I know that if I say this kind of thing to Liu Longting, Liu Longting will be like last time, and it will be awkward, but now is different from the past, we have a big responsibility on our shoulders, even if we love each other again, we also need to have our own things to do and live.Sure enough, it was the same as I thought, but after I said this to Liu Longting, Liu Longting's expression changed slightly when he looked at me, and then asked me, "Why would you rather go with my aunt than with me?"
”I didn't expect Liu Longting's question to be so sharp, and I was afraid that he would think too much for a while, so I told him: "I'm not worried about you, I'll just go alone for this kind of small thing, I can't let you accompany me for everything." ”"But I'm willing to accompany you, I want to accompany you wherever you want to go."
When Liu Longting said this to me, I couldn't think of any other reason to dismiss him, so I could only confess to him: "If you accompany me, I will rely on you for everything."
I want to do my own thing, and if you interfere with everything, it makes me feel like I'm worthless. ”I don't know if it's because it's too ugly, or if it's something else.After listening to what I said, Liu Longting raised his eyes and looked at me for a while, and asked me with some doubts last time: "Do you think I am too much in charge of your affairs?"
”"It's not ......."
I didn't know what to say, but I didn't wait for me to say the rest of the words, and Liu Longting didn't put away the medicine bowl and snacks on the table, and went out directly.I think he should be angry, he will be angry, he is also worried about my safety when he goes with me, but I think that I don't need him, he hinders me, it's like I often heard a sentence in high school, I give you my sincerity, but you think he has too much blood.Liu Longting is angry now, I'm also annoyed, I thought that we had gone through so much, we weren't as noisy as before, at least we would cherish and understand each other, but now this kind of cherishing is not too much, so it has led to conflicts between us?
I lay on the bed and thought about it for a long time, thinking about whether I should apologize to Liu Longting, after all, no matter how I look at this matter, it is my fault, Liu Longting is also a good heart, but I treat his kindness as a donkey's liver and lungs.I'm very reluctant to apologize, because if I apologize, what I just said to Liu Longting will become nonsense.But I still went, there had always been discord before, it was Liu Longting who came to me first, and I will find him first.I went to the Liulongting house, but I didn't find Liulongting, and when I went back to the hall, I saw Jiao'er running into the house from the outside, so I asked Zhou Hao where did he go?"
Sister Xiaobai, what are you looking for my third brother?
I just watched him go to the cliff to the north. ”After Jiao'er said this, I explained to Jiao'er that don't always think about playing all day long, and have time to practice the piano and cultivate mana, otherwise if she grows up in the future, she can't cultivate into an immortal, and she won't know anything, see who will marry her.Jiao'er suddenly snorted at me: "I'm not worried, Sister Xiaobai is the lord of the Three Realms, and if she wants me to be a god, it's a matter of mouth, and if I can't get married, I'll marry my master." ”I just wanted to say to Jiao'er that I wouldn't help her, but before the words could be said to me, Jiao'er suddenly turned around and pushed me out: "Sister Xiaobai, you hurry up and find my third brother!"
It's verbose, I'm like an old grandmother at a young age, just now I saw that my third brother seems to be in a bad mood, you go and comfort my third brother. ”After pushing me out of the door, Jiao'er muttered behind me that I am such a mother-in-law now, if I become a mother in the future, then my child will be killed by me.Looking at Jiao'er's disgust with me, and thinking of her saying that I will be a mother in the future, I remembered that my child is still in Kunlun Mountain, calculate the time, she should be born soon, just when we finish dealing with the matter of the seal of the underworld, I should go to pick him up.When I think of my child, I feel better, after all, it is also the flesh and blood that I have conceived.So I quickened my pace and walked towards the edge of the cliff to find Liu Longting, what could not be solved between us?
Now that we are together again, it may be that we get along in the wrong way, so it leads to contradictions.When I walked to the edge of the cliff, I saw Liu Longting standing alone on the edge of the cliff, he was dressed in white, blending with the surrounding melting snow, which reminded me of the scene I saw him for the first time before, the same white clothes, the same beautiful posture, and in the distance under the cliff, the snow of Changbai Mountain is melting, revealing some of the brown of the mountain between the snow white, which looks vast and cold, especially when the wind continues to blow towards the top of the cliff, blowing the robe on Liu Longting's body, making me always worry about whether he is cold or not?
So I didn't stop him, but ran directly towards Liu Longting, hugged him from behind, and put my face on the cold satin coat that had already been blown by the wind on my back.Liu Longting also guessed that it was me behind him, and when my hand wrapped around him, he put his hand on the back of my hand, held my hand tightly, and did not turn around to love me, but took a long breath, as if he had made a big decision, and asked me: "Bai Jing, do you still love me?"
”At this time, Liu Longting asked me this kind of question, which made me wonder what he was thinking, so that I didn't want him to go to the underworld with me, he thought about this and that and thought that I didn't love him anymore?
Or did Liu Longting want to say something else to me?"
Why are you asking me that?"
I asked Liu Longting.And after I asked Liu Longting this, Liu Longting took away my hand on his waist, turned around to me, his tall body stood in front of me, and blocked most of the wind that kept blowing on me, and said to me: "We have experienced so many things, I know that you and I will change, but these changes, I am not worried, but after we are together now, I feel that your heart does not completely belong to me anymore, is there anyone else in your heart, or your feelings for me are weak, Don't trust me anymore, so you don't want to rely on me all the time. ”When Liu Longting lowered his head and said these words to me, his eyes were like a handful of freshly melted snow water, slightly red and shiny, originally I planned to come here to find him, I wanted to comfort him and tell him what I need now, what he needs, but now when I look up at Liu Longting's sad eyes, my heart instantly hurts like a needle, and I can't say anything I have considered along the way, I am afraid of hurting him, and making him so sad again, I think I really love him and love him to the point of going crazy.I plunged into Liu Longting's arms with a face, I didn't want to care about anything anymore, I just wanted to hug him tightly and say to him: "How come, I love you, never a little less, you have always been in my heart, in my heart, except for you, I don't even have myself, you are my heart, how can you say that I am willing not to love you." ”I'm afraid this is the first time I've known Liu Longting for so long that I have said such a heartfelt confession to him, and when I said this myself, I felt a little incredible, how could such a fleshy word come out of my mouth.After I finished speaking, I only felt my waist tighten, Liu Longting hugged my waist tightly, and when my face was buried in his arms, he raised a hand and raised it towards my chin, his lips were covered with two cold petals, paused for a while, like a fire that quickly ignited the plain, and then kissed me passionately.The ending is the same as I thought, Liu Longting still accompanied me to the underworld, although I thought that it was not a difficult thing for me to go to the underworld, but Liu Longting still had to accompany me.When we set out the next morning, Gu Shu, in order to fulfill his duties as a mount, told me that he would also go with us, and maybe he could help me find out which people were loyal to me and which people had two hearts for me.