Chapter 870: Goodbye When I heard the familiar voices of Long Teng and Jiao'er again, my emotions instantly couldn't help it, and my eyes suddenly warmed up.In order to keep Jiao'er Longteng from seeing my gaffe on the mobile phone, I quickly pretended to be sorting out Yue'er's clothes, and then said to Longteng and Jiao'er, tell them to take Yue'er to play, I have something to tell their third brother.The relationship between the three children is naturally good, after I said this, Yue'er also ran towards Longteng and Jiao'er, and led them into the courtyard to play, and at this time Liu Longting also walked out of the house to the outside, and saw that I came to find him, from the moment he saw me waiting for him outside the house, his eyes have been on my body, have been looking at me, coming to me, and then asked me softly: "Are you back?"
”I'm afraid that Liu Longting doesn't know what to say to me at this time, and there is a hint of loneliness in the look on his face when he talks to me now, as well as a trace of loneliness that has not yet dissipated.Looking at the man I like in front of me, I have ten thousand voices in my heart, telling me, I want to tell him that I love him, even if the power of the Chaos Clock disappears, I am the same as before, my love and liking for him, not a single bit, but when I think that my horse is going to die, this kind of words suddenly stuck in my throat, I can't speak.I am destined to not live, and if I tell Liu Longting that I love him, it will not do him any good except to make him more grief-stricken when I die.When a person dies, it is forever, but the living person still has to live well, I don't want Liu Longting to live in my sadness after I die, I hope he is alive, and he can live as well as before.It is estimated that Huang Sanniang already knows about me and Liu Longting, this will be her coming to Liu Longting's house to help clean, Huang Sanniang has always liked Liu Longting, if she can take care of Liu Longting instead of me, I think I can leave with peace of mind, but when I think that it is not me who will accompany Liu Longting in the future, I feel uncomfortable like a knife.I didn't want Liu Longting to notice my sadness, so I held back the thousand words I wanted to say to him, and resisted my desire to hold her again, and replied to Liu Longting: "Well, I'll come back and get my heart." ”When I said this calmly to Liu Longting, Liu Longting looked slightly disappointed, but he seemed to guess that when I came to him again, it would be the same situation when I met again, so he looked at me all the time, nodded his head very calmly, and said to me: "Come into the house and sit down first, I'll go and bring it to you." ”Isn't my heart in his body?
When I wondered about this question, I hesitated when Liu Longting saw him talking to me, and then said to me as if he was half-joking: "What's the matter, don't you want to enter the house now?"
”I glanced at Liu Longting, said no to him, and then raised my feet and walked towards the Liu family.This time, I'm afraid it's the last time I'll come to Liu's house, this familiar courtyard, the familiar breath, let me smell it, and I want to cry.And when Liu Longting invited me to sit in the room, he asked Huang Sanniang to bring me some snacks, and then he hurriedly went out.Looking at the back of Liu Longting hurriedly going out, I didn't want to mention how uncomfortable it was, I couldn't wait for my eyes to follow his figure, and I wanted to take advantage of this last opportunity to see him for a while.Huang Sanniang walked over to me with some fruits, and saw that I had been looking at Liu Longting outside the door, so she guessed what kind of feelings I had for Liu Longting, and said to me: "Why don't you tell him your thoughts, after the Chaos Bell broke, he has been very heartbroken, I hope you come to him, as long as you show your heart to him, he will be very happy." ”Liu Longting always thought that I loved him because of the Chaos Clock, but he didn't know, even if I didn't have the Chaos Clock, I still loved him, if I could still live, of course I was not willing to tell Liu Longting that I loved him, wanted to marry him, and wanted to live with him forever, but at this time, all I thought about was that I was dreaming, and I had no chance to have me with him again."
I don't have a chance."
I looked up at Huang Sanniang, and from Huang Sanniang's eyes, I saw my heartbroken expression at this time."
Is there no room for it?"
Huang Sanniang asked me.When Huang Sanniang said this, I endured tears for a long time, and they flowed down in an instant, everyone can bear huge grievances, but they can't bear comfort and unfulfilled hope.I shook my head at Huang Sanniang, told her that I had no way out, and then said to her: "Sanniang, after I leave, you take good care of him for me, I know that you have always liked him, so please ...... excuse me." ”Behind these words, I couldn't cry anymore, and no matter how much I said, I couldn't say it.When Huang Sanniang saw me like this, she quickly put down the plate she was holding in her hand, handed me a handkerchief, asked me to wipe my tears, and said to me with some distress and regret: "But you know, feelings can't be forced, and you don't know, he only has you in his heart." ”"No, after I die, he will also die to me, I'm gone, I don't want him to live alone, Sanniang, really please you, can you agree to my request?
This is the first time and the last time I beg you, and I don't want him to be sad. ”I know that after I die, I have no right to take care of Liu Longting's life, but I can't rest assured, Huang Sanniang saw that I was crying and was really broken, so she reached out to wipe my tears, and even the tone of talking to me was softer and more merciful, nodded to me, and promised me: "Okay, okay, I promise you, even if I don't promise you, I will take good care of Longting, but it's you, are you too wronged if you don't feel it?"
”I shook my head at Huang Sanniang, I was not aggrieved, as long as Liu Longting could do well in the future, I would be willing to do anything.Seeing my appearance at this time, Huang Sanniang didn't say anything anymore, but felt sorry for me and said to me, "Is there anything else you want to say to Long Ting?"
I can't say it now, but when I have the opportunity in the future, I will help you convey it to him. ”I looked up at Huang Sanniang, and for a while I didn't understand why she did this, and Huang Sanniang also sat beside me, sighed slightly, and said to me: "Like you, I don't want him to be sad and painful." ”I was silent instantly, got up and took the paper and pen, and the countless words I wanted to say to Liu Longting all came to mind, but these words, after thinking about it for a long time, there were only a dozen or twenty words left, and after writing and folding, I handed them to Huang Sanniang and said to him: "Thank you, Sanniang." ”Huang Sanniang put away the paper, got up from the chair, and said to me: "There's nothing to thank, who told us to like the same, you take it slowly, he should be back, seeing you crying like this, I'm afraid he will be heartbroken again." ”I nodded, quickly wiped away the tears on my face, and then eased my emotions, sat in the chair, and waited for Liu Longting to come back with my heart.Liu Longting has been out for a long time, and when he came back, it was already an hour later, but he came back now, his eyes were slightly tired, but his expression was still flat, he walked up to me, held a box in his hand, handed it to me with both hands, and said to me: "Your heart is in this box, I will return it to you now." ”When I opened the brocade box that Liu Longting handed me, there was a bright red heart lying inside, and it was still beating, I looked at this heart, and finally held back the tears, almost flowed down, Liu Longting gave me the heart so decisively, and he didn't say a word to keep it, and he didn't say a word to ask me what I wanted my heart for, didn't he care about me?
Or does he already know my end and thinks it's impossible between us, so he doesn't want to waste any more expressions?
Thinking of these, I really couldn't help it, and when I was about to cry, I quickly reached out and took the brocade box in Liu Longting's hand, and wanted to quickly tell Yue'er to let us go, but when I reached out and took the mirror box in Liu Longting's hand, Liu Longting suddenly opened his hand to me and hugged me tightly, and then said to me in a somewhat choked tone: "Do you really have nothing to say to me?"
Have our years of relationship been in vain, do you know that I love you very much, even if you don't love me anymore ....... ”