Chapter Forty-Eight: Carry Me to a Brightly Lit Place After the ball game, Xu Tingsheng got drunk, this is the second time he has been drunk since he was reborn, the first time because he was by Xu's father's side, he unconsciously forgot his fear, and he was drunk in a daze.
Afterwards, he was actually very worried for a few days, and only after finding that Xu's father was okay did he settle down.
This time he was drunk and had nothing to do with the people around him, or these people didn't bring him that sense of security, but he was still drunk, he was drinking with his youth, cheers.
The ball kicked his mind back to his teenage years.
Before, he regained his young body, but Xu Tingsheng still lives with the psychology of 31 years old, with fear, even if he is reborn, he still carries fear, that is the mentality of a loser, because he was originally a complete loser, a coward who failed so much that he could only watch love go.
After being reborn, he may be able to lift the weight of small things, but every time he thinks about the road ahead, Xu Tingsheng is still extremely unconfident, and he doesn't know where he will go.
The gentle push of the arch of the foot on the court made the former youthful spirit coincide with the reborn body.
At least sometimes, he wanted to make himself like a teenager through and through, like living in youth.
In the stories of rebirth he had seen in his previous life, people were always defensive, always climbing desperately, even unscrupulous, always thinking about taking everything into their hands, what belonged to him, what didn't belong to him, everything.
Xu Tingsheng doesn't want so much, family, Xiang Ning, friends, and himself, he wants to live a hearty life, this is what he understands to live up to this life.
Fu Cheng was also drunk, and left first by himself, he said that he was going to find Fang Yunyao and finish shouting out the words that he hadn't finished.
Xu Tingsheng shook his head and said, I don't believe you dare to go.
Fu Cheng said: "Then I'll find a corner and call out." ” Not long after Fu Cheng left, Xu Tingsheng also left first, he wandered around the campus, humming the "hooligan tune" he created when he was young and foolish in his previous life: "Girl, she's so fucking pretty, it makes my heart flutter, The passing school girl greeted warmly, and Xu Tingsheng responded more enthusiastically, until the little girl was scared away.
Walking out of the school gate, Xu Tingsheng unexpectedly met a person, AE.
Ask yourself, ae is the least respected among the girls who collided with Xu Tingsheng after his rebirth, Xu Tingsheng carefully took care of many people's emotions and feelings, but he didn't treat ae.
To say the simplest example, AE told Xu Tingsheng his mobile phone number early, and after Xu Tingsheng bought a mobile phone, he sent a group message to tell many people his mobile phone number, but there was no AE.
But she's not wrong.
AE also came to see the ball game today, and Xu Tingsheng saw her.
"Xu Tingsheng, you're drunk," AE said.
"Yes, a little, why are you still here so late," Xu Tingsheng said as much as he could.
"Wait for you, I want to tell you, I'll go back to Shenghai City tomorrow, and my mother is over there."
AE said.
"Your home is in Shenghai, it's very good there."
"No, it's not that the family is over there, it's just that my mother is there, and it's not good there at all."
AE's parents are divorced, and her mother works in a municipality known as one of the two most prosperous cities and one of the two college entrance examination paradises.
She has lived there for nearly ten years, but she is still an outsider, she is a countryman in the eyes of her classmates, a supernumerary student who has nothing to do with the admission rate in the eyes of her teachers, her studies are not good, her family is not rich, she wants to be respected, or even just wants friends, she can only get it through her own skills and scheming.
Perhaps, this is the cause of her character, she has to think rationally all the time, calculate the gains and losses, and use this as a standard to measure everything and put it into action.
Before Xu Tingsheng could speak, AE continued: "Walk with me" She is different today from the past, there is no charming eyes, no strange breathing, no teasing in the open and in the dark, Xu Tingsheng looks at her, she is like the most ordinary little girl.
So Xu Tingsheng said: "Okay." ” The two walked along the street, and before they knew it, they came to Riverside Road, which was a great place for a date, with the sound of water, the wind, and the dim street lamps and shadows in pairs.
The two found a stone bench and sat down by the river.
The long hair was blown by the wind, and ae combed the messy hair in front of his forehead.
She said, "I'm so hungry, I didn't eat dinner, I've been waiting for you there." ” She said again: "Xu Tingsheng, although I know that there will be no results, although I know that you may look down on me, I still want to tell you, I seem, not like, I like you."
Today you ran under the stands with a heart in your hand, and I coaxed myself and said, it's for me, you know what's very good at lying to myself, since I was a child. ” Xu Tingsheng stood up and said: "Actually, it may not be that you like it, it may just be that you are too eager to be protected, it may just be that you just want someone who can make you not have to rely on yourself to face and fight for everything, and you don't have to be careful all the time," Xu Tingsheng said a few "maybes" in a row, and then continued: "It just so happens that during the period of time you have seen, I have been very strong in some things, so it makes you feel this way, in fact, if you change the time and face other things, I may be an incompetent coward, a complete failure, do you believe it?"
After speaking, Xu Tingsheng walked back.
AE said, "You're leaving" Xu Tingsheng smiled: "I'll buy you food, and I will take it as a thank you and reward for my devotion to the beauty." ” Xu Tingsheng bought something and came back, AE gobbled up without image in front of him, this AE really doesn't look like AE at all.
There were still a few cans of beer in the bag that Xu Tingsheng brought back, AE opened a can and handed it to Xu Tingsheng, then opened a can himself, raised it and touched it with Xu Tingsheng, and said, "Cheers, thank you." ” The two of them drank and chatted, AE was drunk, and she was drunk faster than Xu Tingsheng, who was already drunk.
She leaned on Xu Tingsheng's shoulder and said, "It seems to be worth it." ” "What" "It's just not in vain to seduce you, with such treatment, Yao Jing doesn't have it, it's not a senior sister, so it seems to be worth it."
Xu Tingsheng suddenly realized this, indeed, these Yao Jing didn't have it, and Wu Yuewei didn't have it, so why did he suddenly do this to AE, who was obviously the most disrespectful, why did he suddenly want to give her a little care and warmth, as well as respect and care Perhaps, because she, like her former self, is living in a state of struggle and fear.
Xu Tingsheng said: "It's really not, if you don't have any requirements, hurry up and say Oh, you should go home, and you have to take a car to Shenghai City tomorrow." ” ae pursed her lips and thought about it, stood up, staggered onto the stone bench, opened her arms to the wind, and said, "Carry me to the brightly lit place." ” Carry me to a brightly lit place.
Everyone has had dark times, there have been lonely times when no one reached out, and at that time, you want someone to carry you to a brightly lit place.
Xu Tingsheng walked back to the street with AE on his back, and then AE came down and walked by herself, she jumped and jumped, like a little girl who was stupid but only had happiness and no sorrow and fear.
AE walked around the bend, in circles, and she hoped that the road would be longer, and longer, because she was rarely so relieved and happy.
However, the two of them finally walked to the alley of AE's house.
"I'm not going home."
AE said in a rogue tone, then turned to walk down the street.
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Xu Tingsheng grabbed her and said, "I'll watch you go up." ” "Alas, bad guys", ae sighed, frowned and said, "I really want to seduce you again, there is really no one at home, people are so afraid, people are really going to leave tomorrow." ” It turns out that if you change "I" to "people", the tone effect will be completely different.
Xu Tingsheng smiled bitterly and took out his mobile phone and dialed the number of AE, and said as calmly as possible: "Save it, be friends in the future, and tell me if there is anything I can help me." ” "Words count."
"Words count."
Xu Tingsheng was walking on the way home, his mobile phone vibrated and he picked it up and looked at it.
AE said: I just thought about it, I really need your help with something.
Xu Tingsheng replied: You say. ae said: Help solve the physiological problem is not a person, and I just drank so lonely, I want to.
AE said: My house number is 402, waiting for you. ae said: Hurry up, don't be tormented.
Xu Tingsheng is so painful, demonic, after all, he is still a demon, and he can't afford to provoke him.
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