I always thought I was growing, I was improving, I was shining.But when it comes to turning around, it is still a bamboo basket to draw water.I didn't want to rely on Liu Longting to do what I wanted to do, but almost overnight, I returned to my previous state of weakness and powerlessness.Liu Longting, why didn't he tell me, why didn't he tell me these things, as long as he reminded me, I came back yesterday, as long as I came back in time, all of this today would not have happened.My heart was roaring and screaming, mourning for all that I had worked so hard to and suddenly lost, but what could I do in spite of that?
Liu Longting's hand stretched out towards me, he wanted to accompany me out, and I couldn't even fight for the most basic freedom at this time, what was the point of me living like this?
Every day in the future, can only listen to Liu Longting's words again, and then be his intimate and well-behaved stupid woman who gives up everything for him?
Although I didn't want to hold Liu Longting's hand anymore, for the sake of my future life, in order to hope that Liu Longting could accompany me to rescue Yue'er, I still put my hand in Liu Longting's hand.And Liu Longting held my hand tightly, his hand, at this time like a shackle, tightly buckled me, this thought I wanted to leave but couldn't leave, let me inexplicably think of the dream I had that night in Huaxuguo, in the dream I was also locked by shackles, and I was entangled with Liu Longting, now it's just Liu Longting has become this shackle, I and the shackles have been inseparable, I even thought, Liu Longting he deliberately didn't tell me, Is it really like what his second sister Liu Lieyun said, Liu Longting doesn't like women to be stronger than him, so he will acquiesce to let my throne be taken away?
This incident made me so sad, it had already happened, and I didn't want to continue to entangle, Liu Longting took me out of the door, and walked on the moonlit sheep intestine path in front of Liu's house.He just held my hand all the time, didn't talk to me, and walked quietly.After experiencing this incident, I now have nothing to say to Liu Longting except Yue'er, after we walked for a while, I looked up at Liu Longting, looking like I had already come out of this matter, and said to him: "Longting, since my throne is gone, I will be just an ordinary person in the future, and I have no right to take care of the affairs of the Three Realms in the future, and I don't want to bother anymore, but now I still have one thing I want to do, let's go find Yue'er, as long as Yue'er wants to come back, I didn't want anything anymore. ”In the past, I told Liu Longting that we should go to find Yue'er, and between me and him, there was a quarrel over this matter, but now I have nothing, and when I tell Liu Longting about this matter again, Liu Longting didn't have any consideration at all, and came back to me and said: "Okay, as long as you want, I will go with you." ”This answer made me once again believe that Liu Longting deliberately didn't tell me that Luo Shen was going to rebel, in the past, he pushed me to the position of Emperor Xi, just so that I could protect myself, and now after I am with him, he thinks that my identity will bring me endless danger, so even if he knows that I will be sad without the throne, he doesn't care about watching me step down, sure enough, my fate, no matter when, is manipulated by him, he wants to let go, he wants me to do whatever I want.Why do I have such a fate, why can I fight for everyone, but I can't fight for Liu Longting."
You're so good to me."
I don't know what kind of tone I said this to Liu Longting, but Liu Longting himself estimated that he was a little awkward when he heard this, so he didn't admit it, but suddenly stopped in front of me and said to me: "As long as you are good, I will listen to you for everything." ”This is changed to the past, it is still a love sentence, but at this time, when I listen to it again, I don't use the joy of the past, because I myself have a few catties and taels in front of Liu Longting, I am still a little forced, I can't catch him at all, so I don't need him to listen to anything from me at all, as long as he helps me find Yue'er together, I am already satisfied with him in my life.We talked to the satisfaction of both parties, and I didn't say anything unpleasant to Liu Longting, nor did I embarrass him, and Liu Longting didn't tell me everything he knew to me, but he also cared for me.When we returned to Liu's house, Jiao'er and Xu, they hadn't slept yet, and they were still studying the compass that Liu Longting and I brought back to her, and they liked it very much.Seeing that Liu Longting and I were back, Jiao'er hurriedly ran over to me, grabbed my hand, and said to me: "Sister Xiaobai, this compass is really powerful, I can calculate anything, but my mana is still shallow, and I can't control it, this is really a super super good baby." ”I glanced at this compass, and I didn't have much effort to pay attention to Jiao'er, but seeing Jiao'er so happy, I casually said to him, saying that is not good, how can Fuxi's things be so bad?
Liu Longting also knew that I was not in a very good mood, and saw that Jiao'er would happily tell me about the compass, so he bent down slightly to Jiao'er, stretched out his hand to pull Jiao'er away from me, and told Jiao'er that she had told her not to disturb me in the past two days, and now I am in a bad mood.As soon as Liu Longting reminded her, Jiao'er also thought of me who had just lost the throne, so she scolded herself a little blamefully, saying that she was not good, and she didn't care about my feelings when she was happy, and then said sorry to me, hoping that I wouldn't blame her.Looking at Jiao'er's little appearance of admitting my mistakes, I felt distressed and pitiful in my heart, since Yue'er was gone, I couldn't help but sometimes think of Jiao'er as Yue'er, so I squatted down towards Jiao'er, hugged her, and told her how could I be willing to blame her?
It's too late to hurt her.Seeing me holding her, I guessed what I was thinking, so she said to me: "Sister Xiaobai is thinking about Yue'er?"
If Sister Xiaobai doesn't dislike me for being slow, I can use this compass tonight to help Sister Xiaobai calculate where the moon is, but my mana is limited, and it may take a night to get the result, wait for Sister Xiaobai, you go to sleep first, if there is a result, I will tell you tomorrow morning. ”When Jiao'er told me that she could use the compass to find out where Yue'er was, my gloomy mood suddenly cleared up a little at this time, and I quickly looked up and asked Jiao'er, can she really figure it out?"
Of course, this compass is very powerful, you can calculate anything."
Thinking that Fu Xi also used this compass to help me calculate Feng Qitian's life and death, I believe that Jiao'er can also figure out where Yue'er is, so I hurriedly said thank you to Jiao'er, if I really calculate where Yue'er is now, I really have to be grateful to her.However, when I said thank you to Jiao'er, I thought that Jiao'er would have to spend a night to figure out Yue'er's whereabouts, so I was a little unbearable, so I said to Jiao'er again: "It's okay to count it during the day tomorrow, you are still young, you should rest early at night." ”"Hee-hee."
When Jiao'er heard me say this, she immediately grimaced at me: "With Master with me, Sister Xiaobai, don't worry, you and my third brother, go and rest early!"
”As he spoke, he pushed me away.I glanced at the void and said thank you to him, the void smiled at me and said that this should be, looking at the tacit understanding of the void and Jiao'er, I felt a wave of envy in my heart for no reason, what I want is also the tacit understanding and trust between Liu Longting, but between us, we may never be as silent as Jiao'er and Xu, and rely on each other simply.When Liu Longting and I turned around and went back to the room, Jiao'er seemed to remember something, and said to me: "By the way, Sister Xiaobai, just now I used the compass to calculate that the demonic energy on the mountain tonight I don't know what's going on, and it suddenly became very heavy at three or four o'clock in the morning, so close the windows when you go back to the room, so as not to let something from the mountains break into the house and disturb you and my third brother to rest." ”