I glanced at the Silver Flower Sect Master, but did not answer her words, and the Silver Flower Sect Master's hand was always pressed on my shoulder, and when I saw that I did not answer her, he said to me: "You implement the plan first, induce Liu Longting to have a relationship with you, and then I will take all the essence of Liu Longting's current body, and if he does not absorb all his essence, he will not think of sucking the essence to feed me at all." ” After the Silver Flower Sect Master said this, the hand she held on my shoulder grabbed harder, and then flew into my stomach.
Thinking that I still have to face Liu Longting, the hatred for him in my heart keeps coming up, a child who was selected as a container before he was born, his family is scattered, and he has lived with his grandmother for so many years, just to be a container for resurrecting the Silver Flower Sect?
And all of this was planned by Liu Longting, he made me fall in love with him, and abandoned me quickly, this kind of humiliation, I wish I could kill him now.
But it's also funny, I used to bear all the painful accusations, I loved him so much, when anyone said he didn't love me, I didn't believe it, I only loved him more firmly, and I was so obsessed with him that even I was moved, but at that time I loved him so much because he also loved me, I didn't want anything from him, I was willing to accompany him to face everything, as long as he loved me, I was willing to do anything for him, but now, my love is deep, played with by his lies, all the love words he used to say to me have now become stinky thick ink, Splashing his face and blackening my heart, how much I loved him before, how much I hate him now.
I got up, walked to the mirror, looked at my crying red eyes and haggard face in the mirror, I loved Liu Longting so humbly in the past, it was because I was not worthy of him, it was my wishful thinking, but even if it was a humble person, I would let Liu Longting taste the pain of tooth for tooth.
In front of the mirror, I drew a light makeup, at least so that I didn't look so ugly, after all, men like beautiful women, and so does Liu Longting, otherwise he wouldn't have taken a fancy to the Yinhua Sect Master.
Now that I plan to cooperate with the Silver Flower Sect Master, I have deposited all my hatred for Liu Longting in my heart, and if I want to kill him, I must act, act like him.
After waiting for about thirty minutes, the door opened, and Liu Longting came back, carrying some food and food, and put it directly in front of me, and then told me to eat.
Looking at him like this, I remembered that the reason why I opened Liu Longting just now was because I was hungry, and the tears that had been dried were now falling down in an instant, and there was even a voice in my heart telling me that if the Yinhua Sect Master didn't come out just now, how good it would be, even if Liu Longting wanted to lie to me, why didn't he lie thoroughly, let me uncover the truth when I died, so that I loved him even when I died, but now, he let me live so painfully, and clearly watched him do everything for the Yinhua Sect Master, Make me sad, make me miserable, make me hate him and hate him worse than death.
I didn't eat the things that Liu Longting brought me, and Liu Longting lost his patience with me, and when he saw that I didn't eat, he took out boxes of lunch from the bag and said to me, "Aren't you hungry?"
Why don't you eat it?
Tell me to do this and that, it's fun, isn't it?
” Yes, I feel funny when I look at him stupidly as if he has to pay for the Silver Flower Sect Master, but I naturally can't say this sentence to him, I can't let him hate me too much, if he hates me too much, he will even hate my body, at least he is now, the only thing I can be sure of is that he is not disgusted with my body, as long as he is not disgusted, I still have the opportunity to take the initiative, no matter what, I have to gain his trust in me, and then I and the Silver Flower Sect Leader can cooperate with him inside and outside and put him to death.
Liu Longting yelled at me like this, my tears fell suddenly, Liu Longting stood in front of me at this time, saw me crying, and didn't continue to murder me, but didn't comfort me, but said to me: "Live well, don't think that you are liberated when you die, don't forget, you still have your grandmother, and the parents who gave birth to you, as long as you die, they will also follow you to be buried." ” Liu Longting talked about my mother, I thought of what the Yinhua Sect Master told me, saying that my mother's wheel was designed by Liu Longting, whether it was true or not, but this was enough to strengthen my determination to kill Liu Longting, when Liu Longting threatened me and turned to leave, I hugged him hard from behind him, and after a long preparation, I adjusted a deep attitude towards him, and said to Liu Longting: "Longting, don't leave me, I know I was wrong, I was with you, originally through the identity of the Yinhua Sect Master, I have the opportunity to love you, you will be with me, I was impulsive just now, I shouldn't have asked you to love me, but I can't live without you, I want to be with you, I love you, so I beg you, can you treat me like before I die, I promise that I will be obedient, I will listen to you and everything, I just ask you to stay with me for a few more months, and when I die, no one will pester you again, even if I have a next life, I will not appear in your eyes. ” I said this while crying, at this moment, I really wanted to do what I said in my heart, I don't expect Liu Longting to like me, I just want him to treat me like before, and I am willing to die.
But when I think about it, no matter how the broken mirrors are put together, the cracked scars are still shocking, and they will never heal again.
After I hugged him, Liu Longting did stop his footsteps, was silent for a while, and then said to me: "Don't do these futile struggles again, it's true that I don't love you, but as long as you are obedient, the Yinhua Sect Master under me, maybe I can consider saving your life." ” Hmph, is this pity for me?
A sneer came out of my mouth, Liu Longting thought he was very noble, didn't he, tell me to be obedient, give birth to his lover, and he also considered saving my life, he didn't know that I was more painful to live than to die now, do I need his kindness?
I didn't let go of my hand holding Liu Longting, and I didn't forcibly tear my hand away, after all, his relationship with me will continue, even if he doesn't want to be with me anymore, he has to be like the Yinhua Sect Master did to him, he needs me, no matter how much he doesn't like me, he won't stiffen the relationship between me and him.
"Long Ting, can you turn around and hug me?
I'm so broken by you, can't you turn around and hug me?
” I don't know how disgusting I was when I said this, but after listening to what I said, Liu Longting slowed down for a while before turning around to me, reaching out to my shoulder, fitting the position where the Silver Flower Sect Master patted my shoulder just now, and holding me into his arms.
Liu Longting's heartbeat, just want to be in my ears, I used to think that this heartbeat also skipped for me so many times, but everything Liu Longting did was for Yinhua, the more intimate the author was in the past, the more uncontrollable my tears flowed, I love him so much, I love him so much, I love him and I am willing to give up everything, I go to college, my life, my relatives, why is he unwilling to spare a little bit of his heart, even if it is a little bit of me in it, I will be satisfied.
I kissed Liu Longting's face with tears, this man I once loved so much, will soon meet with me, when I kissed Liu Longting's lips, Liu Longting naturally wanted to avoid me, and now I haven't broken up with him, he wants to avoid me, and said that he can consider saving my life, I'm afraid that as soon as the Yinhua Sect Master comes out, he himself will want to kill me, so as to prove in front of the Yinhua Sect Master that he really has no me in his heart.
Liu Longting avoided me, I hugged his face, and kissed him on the lips, when the tip of my tongue touched Liu Longting's mouth, I thought of the ten minutes when he and the Yinhua Sect Master kissed in front of me just now, at this time I kissed Liu Longting again, my stomach was churning, I was nauseous and about to vomit, but I still swallowed it in my throat one by one, pushing Liu Longting and wanting to fall down the quilt behind him.