Sometimes, love is actually a kind of hurt.
His love for Lu Xiaolou plunged Lu Xiaolou into an abyss, and he could never come out of the darkness again.
He was bathing in the sunshine in the bright place, while Lu Xiaolou was in the dark, smelling the musty smell around him, and the surroundings were crawling with dirty bugs.
Thinking of this, Duke Dingguo closed his red eyes with great effort.
However, when he stood in the light, he never felt warm at all.
He laughs and makes people think he is happy.
It’s because I don’t want to let down Lu Xiaolou She loved him and stood in the dark, giving him the chance to stand in the light.
The carriage slowly left the capital, and Yan Jin went to Mr.
Yan to hold a few pots of flowers before he and Shen Yanshan helped Duke Ding get out of the carriage.
Duke Dingguo was a little stubborn.
He waved away Shen Yanshan's hand and refused to let his son continue to support him.
He straightened his clothes and said to Shen Yanshan in a calm tone, "Your mother doesn't like my clothes being messy.
She said they smell like sweat."
Lu Xiaolou likes to be clean.
The place where she lives is always very clean, without any weird smell.
However, later She never wore clean clothes again, never lived in a clean place again, and even the meals she ate were never her favorite.
Shen Yanshan frowned but said nothing.
He just paused and did not follow his father towards the house.
The door to the house was quickly opened from the outside and closed again the next moment.
The figure of Duke Ding disappeared in front of Yan Jin and Shen Yanshan.
Yan Jin arranged this place very well.
Pear trees are scattered around the house, and fresh flowers can be seen everywhere.
It is rare to see such a scenery in winter.
Not only that, there is also a new swing built in the courtyard.
Not far from the swing, there is a slowly flowing stream.
The stream is brought in by the hot springs, so sitting on the swing, the water temperature will not make people feel cold.
Shen Yanshan was startled, and then looked at Yan Jin.
The eyes are gentle.
Yan Jin seemed to know what Shen Yanshan wanted to ask.
He said softly, "I heard from my cousin-in-law that there used to be a swing like this in the yard where my aunt lived.
I think she should like it."
Yan Jin has a delicate mind.
The layout.
Lu Xiaolou likes every place.
Although, her arrangement may not be of any use to Lu Xiaolou.
How can a lunatic have any intention to enjoy the scenery?
Shen Yanshan said nothing.
Instead, he took Yan Jin into his arms, not caring about the servants standing outside the courtyard.
Yan Jin was a little anxious, and she beat Shen Yanshan's chest with her hands.
If Duke Dingguo hadn't pushed the door open and walked in at this time, she would have struggled vigorously.
This was outside, and Shen Yanshan didn't take it into consideration.
But at that time, Duke Dingguo had already walked into the house.
It was not yet noon, and although the light in the room was not bright, it was also very soft.
Lu Xiaolou was sitting on a soft couch not far away, holding flowers picked from somewhere in her hands.
The corners of her mouth were twitching, as if she was talking to herself, but it was hard to hear what she was saying.
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In the past, the girl's hair looked like black satin, but now her temples were covered with silver threads.
The only thing that didn't change were her eyes.
As clear as morning dew.
Someone came into the room, but she didn't seem to notice it.
She continued to look at the flower in her hand, and then pulled the petals off.
After a flower completely withered in her hands, she chose other flowers He is obviously such a familiar person, but yet so strange.
But Duke Ding stood there, unable to move.
His throat seemed to be blocked by something, and the smell of blood gradually came into his mouth.
He swallowed the scalding heat again.
After a while, Duke Dingguo tentatively called out, "Jiuniang" The woman sitting far away slowly raised her head after hearing his words.
She looked at him, then smiled.
When she smiled like this, he burst into tears.
Things are different and people are different.
They will never go back to the past.
He dragged his heavy steps and walked to her step by step, but saw the woman smiling and saying, "It's the last petal."
She smiled happily, her eyes sparkling.
As she picked off the petals, he heard her say, "Zizhan likes me."
All that was left of the flower was its golden stamens, while the surrounding area was bare.
Then Lu Xiaolou was very happy, her eyes curled up in a smile, just like the crescent moon in the night sky.
After hearing this, Duke Dingguo sat in front of her and tried to say, "How can I believe this?
It's better to ask for a fortune and pray to Buddha."
"You can't believe in Buddhas," Lu Xiaolou said in a relaxed tone, "Zizhan doesn't believe in gods and Buddhas, and neither do I."
She put down the flowers in her hand and continued, "I believe in myself."
It was an extremely simple conversation, but Duke Ding could no longer control his emotions and almost hugged the person in front of him.
Back then, when she fell in love with him, she would always hold flowers that she found somewhere and count the petals when she had nothing to do.
He once approached her unintentionally and heard her mumbling to herself: "Like me, don't like me, like me, don't like me" When he heard this, he laughed and said that it was completely unbelievable, so he might as well ask for a fortune and pray to Buddha.
As a result, Lu Xiaolou jumped in fright, but said angrily, "You don't believe in Buddha, so why should I worship Buddha?"
After so many years, he thought he had almost forgotten what Lu Xiaolou looked like, but in fact, those memories were always in the depths of his mind.
Duke Dingguo cried hard.
An old man was as helpless as a child in front of his beloved woman. then No one told him that he should actually work hard to keep his sweetheart by his side.
No one supported him and he had to give up the entire family for the sake of love.
He is the eldest son of the Shen family and the future head of the Shen family.
He is responsible for the reputation and future of the Shen family.
After his younger brothers passed away one after another, he has to bear even more.
He couldn't make a wrong move, and the whole family would be buried because of his mistake.
However, no one came to ask him.
Are you happy?
Have you ever regretted it?
"Why are you crying?"
Lu Xiaolou looked at the person in front of him with confusion on his face, then awkwardly stretched out his hand and wiped his tears with his cuffs.
The distance between her and him was so close that she could almost touch each other by raising her hand.
At this time, her hands had wrinkles and were no longer as white and translucent as jade as before.
Her tone was still soft, "Zizhan said, a man will shed tears if he bleeds, so please stop crying."
After she finished speaking, Duke Dingguo shed more tears.
She forgot everything, even his appearance, but she never forgot their memories.
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Not at all s: Thanks to Ye Fengsky and gaqi for the Christmas stockings.
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