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195: To live is also punishment


He has known Luo Yidi for many years and has never seen her in such a terrifying and embarrassed state.

At that time, his heart felt like being pricked by needles.

Pain was the only thing he could feel.

He always wanted to protect her, but in the end, she still suffered The only thing Yan Jisheng wanted to do at that time was to bring Luo Yidi back to the capital, no longer caring about other people's opinions.

But Luo Yidi couldn't listen to anything at that moment.

As if she was crazy, she knelt down and begged him to let him save her child.

"Didn't you say that you would adopt An'er as your adopted son in the future?"

Luo Yidi looked panicked as if he had grasped the last straw, "Please, please save him.

He is your adopted son."

Yan Jisheng felt sad when he saw Luo Yidi crying.

He had been silently guarding Luo Yidi.

When Luo Yidi smiled and asked him when he would get married, he changed the subject and said that if Luo Yidi gave birth to a son, he might as well let the child be his adopted son. .

Luo Yidi smiled, held Zhuang Chengwen's hand, and nodded slightly.

Yan Jisheng looked at Luo Yidi's smile and simply hoped that Luo Yidi would be happy and that he would quietly be the adoptive father of Luo Yidi's child in the future.

At that time, he agreed to whatever Luo Yidi said.

He wished he could give his life to her.

He liked this person so much, it was so humble.

Yan Jisheng finally sent Luo Yidi to a temple.

Because the King of Jinnan believed in the power of gods and Buddhas, he would not destroy temples.

After Luo Yidi rested, she told him.

Said her child had been snatched away.

At that time, there was a big fire in Liangzhou.

She was pregnant but wanted to go to Zhuang Chengwen, but she unexpectedly gave birth prematurely.

As a result, the child was snatched away not long after he was born.

She was shocked and even more afraid that these people were coming for Zhuang Chengwen.

Luo Yidi used her last strength to grab Yan Jisheng's sleeves and said, "Save my child, they will use An'er to threaten Chengwen."

Yan Jisheng nodded.

Let Luo Yidi take a good rest in the temple.

Then he picked up the sword alone and rushed to the battlefield in Liangzhou.

He was afraid of being discovered, so he always appeared at night.

At this moment, Liangzhou City was full of ruins and gunpowder smoke.

With his tired and incomplete heart, he searched for a baby bit by bit.

If it had been anyone else, he would have given up long ago.

Because of this search.

Undoubtedly looking for a needle in a haystack.

But he never thought of giving up.

Because he promised Luo Yidi, he would definitely do it.

He asked countless people and saw corpse after corpse.

The smell of decay slowly spread around him.

When Yan Jisheng was exhausted.

Sitting in the rubble, eyes confused.

He once thought that he would die in that place.

But he understood that he couldn't die here like this.

He hadn't found Luo Yidi's child yet.

Although this child is not even remotely related to him.

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"At that time, the Shen family army had arrived in Liangzhou and I was too exhausted and fainted.

Master Shen Qi saved me."

Yan Jisheng thought of those days and felt uncomfortable all over.

"Master Shen Qi gave me a second life. , he will think that I have good skills and let me stay in the Shen family's military camp.

In return, he will help me find you."

Yan Jisheng stretched out his hand and made a small circle, "You were so young back then, but Liangzhou is so big.

I can only rely on the power of the Shen family.

Moreover, I also want to repay Master Shen Qi for saving his life."

During those days in the Shen family's military camp, he led the army to fight with the Jinnan King's people.

That was the first time he killed anyone in his life The blood splashed on his body, and the fishy smell and heat made him almost unable to hold the sword in his hand.

At that time, he seemed to have become a lonely ghost.

The only remaining belief in his mind was to help Luo Yidi find the child, and then asked Zhuang Chengwen why he was doing this.

At the beginning, Zhuang Chengwenming vowed that he would protect Luo Yidi In Zhuang Chengwen's eyes, is this what the so-called protection is?

Yan Jisheng lowered his hands, his eyes slightly red, "I hate killing, I hate endless killing, but I have to do this, because only in this way can I see your father and maybe have a chance to find you."

After Yan Anzhi heard Yan Jisheng's words, his legs and feet became weak.

He was very confused inside.

He can hardly tell right from wrong anymore After a while, Yan Anzhi asked, "Finally, you found my father and you killed him because he was sorry for my mother."

"Of course I told you that I didn't mean to kill him."

Yan Jisheng clenched his fists tightly.

"Although, I once thought that to kill him, I have to get you safely from your grandfather's hands."

Take it back to your mother” Yan Anzhi's eyes widened and his face turned pale with fear, "What do you mean?

How could it be possible that my grandfather robbed me?"

Yan Jisheng looked at Yan Anzhi's pitiful appearance and wanted to stand up and go over to hug the child.

When Yan Anzhi was young, he was held in his arms.

In the blink of an eye, he was so big.

But the hatred in Yan Anzhi's eyes made him unable to move.

Yan Anzhi hated him, and the hatred was very obvious.

Yan Jisheng used a lot of strength to allow himself to continue speaking, "There is a kind of voodoo technique in Miao territory, called raising little gods.

This kind of magic is because you need to use the blood of children who are related to you to raise some poisonous snakes. and bugs .

After that, these poisonous snakes and bugs will listen to this man's orders and such nonsense.

Your grandfather believed that he wanted to be an emperor too much, so he ordered your father to snatch it from your mother's hands.

Let's go" This kind of voodoo only exists in books.

Yan Jisheng has studied it countless times and can't figure out why anyone would believe such a childish thing.

Will rights make people so crazy?

Anzhi is the grandson of Jinnan King, but Jinnan King actually did it.

Yan Jisheng rubbed his brows and said calmly, "I don't know about your father.

At first, he knew what your grandfather did, but he did not fulfill his duties as a father.

He even said that he did not take your mother away that day.

It was for He is talking nonsense about protecting your mother.”

Yan Jisheng's eyes turned red and he growled, "Does he know what life is like for a mother who has lost her child?

Who is he deceiving when he says this is protection?"

Yan Jisheng looked like this, something Yan Anzhi had never seen before.

In his memory, Yan Jisheng always looked honest and kind.

Occasionally, if I have an argument with Mrs.

Yan, I won't blush.

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But at this time, Yan Jisheng was like a dangerous beast, exuding a frightening aura.

Yan Jisheng has been fighting on the battlefield for many years.

I don’t know how many people.

It turned into a withered skeleton in his hands.

He usually held back his breath, just because he was afraid of scaring the people around him.

But now, I think about the past.

There was resentment in Yan Jisheng's expression.

Yan Anzhi was so frightened that he wanted to step back.

"I" Yan Jisheng realized that he had lost his temper.

Then he gradually lost his ferocious expression and returned to his usual appearance.

He shook his head in annoyance, wondering why he was so out of control. this matter.

Yan Anzhi is the most innocent.

Yan Jisheng took a deep breath and said after a while, "I know these things from the mouth of the Imperial Preceptor.

The Imperial Preceptor knows a little bit about the Miao border, and he also knows very well that the King of Jinnan is What kind of person is he?

Moreover, what the Imperial Master said is correct, because after I met your father, I realized that you were really in your father's hands.

But your father didn't believe that your grandfather would harm you."

He looked at Zhuang Chengwen's vow and wished he could kill that hypocrite with a sword.

Zhuang Chengwen seemed to hesitate at that time.

Finally, Zhuang Chengwen told him that he would go back and ask for details.

But, there is no future after that The Shen family never gave King Jinnan a chance to breathe.

They took advantage of Zhuang Chengwen's retreat and attacked in one fell swoop.

At that time, Zhuang Chengwen seemed to have no intention of fighting anymore.

He kept retreating and avoiding.

Perhaps, at that time, Zhuang Chengwen would not believe that his father would kill his own child.

Yan Jisheng couldn't help but tears fell from the corners of his eyes when he thought of the situation when Shen Jiajun was chasing Jinnan King's army.

He didn't mean to kill Zhuang Chengwen.

He just wanted to catch Zhuang Chengwen and use Zhuang Chengwen to threaten the King of Jinnan and ask the King of Jinnan to hand over Yan Anzhi.

He quickly chased after him, and just when he caught Zhuang Chengwen in his hand, before he could speak, the seventh master of the Shen family stabbed Zhuang Chengwen in the chest with his spear.

Zhuang Chengwen shrank back in pain and bumped into his long sword again.

Blood flowed all over the floor At that time, Yan Jisheng was dumbfounded.

He did not expect that the seventh master of the Shen family would change his mind so quickly.

Later, he realized that this was a battle Either King Nan of Jin dies or the Shen family is defeated.

Master Shen Qi did this just because he wanted to end this battle as soon as possible Zhuang Chengwen was the seventh son of Jinnan King, and he was the most difficult person in Jinnan King's army.

Only if Zhuang Chengwen dies will the morale of Jinnan King's army be greatly defeated Yan Jisheng still remembers that Zhuang Chengwen did not close his eyes when he died.

When he thought of this, his fingertips trembled.

Yan Jisheng seemed to be suffocating, "I just wanted to catch him.

I didn't want to kill him.

Your father must die.

He is a rebel.

Later I thought about it for a long time.

Even if Qi Ye didn't take action at that time, maybe I would I will also kill him.

I want to protect not only your mother, but also the entire country."

Yan Jisheng lowered his eyes and tears kept falling.

He is a man, and only by protecting the country can he protect his home.

He also thought about being selfish, but when the country was destroyed, what he wanted to protect were the people of the Yan Dynasty.

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War will destroy countless homes.

He had seen how Liangzhou, which was like a fairyland, turned into ruins in a few days.

He didn't want the capital to become like this in the future.

Therefore, if he was asked to make a choice in the future, he would kill Yan Anzhi's father.

This is his duty as a man.

After Yan Anzhi heard this, his heart seemed to be broken.

He was in severe pain, and he remembered his father's unbending expression.

He knelt on the ground and cried loudly.

In fact, it would be good for him to die at that time.

Living is really painful and a kind of punishment.

In the room, the only sounds were Yan Jisheng's heavy breathing and Yan Anzhi's crying.

Time seemed to have stopped, and no one spoke again.

It wasn't until a long time passed that Yan Jin heard Yan Anzhi's voice from behind the bookshelf.

He asked, "Then why did you force my mother to commit suicide?"

s: Thank you dear ae for the pink ticket qaq woo woo woo, there are no pink tickets anymore.

There is no one to reward even a peace charm.

It’s been a long night of coding, so lonely, so lonely.

This is the first update today There will be updates There are still a few more specific updates.

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