The scary thing about the word "goodbye" is that it is a reunion, but also a farewell.
Xu Tingsheng saw Xiang Ning again when he was 31 years old, and that day he was sitting in the small shop he opened in the alley.
This small shop has been open for more than a year, and it can be regarded as Xu Tingsheng's reliance on "surviving", and the continuous entrepreneurial failures have wiped out all his sharpness.
Xu Tingsheng, who had surrendered to his fate, was no longer concerned about business, and most of the time, he only focused on the computer screen.
"Boss, how much is this?"
Maybe because he had been numb for too long, Xu Tingsheng had even forgotten this voice, no matter how much he loved the owner of this voice.
But he still remembers this headband, this style is a bit outdated, but there is still it in his shop, because the person who used to be, she always likes to wear a headband, revealing a forehead that is said to be very expensive and has "Fuxi bones", and this is her favorite style.
Xu Tingsheng doesn't like to make eye contact with guests most of the time, as if he is afraid that others will see through his embarrassment, but he always looks up to look at the girl who bought this headband, not because he expects her to appear, but well, he is looking forward to it, just looking forward to it, just look forward to it, just look at her again.
The moment Xu Tingsheng raised his head, he saw that familiar face, and the same familiar smile, her change was very small, very small, maybe there was no change at all.
The ancients described many emotions very well, such as "a sour heart".
The sourness flooded his chest, and tears flowed uncontrollably in an instant.
"How can you come back here," Xu Tingsheng said.
This is the city where she went to college, and it is also the city where they met and fell in love.
"I'm here for a training."
Xiang Ning said.
"Where are you teaching now, I found out that you were admitted, third in the written exam, third in the interview, and passed the physical examination, but I couldn't find out which school you were in."
Xu Tingsheng said.
"Fumihiko Elementary School."
Xiang Ning said while paying the money, this process made Xu Tingsheng very at a loss, he tried to find a little more money, Xiang Ning politely handed back some, Xu Tingsheng became even more embarrassed and at a loss because of this.
Xiang Ning walked to the door.
"Are you married?"
asked Xu Tingsheng involuntarily.
Xiang Ning turned his head, smiled, and shook his head slightly.
"Yes, can you stand for a while" Xu Tingsheng stood up, raised his hand and put it down, unable to find a place to put it.
"Nope.
I just wanted to see you again, and tell you that I always thought you were coming to me.
Xiang Ning turned her head, Xu Tingsheng didn't have time to see her expression clearly, she had already held up her umbrella and walked into the night and rain.
Xu Tingsheng's brain was blank for about 1 minute, and then he took out his mobile phone and made a call to Huang Yaming and Fu Cheng.
Xu Tingsheng said on the phone: "She appeared, just now, 1 minute ago, in my store. ” They all understood, as best friends for more than ten years, they knew Xu Tingsheng's situation over the years, including feelings.
"Hurry up and chase it."
They said one after another.
"Chase," Xu Tingsheng said.
"Of course chase, she will come back to see you, which means that she is reluctant."
"Okay."
The same conversation went on twice.
Xu Tingsheng stood up and hurriedly knocked down the stool behind the cash register.
"Pong" A few of the customers who were still hanging out in the store turned their heads to look at him.
"Boss, you don't look at the store," the customer joked.
This sentence reminded Xu Tingsheng of his current life and current situation, and a voice in his head said: "How can I tell her what to tell her to keep her when I catch up, and then drag her down" "What if you catch it?"
"What if you catch it?"
"What if you catch it?"
Xu Tingsheng sat down, as if the whole person had finally been drained of his last strength.
Xu Tingsheng was born in a rural family on the outskirts of a small county, and when he was 19 years old, he lost his father due to an accident, and the family has been struggling ever since.
Xu Tingsheng was later admitted to a normal school, and after graduation, he became a history teacher at a high school in the city.
He has been in this position for 4 years.
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During this period, my sister graduated from college and was successfully admitted to the National Taxation Bureau, my mother was healthy and happy, Xu Tingsheng repaid the debts owed by the family in previous years, but still couldn't get a down payment for a house.
In 2011, Xu Tingsheng was 27 years old, and a college friend invited him to start a business together and run a small building materials company.
In order to completely change his fate, Xu Tingsheng chose to fight hard and resigned to go to sea.
On the third day after Xu Tingsheng's resignation, he and Xiang Ning, who was a junior and a senior at Zhunan University who had his life's destiny, met on a narrow road.
A year later, The company encountered difficulties, one of the three partners absconded with the money, and Xu Tingsheng failed to start a business and was burdened with millions of debts.
Soon after, Xiang Ning graduated, successfully passed the exam, and became a primary school Chinese teacher, but Xu Tingsheng could no longer be found.
Xu Tingsheng suddenly disappeared from Xiang Ning's life in this way.
Xu Tingsheng at this stage, in fact, still has hope, still dreams of a successful day, and goes back to find Xiang Ning, he misses and looks forward to it every day.
It wasn't until then that he failed to start his business twice in a row.
In 2015, Xu Tingsheng saw Xiang Ning again when he was 31 years old.
At this time, he had just passed and stood up, but he was like a twilight year, lifeless, and unbearable.
That night, Xu Tingsheng closed the door of the store early and wandered aimlessly through the streets.
There are so many places in this city that have left their figures together, sweet, laughing, happy, sad.
Xu Tingsheng seemed to be able to see the former pair of people, familiar but unfamiliar, they held hands, stood there far away, smiling and waving to themselves.
There was an intersection where Xiang Ning used to sit and cry.
At that time, Xu Tingsheng said that he had broken up, Xiang Ning sat here crying, she cried and left, and Xu Tingsheng did not catch up.
That night, Xiang Ning called Xu Tingsheng, saying that she had lost her wallet on the way back crying, and asked Xu Tingsheng to accompany her to find it, and then break up after finding it.
Of course, Xu Tingsheng knew that it was fake, but when a proud girl who has been chased by many boys is willing to lie and cheat like this for you, what can't be satisfied and what kind of heart can't be softened That day, they had been looking for a long time, for a long time, and they were all pretending to be very serious and looking carefully, until they looked at each other and couldn't help but laugh.
At another intersection, Xu Tingsheng once sat there and cried.
"Uncle" Xu Tingsheng doesn't like to take selfies, Xiang Ning refused to take a selfie for the first few times, so she didn't insist anymore.
Once Xiang Ning went to the toilet, Xu Tingsheng was in charge of looking at the bag, boringly looking through Xiang Ning's mobile phone.
He found that Xiang Ning's mobile phone had a folder named "Sweet", which was full of photos of her and Xu Tingsheng, but most of the Xu Tingsheng in the photos were asleep, or looking at other places and doing other things.
Only Xiang Ning looked at the camera, leaned her face over, and smiled like a flower, she secretly took these photos and secretly took a photo with her boyfriend.
Xu Tingsheng cried very much that day, Xiang Ning was startled when he came back from the toilet and saw it, and then, Xu Tingsheng, who was tearful and snotty, pulled Xiang Ning to take a selfie and take a group photo, which was so ugly.
Xu Tingsheng walked towards the pair of people, An Audi rushed towards him, The lights were blinding, and he forgot to dodge.
The tires of the sudden braking made a sharp sound against the ground, and the beautiful woman in the passenger seat was screaming in panic.
Xu Tingsheng felt that he was flying, his body was in the air, and he felt a sense of weightlessness.
There is also a feeling of pain, but it lasts for a short time.
Then, there is the boundless darkness
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