Chapter 52: Did We Know Each Other Before?
The fried dumplings can't be eaten when it's cold, Xu Tingsheng held the bag in his arms, covered it with one hand, held an umbrella with the other, and trotted all the way to Xinyan Middle School.
Xu Tingsheng called himself Xiang Ning's cousin to the doorman, and the doorman looked at him with very suspicious eyes for a long time, until Xu Tingsheng handed over a pack of cigarettes, he reluctantly went to the teaching building to help call Xiang Ning.
Xiang Ning came, Xu Tingsheng stood at the door, and the rain was falling from his hair.
He said, "I bought you fried dumplings, the one next to the stone bridge." ” Xiang Ning was stunned, took the fried dumplings in Xu Tingsheng's hand, and said in a panic, "Uncle."
This title may come from Xiao Xiang Ning's long-haired friend, in her mouth, Xu Tingsheng is the uncle.
Xiao Xiang Ning shouted uncle, with a little timidity and panicked eyes.
In her previous life, she had called her uncle countless times, and Xu Tingsheng had been protesting, "I should be called brother, I'm not that old," he said.
This time he was younger, but when he heard that he was called uncle, he didn't want to fight, he only felt happy.
Xu Tingsheng didn't speak, Xiang Ning continued to say in a timid voice: "Uncle, you're not a bad person, right?"
"No, of course not."
Xu Tingsheng hurriedly waved his hand, Xiang Ning stood under the eaves, he stood in the rain, holding an umbrella in one hand, and stretching out the scope of the umbrella with the other arm, swaying left and right in the rain, the rain splashed, and a drop fell on Xiang Ning's cheek, He tried to reach out to wipe it, but his hand stopped in mid-air.
Xiang Ning took a step back, she looked like she was very frightened, she was not like this the last time we met, and her defenseless appearance even made Xu Tingsheng very worried for a while, and educated her.
What's wrong with her this time "My classmate, my best friend, the one you saw her is gone, she ran away from home with her boyfriend during the summer vacation and went out to play, her boyfriend took her to meet a stranger's house, and then, she disappeared."
As if seeing Xu Tingsheng's doubts, Xiang Ning explained.
In her previous life, Xu Tingsheng had never heard Xiang Ning mention this incident, perhaps because this incident was too painful, she didn't want to recall.
In fact, people have such a self-shielding subconscious, and the things that are really fearful and painful to the extreme, often do not want to think about it again, let alone mention it again, because every time you mention it, you have to experience that pain again, like cutting an old wound with a sharp knife.
Now Xu Tingsheng knows why she is afraid.
He thought about it, so he had to move Liu Xueli out and say, "I know you Teacher Liu, your homeroom teacher, don't be afraid." ” Xiang Ning was surprised for a while and said, "Really."
"Really," Xu Tingsheng said, "and the package you and Teacher Liu received in April, which contained banlan root and white vinegar, which I sent."
Don't be afraid, I'm not a bad person. ” "Ah" Xiang Ning exclaimed with his mouth half open, "It turned out that you sent it, that, thank you but, why do I mean, we don't seem to know each other, just now the doorman uncle said that you are my cousin, but I haven't seen you." ” Xiang Ning asked Xu Tingsheng why, what should Xu Tingsheng say He wants to say, because I have loved you in two lives and two lives, and I want to make up for the disappointment in my previous life, and I want to make up for it ten times and a hundred times in this life; He wanted to say that because I had tasted the pain of losing you, I didn't want to taste it again, so this time I would guard you like this way, for fear that you would accidentally like someone else; He wants to say, I want to grow up with you; He wanted to say, I really just want to look at you more and say a few more words to you; He wanted to say that there is a story like this, in which Xiang Ning will fall in love with Xu Tingsheng after eight years But he couldn't say anything.
"We knew each other before" Xiang Ning saw Xu Tingsheng's dazed expression, frowned and didn't speak, tilted his head and asked softly.
"Maybe I forgot, the teacher and my parents said I was so careless."
The little girl thought it was her own problem, and gave herself a round.
"Of course we know, and we don't know, I've seen you on the Ferris wheel, I've seen you on the seaside, I've seen you on the long street where the leaves of the sycamore fall all over the ground, I've seen you at the gate of the park where it's sold, I've seen you smile like a flower, I've seen you burst into tears, I've seen you gentle and well-behaved, I've seen you unreasonable," Xu Tingsheng said silently in his heart.
"You forgot, yes, how could you remember, it's a past that only I have, and for you, this should have happened eight years from now."
He still didn't know how to speak, and the bell rang for the end of the morning reading, and the students poured out of the classroom and flocked to the cafeteria.
Another girl, who may be another friend of Xiang Ning, stood at the bottom of the building waiting for Xiang Ning, Xiang Ning said, "I'm going to have breakfast with my classmates." ” "This", Xiang Ning shook the bag in his hand and said, "I love this very much, but can I share it with my classmates, she also likes it." ” "Okay."
Xu Tingsheng nodded vigorously.
"Well, goodbye."
"Goodbye."
"Go back and wipe your hair, it's soaking wet."
"yes, okay."
In the next few days, Xu Tingsheng didn't go to Xiang Ning again, in that case, he wouldn't be concerned but disturbed.
Just like the last time he came here, Xu Tingsheng occasionally wandered around the city, occasionally lying on the grassy slope behind Xinyan Middle School for a whole afternoon, and fortunately, he saw Xiang Ning appear in the playground once for physical education class.
The classmates who were in class together were running, and she didn't know if she was cheating or how she was left alone.
The little girl tied her hair into a ponytail, stood under the basket with a basketball in her arms, and threw the ball up again and again with both hands, Xu Tingsheng didn't know how many she threw it in, he only saw the jumping ponytail, flying in the sun.
That's all, how good.
I look at you, and you don't know.
At this moment, Xu Tingsheng thought of breaking away from Xiang Ning's life and becoming a bystander, in fact, this was not a momentary thought, he had been struggling and hesitating between such two choices, approaching or watching.
The thought at this moment does not mean that it can stop a few days later, or even a few hours later, Xu Tingsheng will be eager, wanting to hear her say something to himself and smile to himself.
At least in the next few days, Xu Tingsheng held back, he didn't go to Xiang Ning, or even to the grassy slope in the back mountain.
Xu Tingsheng visited the school he was about to study in advance, Yanzhou University.
This is a university town composed of 7 universities, located in the southwest of Yanzhou City, these years, because of the expansion of university enrollment, all parts of the country are in full swing to build university towns, Xu Tingsheng does not know how many talents these university towns have cultivated, but he knows that these university towns at least feed a lot of people.
The university town named Xishan, the supporting facilities are still gradually being built and improved, so the adjacent town of the same name has become a bustling commercial bazaar, although the new students have not been reported at this time, but the seniors have come back a lot, and the merchants are also busy.
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Xu Tingsheng had never been to this university town in his previous life, so he walked around Xishan Town, asked people again, and found Yanzhou University, which was located in the middle of the university town.
It feels good to walk on a college campus again.
There are quiet boulevards, beautiful seniors in long skirts will walk past you with books in their arms, some people sit on the lawn basking in the sun, a group of people, or a couple, the spirited old professor is playing tai chi, and the boys are roaring away in groups holding basketballs or footballs.
To go to college again, this is perhaps the wish of many people in the over-30 group.
In my memory, Xu Tingsheng was drunk once in his previous life, and when he woke up the next day, Xu's mother told him, do you know what you shouted when you were drunk last night, you said that you still want to study.
This time, Xu Tingsheng can make it happen
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