I don't want to go to the sea of ruins with Liu Longting, even if I love him again, I don't want to give up on myself because of love, once I was crazy about Liu Longting, I listened to what he said, but in the past, it was when I didn't know anything that I would be so obedient to him, and I paid the price for it, I don't want to repeat the mistakes of the past, I just want to love myself even if I want to love Liu Longting, not to mention, my previous suspicions against Liu Longting have not been eliminated, I won't be so obedient to him.
Originally, I wanted to deal with Liu Longting again, but I found that I am not this kind of person who can be false, I don't want to persuade Liu Longting anymore, and I don't want to pretend to be pitiful to impress Liu Longting, and ask him to think about me, since he wants to go, I don't want to follow him, and the relationship between me and him is nothing except that he loves me and I need him.
Liu Longting is still holding me now, I don't want to drag it with him anymore, so I stretched out my hand and pushed away some Liu Longting, asked him to put me on the ground, and then stood in front of Liu Longting, and said: "In the past, you taught me that if you want to live, then live openly, don't hide and hide, I was tempted by what you said, and I can live openly, it has become the belief in my heart, but now you want me to accompany you to be a mouse that will never see the light, and always avoid the sun, I can't do it, I don't want to go with you to the bottom of the sea and return to the ruins, if you want to go, you can go alone, even if it is death, I will die in this world. ” I raised my head and looked at Liu Longting, and said this kind of thing with a ruthless heart, just as he told me that he was very selfish and wanted to take me with him.
We're all trying to sacrifice the other half for ourselves, but I'm much better than him, I don't emphasize that he's with me, I don't care where he wants to go.
When Liu Longting heard me say this, he didn't have the sadness or excitement I imagined, he hid all his emotions in his heart, and then said to me very gloomily as if blaming me: "These are not reasons, your departure has no impact on anyone, you stay in the world, let everyone know about your existence, this is a catastrophe, this is the light you want to live?"
” "Then when you said you wanted me to live well in this world, did you also make me a catastrophe?
Why didn't you take me away at that time?
If you want to play me like a monkey, if you want me to stay, you have to stay, if you want me to go, you have to go, why?
” I almost roared these words, and there was some hope, but despair followed.
"Because after I fell in love with you, I felt ashamed of you, I wanted to help you reset, I wanted to be your victim, I wanted to sacrifice everything for you, so that your life would go back to the past, but now my heart has changed, I am greedy, I can't bear you, no matter who you were in your previous life, you are mine now, and it will always be mine.
And I also tell you, in this world, except for me, no one really wants to help you, and there is no ability to help you, including your parents, your grandmother, your existence, their lives will be your victims sooner or later, even so, do you still have to live openly?
Drag your family on to stay alive?
” "But with you, won't they harm my family in order to find me?
Won't they threaten me with my family?
I asked Liu Longting rhetorically.
"At least if you don't see you, they'll bother looking for you, not against you."
Liu Longting said this, and suddenly I didn't know how to answer his words, because there was no second person to refute what he told me, every time he said to me, there were countless reasons why I had to be convinced, I knew that I was right, but he said it so calmly, I began to doubt my decision, I hated myself like this, hated that I knew everything but couldn't do anything, I also hated Liu Longting, every time the hope was given by Liu Longting, but in the end, it was he who extinguished hope.
"How to get to the ruins of the bottom of the sea."
My tone weakened, my strength was not yet so great that it would destroy the world, and I had no other way to go but to follow Liu Longting, although I knew that he no longer thought about me, but simply satisfied himself.
Seeing that my tone weakened, Liu Longting's expression was a little better for me, bent down and continued to pick me up, continued to walk towards the south, and said to me: "In the south of the South China Sea, I will take you there, and when we go, we will remain incognito and never come back." ” I didn't answer Liu Longting's words again, I was extremely decadent, and I felt that my future was already dark, and I couldn't see any hope.
When Liu Longting took me to the edge of the South China Sea, he looked at the vast sea, in this world, the area of the sea is larger than the land, and what kind of place the bottom of the sea is in the ruins that Liu Longting said, I have not seen it, and I don't know.
"This underwater ruin, just below this sea, is another world different from this world, after we go in, no one can find us, and when we go down, we live as we are now."
Liu Longting repeated this question to me again, after he finished saying this question, he began to raise his hand and chant the incantation, when he recited the incantation, the sea water in front of us began to roll, surging, and a huge wave roared, like a tsunami, towards me and Liu Longting, overwhelmingly pressed down!
When the sea water all submerged me and Liu Longting, I thought that I felt like I had fallen into the water, but what I didn't expect was that when the sea water submerged me and Liu Longting, in front of us, what appeared was really another world, the dim sky, rolling dark clouds, all around us, all gray, nothing, the only thing there was was a huge door in front of me and Liu Longting that seemed to lead directly to the sky.
"This is the gate of the underwater ruins, go in, and we will be in the ruins."
Liu Longting told me.
I looked up at the gate of the ruins under the sea, the things decorated on this gate are very strange, a circle of black ring graphics, and in the middle of these pictures, that is, on the door in the middle of the door crack, there is a huge totem with a human head and a snake body, under the totem, there are countless small dots, these small dots are like people, and they are like ghosts, squeezed under this huge snake totem, as if worshipping.
In ancient times, the snake was a symbol of nobility, whether it was Nuwa Fuxi, or the earth of the mother of the earth, it was the image of the human head and the body of the snake, and when I looked at this totem, the appearance and posture of this totem, I seemed to have seen it somewhere, so I thought about it carefully, when Liu Longting became a mountain god and led me to the cave in the Qinling Mountains, the totem painted on the wall of the cave was exactly the same as the snake totem painted on this gate!
This immediately aroused my curiosity, what is the relationship between the snake people in the two places of the Bottom of the Sea Ruins and the Qinling Tomb?
Liu Longting didn't pay much attention to the gate of the ruins at the bottom of the sea, but took me directly towards the door, when we walked in, the gate gradually opened, in front of us, there were strange houses, streets, and pedestrians coming and going, and some monsters crawling around with countless heads or hands and feet, these monsters, when they saw me and Liu Longting coming in from the gate of the ruins, they always stared sideways at me and Liu Longting, It's like watching some monster come out of a zoo.
And Liu Longting didn't even look at these things, he carried me directly into the street, and as Liu Longting went deeper and deeper into the ruins step by step, I felt that the aura on his body was gradually becoming stronger, and in this world surrounded by monsters and ghosts, his snake tail also followed his steps, quickly transformed, and swam into an ancient building that looked slightly more normal with me.