Waiting, what kind of process is it?
The oil is gone and the lamp is dry, but I still don't want to close my eyes.
Shu was lying on the bed, staring straight at the curtain embroidered with pomegranate flowers, her eyes dim but stubborn.
One of her hands is exposed under the moon-white brocade quilt embroidered with fish and lotus flowers.
The jade fingers that used to be bright are now as pale as dead branches in winter.
In particular, the veins on the back of her hands were very prominent.
Yan Yuhe sat next to Shu, feeling extremely sad, but still holding back his calmness and comforting Shu, "Mom, you are tired, please take a nap."
After saying that, he raised his hand and put Shu's hand into the quilt.
The weather was obviously hot, but Shu's hands were as cold as a piece of thousand-year-old ice.
In the past, these smooth hands were now extremely rough and stiff as stone.
"Brother He" Shu Shi seemed to be more awake and twitched the corners of his lips, "Where is your father?"
Her voice was very small, like a silent drizzle that seemed to stop suddenly at the next moment.
Yan Yuhe bit his lower lip, but the pain on his face was never as good as in his heart.
He didn't understand why his father was so unkind.
In the past, the fourth sister told him that his father actually had some difficult reasons.
At that time, he was willing to believe that it was because his father was still willing to perfunctory and live a stable life.
But now, what kind of home is this?
When he was young, his father kept saying that it would be the greatest blessing for him to marry his mother in this life.
But now, Yan Yuhe felt that these words were extremely ironic when he thought about it.
He and his fourth sister Yan Huiqing.
Never fear death.
Today, if my father disobeys the Queen Mother's decree and continues to stay in the Qingpinghou Mansion.
The Queen Mother scolded him and wanted to kill him and the fourth sister.
They were a so-called family with no complaints and no regrets.
They were supposed to advance and retreat together and share hardships.
He didn't know why his father was so stubborn in holding on to an empty shell.
There was obviously nothing left in this mansion.
The room was very quiet.
The doctor said that Shu could only hold on for half an hour at most.
But this time the doctor was wrong Shu didn't die.
She kept her eyes open and waited for more than two hours.
The sky is getting dark, and hurricane lanterns have been lit on the porch.
This should have been a peaceful night.
But it is no longer peaceful.
Yan Huiqing walked in from outside the house tremblingly.
She was covered in injuries and it was very difficult to even walk.
She was helped into the house by someone.
But they saw that Shu Shi kept her eyes open.
If Shu Shi was not still breathing, everyone would have thought that she had left.
Yan Yuhe stood up from the stool and looked at Yan Huiqing with a surprised look on his face, "Fourth sister, why are you here?"
Yan Huiqing did not answer Yan Yuhe, but looked at Shu, tears slowly falling from the corners of her eyes.
She knelt on the ground and cried, "Mom, don't wait any more.
Don't wait for that person anymore.
He won't come back.
Just leave.
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Just leave."
Every extra moment Shu lived was torture.
Hearing this, Yan Yuhe also understood what Yan Huiqing meant.
He also knelt in front of Shu's bed, almost suffocating from the pain, "Mom, please go, go in peace, fourth sister and I will always be here."
As a child, I have to persuade my mother not to continue living and to go away quietly.
This kind of pain is like someone cutting open your chest alive and taking out everything inside.
Empty except for pain.
Shu opened her mouth and called out two words.
She said: Saburo.
Shu's voice was very low, but Yan Yuhe and Yan Huiqing heard it clearly.
Shu's words made even the old lady standing guard cry.
She is Shu's dowry nanny.
She has watched Shu's life in Yan Mansion every day for these years.
She knows better than anyone how uncomfortable and painful Shu's heart is.
When Mrs.
Shu first got married to Mr.
Yan, every time Mr.
Yan painted her eyebrows, she would smile and say, "Thank you, Sanlang."
At that time, they really played the piano and the music.
However, this harmonious scene did not last long Mrs.
Shu was gradually made things difficult for her by Mrs.
Yan.
When she was pregnant with Yan Huiqing, she was often forced to kneel down.
She felt a little aggrieved at first, but as time passed, she gradually became numb.
Mammy asked her privately, "Miss, have you ever regretted marrying into the Yan family?"
She was used to calling Mrs.
Shu "Miss", and this title never changed in private.
Shu smiled and said, "Sanlang treats me very well.
It doesn't matter if I suffer a little.
He is good and I feel at ease."
Gradually, Mrs.
Shu's smiles became less and less.
Especially after hearing what the Shu family did for Mr.
Yan, Ms.
Shu was so shocked that she almost moved her fetus.
The Shu family was no longer stable, and many of Shu's younger brothers died while working for Mr.
Yan.
When Shu heard this, he cried bitterly.
Later, after Mrs.
Shu gave birth to Yan Huiqing, her life became even more difficult.
Later, the story of Aunt Ji reached Shu's ears.
Obviously, someone deliberately wanted to leak this matter to Shu.
Mrs.
Shu was actually very calm after hearing this.
She just said that she wanted to leave Yan Mansion.
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Mrs.
Shu and Mr.
Yan had a big quarrel.
This was their first quarrel in many years of marriage.
Grandma stood outside the house, listening to their quarrel, feeling helpless.
Later, Mr.
Yan also took action.
After Shu was beaten, she became quiet.
She neither makes a fuss nor makes a fuss, and no longer thinks about separation, but lives a quiet life.
Once, grandma asked her, "Miss, what's wrong with you, don't you want to leave?"
Shu's eyes were blank, "I thought about leaving, but I can't leave.
That day Jing Lian asked me, he said, don't you like me?
Since you like me, why do you want to leave me?
I like it.
He, so I am destined to be unable to live without him in this life.
That’s all, this is the path I chose.
But mama, tell me, where did the Jing Lian from back then go?”
Shu asked, leaving her speechless.
In fact, even Shu Shi can hardly tell whether he loves or hates her now.
Mammy knew that since then, Mr.
Shu had never called Mr.
Yan Sanlang again.
Mrs.
Shu likes Mr.
Yan to the core.
She held on for a full three hours, and finally slowly closed her eyes, leaving no words behind and never remaining in peace.
Yan Yuhe and Yan Huiqing on the side were crying so hard that they almost fainted in the next moment.
Only the old nanny was the calmest.
She opened the cabinet not far away, selected a piece of Shu's favorite clothes from it, and took some jewelry that Shu had liked before, preparing to change it into Shu's.
These are things that Mr.
Shu likes, but Mr.
Yan doesn't like very much.
Shushi has been rarely used When Shu was alive, she rarely touched these things.
Now, let her take it with her.
Because grandma knew that Shu really gave up at the last moment.
Only when you let it go will you not leave anything behind, close your eyes and leave quietly.
From love, to hate, to silence Shu spent three hours to pass through these three stages.
Finally, return to the original calm and strangeness. s: 2 more updates: