12.06.27 at two o'clock in the evening Let me smile happily for a while, I actually found him!
After so many years, when I was dying, I found him again, is this a gift from God?
If yes, I have to say that this gift is so blissful, it was the happiest moment since we separated.
How old was I when I was picked up by JYP?
I was just six years old in '99, and I must have been so ugly at that time, I still don't know why he picked me up, and I'm afraid I won't know because he has amnesia.
For as long as I can remember, my family has been moving, and then the four members of my family have lived in four places.
At that time, I didn't know how big a billion won was in '99, I just didn't want to be separated from my family anymore, and I didn't want to stay at my aunt's house anymore, they didn't like me, I know.
So at the age of 6, I did something that now seems very jaw-dropping, and I went to participate in the JYP trainee audition, because it seems that I can make a lot of money as a star.
Even though I put on my best clothes, a men's shirt that I don't know who gave it, and wiped my shoes clean, it was there that I realized that I was the most special one, because I wore it very specially.
I don't have a floral dress, I don't have a perm in my hair, I don't even have a parent to accompany me, I don't have anything!
I don't remember exactly what I looked like at the time, because those memories were no longer important.
I just remember hiding in a parking lot and crying, just like when I saw him today.
And he came to stop the car, and when he saw me crying, he thought he had hit me, so he hurried over to comfort me.
I don't know how much I said to him that day, I said everything I should have said and what I shouldn't say, and I cried until I finally lost consciousness, and I felt like I had fainted, but then he said I was just out of strength.
He took me straight back to his own home, which would later become my home, a small one-bedroom apartment, and I lay on the only bed and watched him make me noodle soup in the kitchen.
Although I ate a lot at the time, I have to say that the taste alone was really unpalatable, and he didn't realize it and ate all the rest of me.
We talked a lot that night, and I also knew his name - Kong Lu, as for the fact that he was a star, I didn't know about it, after all, I had just been born when Turbo became popular.
At the end of the conversation, I still clearly remember his question: "I am also a helpless person, although I can't give you a good life, but if you are willing to come, you can follow what I eat, I will raise you as a younger brother, and remember to provide for me when I am old!"
” I agreed without hesitation, because his hands were very cold, and I just knew that he had no ill intentions at that time, and now it seems that my brother also wanted a relative at that time.
The next day he took me to pick up my luggage, and as for my aunt and mother, I have to say that I was a burden, and my brother was more valued, at least he could occasionally be by my mother's side.
Before I left that day, I saw him hand my aunt some money, I don't know how much, but when I saw my aunt accept it from shock to blushing and finally ashamed, I really felt very happy.
But he soon taught me a truth: taking money to make yourself happy is a very luxurious thing!
The two of us ate for almost half a month's worth of rice, and the side dish was just kimchi, because it was our food fee that was given.
But even that I don't regret it, because he also told me that many times, dignity is more important.
So a 6-year-old girl and a young man in his early 20s lived together, it was still 99 years old, I had not yet gone to school, and he did not go out to work, but occasionally watched TV and was depressed.
He wasn't very happy during that time, but it was the happiest time for me because we were together 24 hours a day: in the morning he would kick the bathroom door to make me faster; We would calculate the cost of the meal together, and then use the money we saved to eat jajangmyeon; He would also teach me to dance and rap at night when the power went out......
At that time, I felt the warmth of home for the first time, although it was not my parents, but it was enough for him, and we were family.
Time passed in my carelessness for half a year, when I came back one day to find him hiding under the quilt, and the news of Kim Jong Kook's announcement of the disbandment of Turbo was playing on the TV, and that day I was holding him, just like he hugged me when I cried at night countless times.
The next day he got up very early, and after making breakfast for me, he walked out in a suit that I didn't know where to hide, and he squatted in front of me and pressed my nose: "Ji-eun, don't leave me, I'm going to work hard to make money, so that you can eat beef every day!"
” Although I was tempted to say that I would not leave even if I soaked rice with soy sauce every day, he didn't give me a chance to speak, and he got my enrollment information back that afternoon, but I found that the money saved together at home was much less.
I've always been numb to myself not to think so, but now I want to say that it was probably that he used the money to get my identification from my own mother.
I know that the family can hardly open the pot during that time, and I also know that my father may work multiple jobs a day, but I really can't accept that they use me to play autumn wind with him, not to mention that he doesn't have much money.
The next day the family had a lot less money again, because they were all my new clothes, shoes, textbooks, etc., and that day I told myself to smile and give him the most beautiful side, but I still cried.
On the day of the official start of school, I got the money for our meals for the past day, three meals a day, and he asked me to eat something good at school.
He didn't say what he wanted to eat, and I didn't ask because he wouldn't say if I asked.
I tried to study hard, but this was really a gifted thing, and I pessimistically told him that I might not be a good student.
But he cupped my face, pressed my nose, and warmed me with his usual voice: "Then I will raise you for the rest of your life!"
” After a long life of going out early and returning late, one day he suddenly brought back a woman, and just when I thought the sky was falling, he took the initiative to explain that it was his partner, and he picked it up like me.
We had a hard time for almost a year in 2000, and the money aspect was only one of them, and he was very tired, and I was about the same in school.
Fortunately, at the end of the year he finally had a huge success, I just know that he was really happy those days, we celebrated for a long time, he got drunk that day and hugged me and talked nonsense in the middle of the night, and the most important thing is that he will never let you suffer again.
I felt that the money I had saved for the meal and the snacks I had secretly brought back for him were all valuable, because he remembered them in his heart, just like me.
One day in '01, he brought me to the company, and I finally knew how successful he was, and everyone in the company was very nice to me, but I knew they were more because of him.
The other stars were fine, but when I saw Moon Geun-young, who was more than two years older than me but much more cute, especially when she also came over and shouted oppa, I felt threatened.
Since that day, I haven't let him press my nose, and every time I come to the company, I dress beautifully, but she's a star, and I'm not.
So I found him and told him seriously that I also want to be a star.
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There was no embarrassment as I imagined, he easily agreed, and I finally knew how blessed it was to have someone who unconditionally supported me in anything.
But the reality hit me again, my acting skills are terrible, especially compared to Wen Genying, although everyone is persuading me that the other party is a genius who has not seen one for decades, but I am still unwilling, why am I not a genius?
Sensing my sadness, he almost stopped all his work and stayed with me for a few months, and it was at that time that we noticed that my singing seemed to be quite good.
But he said that this was not enough, because a singer who can only sing will not last long.
As for dancing, my body wasn't that flexible, so he went with me, and the two of us went to learn guitar together.
He was really smart, and in less than half a year, he was already better than the teacher had talked about, and then he taught me in turn, in fact, I deliberately learned more slowly, because I wanted him to teach me longer.
Then I officially became a member of the company, the kind with a big name!
Because I am the only artist in the company who is signed full-time, unlike the other Ernies, I am truly my own person.
At the same time, he was the only singer in the company, if I was a singer at that time.
However, the people in the company are very good to me, and when he gets busy, I will practice in the company by myself.
Everyone is always willing to tease me, but today I feel that they are sincere: "Ji-eun practice hard, and when you become a big star in the future, you will move forward with the company, and it is best that you can support our entire company alone!"
” "Wait for me!
Wait until I'm older!
Wait for my voice-changing period to pass!
Waiting for my guitar is better than my brother talked about!
That's what I said to them at the time, and I loved the feeling of being together.
But now that I've grown up, I've got a nice voice, and the guitar is almost the best among female stars, and I've become a big star who can support a company, but what about you?
Happy time always passed very quickly, it was one day in '04, as usual, he took me to school, but when I was about to get out of the car, he hugged me tightly, very hard.
"Ji-eun, I'm a big girl, do you know how strong you want to be in the future?
No matter what difficulties you encounter, remember that you are my sister to Kong Lu!
Let me take this photo as a souvenir!
With that, he pulled out a photo of me by the Han River from my wallet and left.
That was the last time I saw him, and it was my parents who came to pick me up that night, and I ignored them at all and went back to our house paranoidly.
It was empty, except for my luggage, which I knew was the one who had done it.
I searched for him all over the world for days, but no, nothing, no company, no Ernies, not even a home.
My parents have always been very nice to me, especially nice!
I want to understand this as love, but why isn't this love so pure?
Before he left, he left me a huge sum of 2 billion, which was operated by a special person, and he specifically explained that this money could be used to pay off debts, but a maximum of 200 million yuan could be withdrawn every year, and it had to be agreed by me and the client.
As for ten years from now, he probably won't have to worry about me anymore.
Of course, I prefer to understand that he will come back to me in 10 years.
Fortunately, I finally waited for it, and it didn't take ten years.
Although he has amnesia, although he seems to have a girlfriend, these are not problems, because I am his family.
Whether his name is Kong Lu or Li Menglong, he is my him.
He once gave me a home, and now I want to give him a home.
It's just Lee Soon-gyu......
Lee Ji-eun, you're the best, come on!
Fight for Li Menglong, Kong Lu, and yours......
(To be continued.) )