However, Liu Longting seemed to know that it was difficult for me to answer now, so he stopped slightly, and said to Xian Ling behind us without turning his head: "If you want to take revenge, you can take revenge, why bother to instigate us again, it's really a big ghost." ”As he spoke, he directly reached out and grabbed my wrist, leading me into the divine chariot, and Feng Qitian instantly turned into a phoenix, rising to the sky, and returning to Changbai Mountain together with our divine chariot.On the way back, Liu Longting and I didn't say a word, after all, Fuyang had just died, Fuyang used his last spirit to suppress the Gate of Hell and Xudu Hell, he sacrificed himself to buy time for us, and my current powerless status quo made me feel a very strong guilt in Fuyang's heart, which weighed on my mind unusually heavy, and I was afraid that I would live up to Fuyang's hard work.After returning home, Long Teng saw that only Feng Qitian and I had returned to Liu Longting, and he didn't see Xianling, so he asked me curiously: "Sister Xiaobai, didn't Xianling come back?"
”I shook my head, Feng Qitian also knew what my situation was now, so he walked from behind me, lifted the dragon up, and told him that Xian Ling had gone to find her master, so he didn't come back with us.The friendship of children is really incomprehensible, after Long Teng heard Feng Qitian say that Xian Ling was not coming back, his look of loss suddenly overflowed the whole little face, Jiao'er saw this, and joked that Long Teng said that he didn't expect him to look like a nerd, and he would still care about Xian Ling, if you don't worry about Xian Ling, go to her!
I turned my head and glanced at Jiao'er, and told her not to joke about Long Teng, although Long Teng is the same age as her, but Long Teng is sensible much later than her, this can't bring bad Long Teng, this Xian Ling itself is a difficult master, if Long Teng really provokes her, we don't want to be quiet in the future.Seeing that we were back, he didn't ask me and Liu Longting about Fuyang, asked us to eat, and then arranged for someone to subtract Xianling's seat.He has really stayed with Liu Longting for a long time, and even many of his personalities have become the same as Liu Longting, mysterious and mysterious all day long, making it impossible to guess what he is thinking.We were at the dinner, because I was in a bad mood and talked less, Liu Longting didn't have any emotional changes, after sandwiching a few dishes in my bowl, seeing that I didn't move, so I ordered the kitchen to make something light, and Yue'er sat next to me, looking at me unhappy, and some couldn't eat, Jiao'er saw Yue'er worried about me, and began to worry about me, and asked Liu Longting what was wrong with me?
As soon as I came back from outside, I didn't feel happy.Liu Longting glanced at me, I saw that the people at the table were looking at me, I was suddenly a little embarrassed, my own reasons have affected the whole table, but if I want me to pretend to be in a good mood now, I can't pretend to be there, so I put down the chopsticks and told Yue'er Jiao'er that they should eat first, I was a little unwell and wanted to go back to the room to rest.Seeing that I took the initiative to say that I was not feeling well, Jiao'er immediately smiled and asked me: "Last time, Sister Xiaobai was unwell because she was pregnant with Yue'er, and now Sister Xiaobai is pregnant with a baby again?"
”Jiao'er's words made me look at her blankly, and told her that I couldn't even take care of one of Yue'er's children, how could I take care of other children, and stood up as she spoke, got off the table and went back to the room.Now the whole room is empty, and I am the only one left in the emptiness, this feeling makes me feel grounded and very peaceful, what should I do?
Pangu was created by the essence tens of thousands of years ago to bless this god in the world, and now one by one is falling, my own mana is not enough, Liu Longting's attitude towards this matter seems to be very clear, and I have never met with Lingbao Tianzun in the Three Qings, if I can go to Lingbao Tianzun alone now, will it be able to ease my current situation a little?
I don't have to wait for Liu Longting to agree to go.Fuyang's death made me care more about some of my own innate responsibilities and missions, I thought about the plan a little briefly, taking advantage of Liu Longting and they were still eating, if I would go to the thirty-sixth heaven to find Lingbao Tianzun, even if Liu Longting and others would know that I was not there, they would definitely come to me, if I encountered any danger, I didn't believe that he would not save me.After thinking about everything, I got up from my chair and was about to sneak out, but just as I was about to open the window, the door in my room suddenly pushed gently in, and Liu Longting opened the door and came in!
My hand was just on the window at this time, I saw Liu Longting come in, and I was a little panicked, and quickly withdrew my hand to open the window, and casually asked Liu Longting Did he eat well?
Liu Longting didn't take his eyes off me from the moment he entered the door, walked towards me, and replied to me, "Whether I eat or not, it doesn't matter to me." ”With that, he sat down on the chair next to the table and looked at the window behind me.I looked at Liu Longting's eyes looking at the window, for fear that he would doubt me, so I quickly explained to him: "I don't know if summer is coming, the house is a little stuffy, so I plan to open the window to breathe." ”"Then turn it on, why close it again."
Liu Longting told me.I listened to Liu Longting's words, and I didn't know what to do for a while, but I still listened to his words, slowly opened the window, and then Liu Longting didn't speak, which made me a little confused, so I walked towards Liu Longting, reached out and played with his hair, leaned on him, and said to him: "Did Jiao'er call you in to comfort me?"
”Several children are very considerate, and when they see that I am unhappy, even if Liu Longting is unwilling to pay attention to me, they will definitely push Liu Longting in."
Yes, you see that our family cares about you very much, are you really willing to give up all this for the sake of the so-called world?"
When Liu Longting said this, he stretched out his hand and put his arm around my waist, and as soon as he used his strength, he pulled me into his arms and lay me down.Seeing that Liu Longting's topic was back on track now, I naturally didn't joke with him, and said to him: "But if this Three Realms is destroyed, we won't have a good life." ”"Then I want to say that no matter whether the Three Realms are here or not, we will not change in the years to come?"
Liu Longting asked me."
It's ......."
I suddenly couldn't speak, Liu Longting has always been indifferent to the life and death of the Three Realms, I know, the only reason I can hold in front of him is that the Three Realms are destroyed, and we will not end well, but now Liu Longting said that even if the Three Realms are destroyed, our family will not have any impact, which makes me not even have the last reason to beg him, I don't doubt that what he said at this time is false, because if the destruction of the Three Realms will really endanger us, I'm afraid he won't be so calm now."
Answer me."
Liu Longting asked me again: "Then are you still willing to give everything, even if it is the love between us, do you have to complete your so-called mission?"
”"What does this, the maintenance of the Three Realms, have to do with the emotions between us?
If we don't maintain it, aren't our feelings all the same?
”I replied to Liu Longting."
Then if I tell you explicitly, I will sacrifice our relationship, are you still willing?"
I didn't know what to say when I was forced to ask by Liu Longting, so I reluctantly said: "How can I ......?"
"This is certain, between the two, you have to choose one." ”Before I could finish my sentence, Liu Longting interrupted me.Liu Longting either didn't talk a word about this matter with me, or asked me to make such a difficult choice temporarily, of course I was unwilling to give up my feelings for Liu Longting, whether it was the power of the Chaos Bell or my own feelings for him, at least I love him now and love him truly, but because of Fuyang's death, I can't give up my mission to appear in this world, in fact, maybe after Sun Qing predicted my possible outcome in the future, I already had some resignation in my heart.Fate can't get rid of it, even if it's a sea of suffering, you have to struggle to go on.