"It's ......."
I didn't know how to answer her for a moment as I watched Yue'er look at her eyes wide open in anticipation of my answer.I love Yue'er, but I hate Youjun, as long as I think that I will be with Youjun for the rest of my life, my heart begins to be extremely painful, and I can't breathe.Yue'er saw my hesitation, looked a little disappointed, lowered her head, and held my hand tightly with a pair of small hands, but she didn't write anything more.I know that Yue'er is still estranged from Liu Longting, probably because she thinks that the appearance of Liu Longting will take away Youjun's position, so she will be so careful to make sachets for Liu Longting, but anyway, Liu Longting is her biological father, if it wasn't for Youjun snatching Yue'er from Yuxu Palace before, maybe we wouldn't be so entangled now, and the mother and daughter can't live normally."
Yue'er, my mother knows that you can't accept the reality that your father Liu is your father, but he is your biological father, look at your fair little face, it is your father, and your name is Liu Yue, you call your mother to leave your father and follow other men, haven't you thought that if your mother leaves, your father will not be sad when he sees his daughter instigating her mother to leave him?"
Yue'er is kind by nature, she wants me to go with him and Youjun, maybe she is also influenced by Youjun, and she doesn't want Youjun to be so sad and blame herself, so she will say this kind of thing to me, and when I tell Yue'er now to ask her to consider Liu Longting's feelings, Yue'er raised her cute and fair-skinned little face to me to look at me, a little sad and guilty, and I didn't know how to answer me for a while.Yue'er is still young now, and it's normal to not understand a lot of things, Youjun has always taken her, but after all, it's a man, and it is impossible to teach Yue'er everything, looking at Yue'er who feels a little guilty but doesn't know what to do, I said to her: "I know that my little Yue'er has a good heart, you don't want to see your father sad, so I want my mother to agree to your father's request, but in this world, where are there so many satisfactory things, if you fulfill one, you must hurt the other, in other things, We can sacrifice ourselves for the life and death of others, but only love can't, we must follow our own hearts.I like each other with your father, and we are willing to be together, he was born and died for my mother, in order to let my mother live any hardship can be endured, and not to say that my mother doesn't want to leave him at all, if my mother leaves, the pain is your father and mother. ”"But ......."
Yue'er wrote these two words on my palm, but she didn't write down the words behind, and under the dim light, Yue'er's eyes were already covered with a layer of mist.Looking at Yue'er's pitiful appearance, I was a little worried, I couldn't say bad things about Youjun in front of her, so that she felt even more pitiful about Youjun, and protected Youjun, in the past three years, Youjun was taking care of Yue'er, Yue'er was thinking about her wholeheartedly, I don't blame Yue'er, Liu Longting and I were just two strangers who suddenly broke into her life and asked her to call her parents.But after all, I can't let Yue'er go out with Youjun to endure hardships again, so I was a little sad and weird Yue'er, letting Yue'er know that it was wrong for her to tear down her own father and mother like this, so I said to Yue'er: "My good Yue'er, is it your mother and your father who are not good to you?"
That's why you want to break us up so much?
”I sighed and buried my face in the top of Yue'er's head.Yue'er heard what I said, and quickly pushed me away, for fear that I would misunderstand her, grabbed my hand and wrote in the palm of my hand: "Daddy Liu and my mother are very good to me, give me and my father a place to eat and live, but I see that my mother and Daddy Liu don't like Daddy very much, I am afraid that you will drive him away in the future, he is alone, and he can't go anywhere." ”Yue'er hesitated for a while, and then wrote on my hand: "Will my mother drive away my father in the future?"
”This is not just to drive him away, Liu Longting and I are eager to kill him.But I couldn't say this kind of thing directly in front of Yue'er, so I scolded her for being a fool: "Your father brought you up, how could we drive him away." ”Hearing me say this, Yue'er seemed to be a little relieved, continued to reach over and put her arms around my waist, buried her face in my arms, and didn't say anything to me again, and gradually fell asleep.When I woke up the next morning, Yue'er got up earlier than me, but last night I saw her aggrieved, and now I get up in the morning, she is in a very good mood, after waking up, she didn't wake me up, but just lay on the side of my bed, supporting her head with both hands, looking at my face, I opened my eyes, I saw Yue'er's head in front of my face, if it weren't for her beautiful face, I would be startled by her eyes looking at me like this, her eyes, just like a little idiot girl."
Why are you up so early looking at me?"
I asked Yue'er.Yue'er saw that I was awake at this time, so she took off the hand that was holding his little face, gestured in my palm and said, "I want to see where I look like my mother." ”Yue'er was in a good mood, and I was naturally in a good mood, so I asked her, "Then where do you think you resemble me?"
”Yue'er grinned and pointed to my eyes and eyebrows, telling me that she thought her eyes and eyebrows were very similar to mine.This dead kid is still very accurate in his eyes, but just as I was thinking about playing with him while I was holding Yue'er, there was a knock on the door, and then Liu Longting's words rang out: "Jing'er Yue'er, I'm going to send Bai Xian back to Heaven, you can get up later, have breakfast, it's all done." ”I said to Liu Longting outside the house, telling him to be careful on the road, then looked at Yue'er, kissed Yue'er on the cheek, picked up her clothes to help her put them on, and told her to wash and eat.Yue'er watched me and Liu Longting have such a casual conversation, and when I was dressing her, she wrote on my hand and asked me, "Mother, did you just like Daddy Liu, is it love and mutual liking?"
”"Silly Yue'er."
I nodded: "Yes, this is love, mutual liking, mutual care and care." ”"What about my father and mother?
Daddy also said that he loved his mother. ”"But if my mother doesn't love him, that's fate, not love."
I replied Yue'er.Jiao'er nodded as if she didn't understand, I looked at her obedient appearance, and I also knew that Youjun was next door to me, what we said, if he wanted to hear it, he would definitely hear it.After all, Yue'er's current feelings for Youjun are not at all something that Liu Longting and I can defend for a while, I try my best to instill in Yue'er the concept that people who love each other can be together, so I said to Yue'er, which can be regarded as saying to Youjun: "Mother and mother will only like your father in this life, that is, Liu Longting, but I don't want you to be sad because of your father, I hope that your father can find someone he loves and loves him in the future, so that your father will not be sad anymore, and you don't have to worry about your father." ”After speaking, he sorted out the clothes for Yue'er and said to her: "Okay, you go to Yue'er Longteng and them, and my mother will come out to play with you after packing up." ”Although Yue'er has always been worried about Youjun, maybe because I slept with Yue'er all night, she is also very happy and obedient now, and when she left, she secretly kissed me on the face, and then went out.This is the first time I have seen her so happy since Yue'er came to Liu's house for so long, and the kiss she gave me on the face made my heart feel like honey.My clothes and jewelry are also in my own room, and I simply put on a coat now, and take out all the things that Yue'er wants to wash, but just as I walked out of the house and closed the door, I suddenly heard Youjun's voice calling me."
Nuxi."
Youjun called me by my full name.When he shouted like this, I was surprised, and I wanted to ignore it, but after thinking about it, I casually asked him: "Is there anything wrong?"
”"In the past few days, you'd better go elsewhere, otherwise something happened, then don't blame me for not reminding you!"