Maybe Liu Lieyun didn't expect my emotions to be so intense, I myself was stunned, Liu Lieyun too, after we eased up, Liu Lieyun looked at me with a sad expression, as if he wanted to comfort me, but he didn't know where to start, he looked at me for a while, so he could only reach out to my face and touch it, and said to me, embarrassed for me.But when I heard the words, my heart seemed like a mountain was collapsing, and it was difficult for me, what could it bring me?
Now that the facts are already like this, how should I go next?
I didn't want to explain too much to Liu Lieyun, so I was silent for a while and said to her: ldquo; I don't want to say anything, if you really feel sorry for me, don't say this matter, even if you don't look at my face, you have to look at the child in my belly, the child in my belly is also the descendant of your mother's Liu family.rdquo; After saying these words to Liu Lieyun, I was relieved, but after Liu Lieyun listened to what I said, he still didn't seem to want me to do this, with a sad cloud on his face, and asked me: ldquo; Don't you really have a little feeling for Youjun?
If he found out about it, what would he do with you?
rdquo; Now I don't care what I will receive, since I have planned to do something, I will definitely think about it, I am no longer the Bai Jing I used to be, now I will give everything I have in order to live, in order to live better.ldquo; Afraid of what?
Even if it was seen through by Youjun, I can find an excuse to fool the past casually, and it is impossible to be recognized, my plan is thorough, unless this matter is said by you, otherwise he will not know at all.rdquo; I said to Liu Lieyun resolutely, let her know that I have to do this, Liu Lieyun looked at my resolute look, seemed a little unbearable, but there was no way to change my thoughts, she was afraid of Youjun, so she was very scruples about him, but I was not afraid, what I wanted to do, no one could stop me, I wanted to get rid of Youjun and conquer him, this matter, I have to do it sooner or later.ldquo; Do you really stop thinking about it?
Sister is also good for you.rdquo; Liu Lieyun started to be a mother-in-law again, she kept saying that she was good for me, but she just wanted me to live for the time being, regardless of whether I was doing well or not, I didn't want to listen to anything from Liu Lieyun now, and once again resolutely told her that I must do this.Liu Lieyun's repeated pleading did not change my mind, but I made everything clear to her just now, and there is no need for her to really go to Youjun to report me, not to speculate for more than half a sentence, after I finished speaking, please Liu Lieyun go out, there is almost no time today, and please him and she don't disturb me.What do I mean by this, fools know that I am going to drive her away, Liu Lieyun naturally understood, but I don't know what she is thinking, her face is still twisted and tangled, I thought she still wanted to persuade me, so I turned my face and did not continue to look at her.I only heard that the chair that Liu Lieyun was sitting on moved slightly, but she had already gotten up, for some reason, the footsteps stopped when I went out, I turned my head to look at Liu Lieyun, and found that Liu Lieyun was standing at the door at this time, as if thinking about something, suddenly turned to me, approached me and said: ldquo; You don't have to look for someone else, can you look at my sister?
rdquo; I thought I had heard it wrong for a while, and looked at Liu Lieyun in surprise, wondering if she had misunderstood what I meant, so I asked her: ldquo; Second sister, do you know what I'm doing?
rdquo; ldquo; My sister knows that you are looking for a woman who is very similar to you, to replace you and Youjun in sexual affairs, the palace maids in this palace, women who are similar to you in size and can replace you, there are not few, so if you are willing, my sister is willing to help you.rdquo; This matter, and not a child's game, although I said that I am not afraid of being discovered, but paper can never contain the fire, sooner or later one day Youjun will discover this secret, once he discovers this secret, if it has not grown up, it is a catastrophe for me and Liu Lieyun, I don't want my matter, implicated Liu Lieyun, she finally became the emperor, as long as Youjun is in power, she has no worries about food and clothing for the rest of her life, there is no need to take this risk for me.I rejected Liu Lieyun and said no, tell her to go back, don't worry about my business anymore, everything has nothing to do with her.I think this is my great love for Liu Lieyun, I don't want her to die, I hope she lives well, just as she also hopes that even if I am not good, I will save my life.After I finished saying this, Liu Lieyun not only did not leave, but knelt down in front of me, as if he had made a great determination, and said to me: ldquo; My sister is not all for you, my sister is also for herself, I have been married for so long, he has never touched me, my sister is a woman, I love him so deeply, I want to be with him, I want to feel his warmth like you, even if I have your identity, I am willing!
rdquo; I can't imagine how much Liu Lieyun loves Youjun, and would rather give up her own identity, her own skin, and be with Youjun, I used to think that love was for two people to be honest together and like each other, but seeing Liu Lieyun like this, I overturned my definition of love in the past, and asked Liu Lieyun to say, wouldn't she feel wronged like this?
When I said the word grievance, Liu Lieyun's face suddenly became sad, stood up from in front of me, turned around and replied to me: ldquo; You don't understand at all, the feeling of loving someone, but he doesn't love you, it's too painful, it's like you've always wanted to have something, and it's important to see such a thing as your own life, but you can't have its anxiety and pain, I can see him every day, but his heart has never been me, I look at him and you in front of me like glue, look at him smiling happily when he is with you, my heart is like a knife, cutting my flesh one by one, I die in pain, I want to have him, I want to see him smile for me, I hope his heart is full of me, this is my only wish in life, and I hope my sister can understand me.rdquo; I haven't had this experience of loving someone but not getting the other person's heart, even if Liu Longting snubbed me in the past, but I also know that my heart is there, and he still has me in his heart, and when I think he doesn't love me, I will choose to forget him.I don't have such a strong lovesickness as Liu Lieyun, nor do I have such a strong desire to have a person, so I can't understand her feelings, in fact, I just don't want her to get into this troubled water, she pulled me in because she didn't know how deep the water was in this troubled water, but I knew it, because I knew the depth, so I didn't want her to come in.ldquo; But you know what, if we fail, you will die, the two of us will die together, you will die and you will never see him again, aren't you afraid?
Aren't you afraid of death?
rdquo; ldquo; If you can't get what you want in life, what's the point of living?
I'm not afraid of death, I'll die sooner or later if I live, but I'm afraid that when I die, I never get the love of Youjun, and it's even more terrible for me to die, so sister, even if you count sister, please sister, can you help me?
Let me be your stand-in, for your good, and for my sister herself.rdquo; Maybe it's because of Liu Lieyun, I don't know how to answer her for a while, I really want to refuse her, and I did refuse, but Liu Lieyun saw that I didn't agree, and already knelt in front of me and begged me, telling me that I must promise her, she is willing to bear all the consequences, if I don't agree, she will not be able to get close to Youjun in her life, and if she dies in the future, she will die without turning a blind eye!
When he said this, Liu Lieyun was already in tears.Liu Lieyun's words have come to this, if I don't agree to her, it will be like cutting off her back road, so that she will not be at ease when she dies in the future, so I have no choice, although I don't want to, but I still said to Liu Lieyun: ldquo; As long as you can change my form, I can promise you.