Yan Jin didn't seem to mind at all about Shen Yanshan's life experience.
When she said this, there was no doubt or sarcasm in her words.
Shen Yanshan was stunned for a moment, and then his expression gradually dimmed.
After a long time, Shen Yanshan said, "It's gone."
Yan Jin was a little surprised by Shen Yanshan's answer.
She thought that Shen Yanshan wanted to see his mother, but didn't want to hear such an answer.
But Yan Jin soon figured it out again.
Shen Yanshan's words were answered for the Shen family and the Lu family.
His responsibilities weighed him down so much that he couldn't act according to his own will.
At this time, a gust of cold wind blew in through the windows that were not closed tightly, and the candlelight in the room flickered and seemed to be extinguished in the next moment.
Shen Yanshan stood up, closed the window, and blew out the lights in the room.
Instantly, the room became dark.
Yan Jin couldn't see Shen Yanshan's expression clearly.
She thought that this man didn't want her to see her expression at this time.
This person never likes to show weakness to anyone.
After Shen Yanshan finished everything, he stood there for a while before walking towards Yan Jin.
As soon as he sat down, Yan Jin reached out and took his hand hidden in his sleeve.
There seemed to be a few deep marks on the palm of the hand with distinct joints.
Yan Jin's heart skipped a beat, but he suppressed his uneasiness and did not reveal it completely.
She and Shen Yanshan haven't seen each other for a while, and she has heard how busy Shen Yanshan is.
The heavy burden of the Shen family now rests on Shen Yanshan, and even General Cheng's hopes are pinned on him.
Sometimes.
The more you get, the greater the pressure and responsibility.
However, Yan Jin also vaguely felt that Shen Yanshan was avoiding her.
Yan Jin actually knew more or less why he was avoiding her.
She thought about it and asked, "Does it hurt?"
"It doesn't hurt anymore," Shen Yanshan said lightly, "the wounds have healed."
He did not tell Yan Jin that his hand was almost cut off and he could no longer hold the sword.
Something.
There is no need to speak out.
Neither of them spoke.
It was not until the end that Yan Jin tried to say, "You haven't come to see me for a long time."
"Sorry."
Shen Yanshan apologized to Yan Jin without any explanation.
However, Yan Jin seemed to know what Shen Yanshan was going to say.
The words are calm.
"Are you thinking about my past life?"
Shen Yanshan was silent.
No words were spoken for a long time.
Yan Jin's tone was still calm, "Have I ever told you the last place I went to in my previous life?
In fact, I have never seen what it was like.
The only thing I heard was the sound of silk and bamboo around me.
At that time I am very tired in my heart, but my reason tells me that I cannot die, I have to live well, and only by living can I take revenge."
Yan Jin spoke calmly, but Shen Yanshan's hands trembled slightly as he continued, "Me, I'm very afraid of death.
I'm as timid as a mouse."
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"Actually, I knew who Lu Wenli sent me to a long time ago.
I've always known it."
Yan Jin smiled, "What about you, have you guessed it?"
Shen Yanshan nodded, "I know."
The person Lu Wenli wants to please is actually obvious.
When he returned from the border, Shen Cangcang was gone.
He was bound to pursue the investigation.
At that time, his mother, Yue Mo, was no longer alive.
After all, everyone would think that he would never come back.
Even Emperor Yuan Ding actually knew that Rouran He Jingjue's attack, the chance of Cheng Jiajun surviving is very slim.
However, no one knew that he came back alive.
There was a reason why Lu Wenli gave Yan Jin to him in order to please him.
When Shen Yuandai once accidentally asked him what kind of woman was the most beautiful, he gave the same answer as when he was a child.
He said that women with blue-gray eyes are the most beautiful.
In the past, General Cheng said that Princess Zijin was a fairy, and her blue-grey eyes were like rare glass.
So much so that Shen Yanshan always thought that women like Princess Zijin were the most beautiful.
He grew up in a military camp, and the only person around him who dared to comment on women with him was Old General Cheng.
Yan Jin, who looked very similar to Princess Zijin, was naturally mistaken by the Lu family, and he was actually talking about Yan Jin.
Shen Yanshan did not dare to guess whether it was his unintentional words that caused the Lu family to send Yan Jin to him.
After he figured it out, he didn't dare to see Yan Jin again.
However, no matter how careful he was, Yan Jin still discovered everything.
"I read a book a few days ago.
The book said that fate is actually destined by God."
Yan Jin said it naturally, "In my previous life, you were the one who buried me."
Falcon Ridge.
Yan Jin always remembered this place.
When she dreamed back at midnight, she always heard the man say, "Buried in Falcon Ridge."
In fact, the place in the drawings Shen Cangcang accidentally sent a few days ago was called Falcon Ridge.
It is a dragon vein.
Xiangfu said that it was written in the book that dragon veins with excellent Feng Shui like this have the effect of bringing the dead back to life.
She was just a young lady from a down-to-earth family at that time, and Shen Yanshan might have buried her in that place out of guilt.
Dragon Vein, the place that many people yearn for the most, was taken over by her.
This person, whether in his previous life or now, has never been sorry to her.
Yan Jin paused after saying this, "I know what you are thinking, but I never blamed you.
For me at that time, death was actually a kind of relief.
Moreover, I never told you, I will die not because of you, but because someone poisoned the strings.
I think he might also want to use my hand to harm you."
Shen Yanshan continued to be silent until he felt a drop of hot water fall on the back of his hand, then he raised his head and looked at Yan Jin, "Why are you crying?"
He had never seen Yan Jin so sad.
In the darkness, he could only use his other free hand to hold her face, but he didn't know how to comfort her.
Yan Jin just shook his head and stopped talking.
How kind God was to her that she could meet this person in this life.
How could she let go?
Sometimes, emotions are really hard to control.
Yan Jin burst into tears, which caught Shen Yanshan off guard.
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He is not good at comforting people and doesn’t know where to start.
"I'm not crying."
Yan Jin turned his head stubbornly and held Shen Yanshan's hand tightly, "I just can't stop."
Tears slowly rolled down from the corners of his eyes as if he couldn't control them.
Shen Yanshan sighed, and the next moment Yan Jin felt that the originally thin light slowly dimmed in front of his eyes until he could no longer see anything.
What touched his lips was something soft.
Yan Jin was stunned, and his tears stopped instantly.
Shen Yanshan's lips were as cold as the cold snow at night.
He pressed against her quietly, making no movement, as if he was waiting for something.
The next moment, Yan Jin raised his hand and hugged Shen Yanshan's neck, deepening the kiss.
Yan Jin's movements were clumsy, but because of her initiative, Shen Yanshan's aura became a little heavier.
Yan Jin suddenly felt a little uneasy, and then stepped back a little, but Shen Yanshan hugged his waist and stabilized his body.
The weak light filtered in from the glass window, and what was close to his eyes was an extremely beautiful face, with long eyelashes trembling slightly, and a pair of black eyes, like peerless ink jade
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