Chapter 402: Running away from home Time flies, what happened in this year, as long as centuries have passed, if I am allowed to die now, after my eyes are gone, I seem to have less hope for life, and I no longer have such a strong desire to live as before, and even think about it, as long as I am buried in a place like Jiangnan, where the mountains and rivers are beautiful, and the grave is surrounded by flowers that I like, even if I am allowed to sleep forever now, I am willing.
It is estimated that these days I have always had a lukewarm and hot attitude towards Liu Longting, originally he didn't pay attention to it, every night the energy is good, I feel like my body is wrong, from the previous Liu Longting touched me can't stand it, to now, even if I haven't done half of it, I immediately lost interest, and the reason for this lack of interest is very simple, every time I do that kind of thing with Liu Longting, I look at him, always see him as a mountain god, I feel like a dream at that time, and I don't have the reason to remind me who he is, I'm afraid that I really mistook the mountain god for Liulongting, and I'm afraid that I'm sorry for Liulongting, so after these few times, I began to resist, and I didn't want to do this kind of thing at all.
After all, this kind of thing is not easy to tell Liu Longting, I can't tell him that when I am in love with him, I always think of the mountain god.
Liu Longting was also afraid that I was sick, so he asked Bai Xian to come to see me, Bai Xian lived at the foot of Changbai Mountain, Liu Longting invited him over, which was also a very convenient thing, but when Bai Xian came to check on me, he said that I was in good health, and there was no hidden disease or anything like that, and then Liu Longting wanted to say that my sexual interest had declined, probably because I was afraid that I would be embarrassed to hear it, so I called Bai Xian to go outside the house, so that Bai Xian could take a good look at it again, I was originally a good person, why is this like this?
I'm afraid that Bai Xian won't help me take care of my body.
Bai Xian and Liu Longting were outside the door, although the voice was small, I could still hear some of their conversations, only to hear Bai Xian say to Liu Longting's assurance: "I have been treating people for more than a thousand years, and I really dare to conclude that Xiao Bai's body is fine, the reason why I am not very interested is that there is something in my heart, or you go and ask her what is in her heart, this disease in her heart, but the physical illness is much more serious and difficult to treat." ” Hearing Bai Xian say this, I really wanted to rush out and tell this old man that he was sick, and he was mentally and physically sick, but Liu Longting quickly agreed with Bai Xian's statement, and quickly walked towards the house, sat beside me, like a confidant big sister, took my hand and put it in the palm of his hand, and asked me if I had anything psychologically unpleasant recently?
If there is, tell him that I will treat him as a confidant sister and tell him everything.
Looking at Liu Longting's girly appearance, I suddenly wanted to laugh, and I also wanted to tell Liu Longting the reason, but my situation, no matter what, is like a longing for the mountain god, thinking about it day and night, it is a sign that I like the mountain god, but my feelings for the mountain god, I am still very clear, I just feel a little sorry for him because of his experience, I don't have any feelings for him.
But this kind of thing can't be said clearly, after all, Liu Longting is also a man, and he can't tolerate that when his woman is doing that kind of thing, he thinks about others.
So I laughed, told Liu Longting that it was nothing, and then said a few inconsequential things, so I fooled Liu Longting.
Although Liu Longting didn't believe me in any excuse, but I didn't say it, he couldn't help it, and now Gu Hou also went out to play, even if Gu Hou came back, he couldn't see my heart, so as long as I didn't say it, no one could know what I was thinking.
Me and Liu Longting, now after all, is still the right age, if I can't do it in such a good year, I will definitely not be able to live in the future, so on the night of Bai Xian's departure, I didn't wait for Liu Longting to take the initiative, or I took the initiative, I tried to restrain myself, and then let Liu Longting abuse me, so that I felt pain, a pain and soberness, so that I know what I am doing, I know that I am in front of Liu Longting.
At first, it was okay, and it was quite smooth, but when Liu Longting said that he wanted him to beat me, he suddenly smiled meaningfully at me, saying that I didn't think that I still had this hobby, it seems that I still haven't been developed enough by him, but Liu Longting generally has a long time, I took the initiative to halfway through, and Liu Longting took the initiative, when he hugged me, I looked at his face in a daze, at this time, I looked at him like a fan, looking at him, his whole person became the appearance of a mountain god, I was instantly shocked in my heart, when I was surprised, Liu Longting returned to his original appearance.
I don't know what I'm going to do, but as soon as my consciousness is a little blurred, I can't help but think of the mountain god in my head, which makes it impossible for me to continue, and, as the days passed, my thoughts of the mountain god became stronger and stronger, and I almost thought of him when I closed my eyes.
Although I don't want to continue now, but it's not good to sweep away Liu Longting's interest, so I tried my best to cooperate with Liu Longting, trying not to think about the mountain god, but it was still useless, and when Liu Longting gave it to me, my heart was instantly empty, his appearance at this time, in my eyes became a mountain god again, I looked at him, as if he was drunk, and couldn't help shouting: "You, Youjun." ” When I said this, I could vaguely feel that Liu Longting was stunned, and then asked me, "What do you call me?"
” Now in my ears, even the voice of Liu Longting has become the voice of the mountain god, and in my thoughts, I regard Liu Longting as the mountain god, and I don't have any rational thoughts at all, so I replied to Liu Longting: "Mountain God, Youjun." ” In an instant, there was silence in the whole room, followed by a crisp sound of a slap, which suddenly sounded in my face, and my whole person was lifted up by Liu Longting's neck, I looked at Liu Longting's angry expression at this time, and Liu Longting asked me: "Bai Jing, you bastard, are you playing with me?"
Don't you like that charm?!
” Liu Longting yelled at me like this, and instantly woke me up, and I opened my eyes and looked at Liu Longting.
I've never seen him look so fierce, as if he was going to eat someone, and now my face was hot and painful, and I reached out to cover my face, and it hurt my heart.
"Did you hit me?
What are you hitting me for?
” I immediately became angry, reached out and vigorously broke his hand that was holding me, and asked Liu Longting what he meant?!
Liu Longting listened to me ask him what he meant, as if he heard a big joke, looked at me, didn't know whether to laugh or cry and said to me: "What do you mean by asking me?"
So what did you mean just now?!
” "What happened to me just now?!
Haven't I been trying to cooperate with you all the time?!
I didn't think about what happened just now for a while, and asked Liu Longting directly.
And Liu Longting was really angry, so he answered me directly and said to me, "You ...... just now." ” But he didn't say the rest of the words, he got out of bed and got dressed, and then said to me: "If you really love the mountain god, I will send you away immediately, I can't accept a woman who has other men in her heart to stay by my side." ” As soon as Liu Longting said this, I immediately reacted, did I just say the name of the mountain god directly to Liu Longting?!
When I thought of this, I felt that my heart was about to explode, how could I say such a thing to Liu Longting, I wanted to explain to Liu Longting, but Liu Longting directly pushed the door and went out.
Why is he still like a child when he's so old, let's go, now it's dark outside, where is he going?
It's really my own fault, why should I think about the mountain god, but at that time, no one can accept this!
Now that Liu Longting went out alone at night, I quickly got dressed and ran out with him.