, and the voice was too small, so Song Yiyang didn't hear it.But in front, Song Yiyang heard it, hurriedly shook his head, and said, "Don't forget me, Xu Wei, remember me, remember me for the rest of your life." ”The emperor's only favorite wife